The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Chap 243
The reddish-gold pillow shimmered under his body, and his nose was filled with the smell of lust.
Chu Wanning looked at Mo Ran’s face, and the dreams he had before finally overlapped with reality at this moment. It turned out that these were not dreams, but reality.
He and Mo Ran had already been intimate, and they were already married. He was imprisoned by Mo Ran, and he knelt in the ice and snow, begging to see Mo Ran …
It was all real.
At this moment, Chu Wanning did not know what he was feeling, or maybe under the influence of the fragrance, his consciousness gradually overlapped with the Chu Wanning of the other world.
Feeling what he felt.
Knowing what he knew.
When his clothes were torn off, and the heavy kiss fell, Chu Wanning closed his eyes.
He felt very painful. Who was he?
Was it the Northern Dipper Celestial Venerable who wielded his sword in the secular world, or was it that ridiculous Consort Chu who was subdued by the Emperor? Was it Chu Wanning who obtained Grandmaster Mo’s heart, or was it the Honored Master who was hated by the Emperor Ta?
Everything gradually became unclear, and the past floated in front of his eyes, like falling flowers in a stream. He tried to catch those memories, but he could not see clearly.
In the end, only the matters between the bed could be seen clearly.
In this illusory world, his waist was violently clamped by Mo Ran, and his underwear was impatiently and cruelly removed. There was no familiar lingering foreplay, only violent invasion.
Although the scene was fake, he and the similarly controlled Mo Ran were reenacting the actions of their previous lives. He was pressed down on the bed by Mo Ran, and there was not even any caressing or kissing. He only heard the rustling of clothes behind him, and then a burning hot sex organ pressed against his back.
“Honored Master, feel it carefully, can you feel its desire? I’m going to visit you. ”
“You … evil creature!!”
The response was a cold laugh, “Aren’t you going to open your legs wide for the evil creature to f * ck?” Then there was a tearing sensation, and the never before invaded acupoints were opened, and the ferocious sex organ violently stabbed in.
It was really painful.
He vaguely remembered Mo Ran’s gentle eyes. In the dark night, in the torrent of the hot spring, he kissed him and said, “If I come in, you won’t be able to stand it. Listen to me, we’ll do it next time.”
But the Emperor Ta would not show mercy to him. Its shocking size seemed to be about to burst through the walls of his intestines. It was thick and scorching hot, so tyrannical, so thick and long. Its rhythmic movement almost made him feel that this thing would directly poke out of his abdomen, split open his abdomen, and pierce through him.
Chu Wanning struggled like a fish on land, but the Emperor Ta raised his hand and slapped him hard in the face. He gritted his teeth and said, “It’s not like I haven’t f * cked you before. I’ve f * cked you so many times, why are you still pretending to be virtuous?”
With a single slap, her cheeks reddened.
He turned his face away. His hair was messy, and his eyes were red. He did not say anything and did not shed tears. Tonight was more humiliating than ever, but he was more arrogant than ever.
Mo Ran hugged his waist, and his crotch kept hitting his buttocks. The place where the two were joined was terrifyingly hot. Mo Ran tried to look at his face, wanting to see his humiliated expression. The thrusting stopped, and the handsome man on top gasped for breath. His eyes were dark, and he forced himself to look at his chin.
He seemed to want to say something insulting, but in the candlelight, the pair of eyes that were obviously in extreme pain looked so beautiful. Mo Ran stared at him for a moment, then suddenly leaned over and kissed him on the lips. His wet, sticky, and hot tongue invaded, the surface of his tongue was rough, and it moved around in his mouth. The kissing above was intense, and the thrusting below was even more ferocious. It was fast and ruthless, and every thrust went to the deepest part of Chu Wan-ning’s body. His hard, hot, and thick genitals pulsed distinctly inside her body.
The saliva produced by the intercourse seeped out from the sides of the sex organ and the acupuncture point …
After the kiss, Mo Ran’s movements became more frenzied and passionate. His eyes were filled with lust, and it was unclear whether it was lust or love, but it seemed to be somewhat blurred, “Don’t grab the quilt, you’re my person, you can hug me.”
This was the only sentence that was similar to love in the whole sexual intercourse. Chu Wanning did not listen, and did not hug him as he wished to and indulge in sexual intercourse with him. As a result, Mo Ran’s expression gradually darkened, and his thrusting movements became wilder.
Chu Wanning gripped the mattress tightly, and the veins on his wrist bulged. He could not bear this kind of abuse, but Mo Ran did not let him go. His rough palms rubbed his waist and buttocks. Chu Wanning did not know how long this kind of thrusting went on, but that man suddenly became irritable and pulled out from his body. Chu Wanning heard himself groan hoarsely and was flipped over. His acupuncture point was sticky and obscene, and it was contracting spasmodically. There seemed to be a sticky substance that was produced during sexual intercourse hanging in the air, but before it could flow out, the man’s ferocious and burning head pressed against his groin again, and the huge penis slightly pushed against the outside.
He heard Mo Ran say, “Is it big?”
“Did your husband make you feel good? Hmm? ”
Chu Wanning heard his own voice that was on the verge of breaking down, “… Get lost …”
Mo Ran cursed, and seemed to have found something from the side. Chu Wanning only felt his legs being parted even more, and there was a tube of ice-cold paste squeezing into his body.
Chu Wanning heard himself choking, heard himself scolding, “Mo Ran … Mo Ran, you bastard …”
It was not.
Mo Ran was the person who smiled brightly and gazed at him under the flowering tree.
Mo Ran said, “Shizun, I want to hold the umbrella for you for a lifetime.”
Mo Ran rubbed his hair, and said gently, “You will be in pain.”
Mo Ran was the person who curled his lips and opened his arms to him under the waves of golden wheat. He would give him softened lactose to eat, and because of a sentence, he would lower his eyes and smile, and his face would blush slightly.
That shy and inexperienced.
It was not.
He was suddenly startled.
The scene after that seemed to be because the incense had been there for too long, and the effect was not as good as the first inch, so it slowly turned dark. Chu Wanning’s mind was also drowsy. He could not see anything, and still could not speak. The only thing he could feel was that he was still imprisoned, and Mo Ran’s sex organ was still buried in his body. That kind of heat, size, and hardness, made his scalp tingle.
It was dark for a long time, and then it slowly lit up.
After Chu Wanning regained his senses, the first thing he heard was Mo Ran’s almost twisted curses. The slap on the face burned with pain, and there seemed to be a hard and cold object stuck in his lower body, relieving the almost crazy lust in his body.
This was still the sex between the newlyweds, and Chu Wanning could clearly recall the details of what had happened.
He kept thinking about the events of his previous life.
He knew that later on, he was forced into the aphrodisiac paste, and the Emperor Ta, who drank too much, became more and more irritable, more and more bloodthirsty, and more and more gloomy in the intense sex.
Alcohol and desire burned the corners of Mo Ran’s eyes red, and hatred and pleasure controlled this young Emperor.
Chu Wanning’s throat was strangled, and Mo Ran was angrily shouting, “Chu Wanning, you’d rather do this? You’re stubborn? Huh? How long are you going to be stubborn for? Are you going to play yourself to death before you’re satisfied? ”
Chu Wanning heard himself say, “… I … don’t … want … you …”
His voice was almost broken, and if he did not feel his lips moving, he would not even believe that this was his own voice. Chu Wanning felt tears rolling down his cheeks.
“Mo Ran … spare me …”
The man in front of him was almost crazy, and he shouted at him. He said, “Then who will spare me? Huh? Chu Wanning, have you ever thought about who will spare me? Who can spare me?! ”
The man pressed him on the bed, and pulled out the hard object in his body and threw it aside. From the sound of it, it seemed to be a Zhao or a candlestick. Just now, he was actually using the Zhao or the candlestick to comfort himself …
The man touched his face, and his voice was urgent and crazy, but he did not know if it was an illusion, but he heard a trace of sadness, “Chu Wanning, I hate you.”
“You killed the person I love the most in my life, what should I do? What should I do? I can only let you pay me back, and let your life be ruined by my hands … Chu Wanning … ”
The man held his weapon, and because he was too crazy and too eager, he could not resist the first time, and the smooth and hot head of his penis hit the inside of his buttocks, and he passed over. The man gasped for breath, straightened up, and held Chu Wanning’s waist, and thrust in again.
“Ah — —”
Chu Wanning heard his own hoarse moans, and it seemed that he was finally stretched to the limit. There was also the man’s heavy breathing, and the wall of his intestines that was smeared with aphrodisiac was finally pushed open by the hot sex organ, and Chu Wanning could not stop trembling, and his whole body was covered in sweat, and his eyes were unfocused … Desire finally swallowed him.
His vision turned black again.
When it lit up again, he could feel endless bliss.
It seemed that the body in the illusion and the body in reality could no longer be separated. He was entangled with the strong man, and Mo Ran pressed him on the bed, and fiercely f * cked him. He was sobbing under the man’s body, and lying on the bed, his fingers deep in the beast’s fur.
The man wanted to press him to death on the bed every time, so fierce and so strong. He could feel the man’s sweat gathering in his abdomen, dripping to his waist, and flowing into his waist.
“Say … Do you want me to f * ck you? You’re sucking so lewdly, what position do you have to be stubborn? Motherf * cker, f * ck you … ”
At this time, Chu Wanning seemed to have finally been defeated, and the crazy overflowing lust had already killed his soul. He was only left with a body that was played with by the man, lewd and sensitive, and did not know when to stop.
“Say …” The man behind him was intoxicated, and looked at him while panting roughly.
Mo Ran penetrated deeply, and his huge sex organ pulsed in the moist intestines. He gasped for breath, and with red eyes, he hugged Chu Wanning’s buttocks even more, and then penetrated deeply, slightly twitching and turning, to stimulate the man who had been smeared with aphrodisiac.
In fact, Mo Ran knew that he had lost.
He had used the strongest drug in the world, and had squeezed in almost half of the tube, to the point that the intestines were sticky, before Chu Wanning was willing to submit to him.
He had lost.
But so what?
He had already gotten what he wanted. His noble and virtuous master had finally become Consort Chu, who was gasping for breath under his body and in a daze of lust.
There was nothing more exciting than this.
As he thought of this, his rough and hard genitals actually swelled up a notch.
“Say, say you want to be f * cked by me, say you’re my man.”
Under this kind of repeated torture and humiliation, Chu Wanning finally heard himself mutter hoarsely, and it was completely chaotic: “Yes … I’m your …”
His consciousness was already fragmented, his expression was already shattered, and his lofty and unyielding character was left. All that was left was the endless and terrifying desire in his body.
“You don’t want me, what you should say is, you want me to f * ck you.” Although Mo Ran said this without any malice, he had also endured to the limit. His Adam’s apple moved, and he could not help but fiercely push Chu Wanning’s buttocks, fiercely and fiercely, full of animalistic force.
Chu Wanning was f * cked until his entire body went soft, and he did not even have the strength to kneel and watch. His body was soft like mud, and his phoenix eyes were slightly closed, as he continuously groaned and gasped for breath.
Eternal Love Poison, this drug, as long as it was just a little bit, even a saint would become a beast.
Mo Ran squeezed in more than half of the tube.
“Does it feel good? Did I f * ck you to your heart’s content? ” Mo Ran supported himself with one hand on the bedpost, while the other hand reached over and continuously stroked Chu Wanning’s chest and waist.
The bed shook intensely, Mo Ran’s eyes were crazy and burning, and his expression was sexy and intoxicated.
“Say, you want me to f * ck you.”
Mo Ran f * cked quickly and fiercely, and the surging pleasure made people tremble, lose control, and fear. Chu Wanning finally collapsed. He gasped for breath, and in the end, he was almost crying out in a hoarse voice: “Ah … Ah …”
“Say it.” Mo Ran closed his eyes and raised his head, his Adam’s apple moving, and fiercely slapped Chu Wanning’s buttocks: “You say it, I’ll make you feel even better.”
“Ah … Ah … I want …”
“What do you want?”
Chu Wanning was tortured to the point of almost losing his mind. He whimpered and trembled in despair: “F * ck me …”
Mo Ran’s eyes suddenly surged, and his lower body was burning with excitement. Several times, the width of his thrusting was too large, and when he pulled away, the wet and sticky head slid out, but he hurriedly held it back, and once again thrust in hot and sticky. He pressed Chu Wanning under his body and looked at him closely, muttering: “Shizun, you’re so hot inside, so wet and so hot, your disciple is almost addicted to sucking.”
“Ah … En … Don’t stop … Ah, use more, more … Ah!” He gasped in shock: “Faster … Deeper … Ah …”
His trembling arms were caught, and the man hugged him from behind, seemingly infinitely gentle. He suddenly called out to him by his ear: “Wanning, today is our wedding day. I f * ck you, I want to shoot you, and leave my seed in your stomach … Shizun … You’re really tight …”
“Why do you have to force me to use medicine before you’re willing to do this?” The man said, licking his earlobe: “You obviously like it when I treat you like this … right?”
“I … Ah …”
The man’s penis was so thick and long, and when it reached the depths, it almost pierced through his intestines and stomach. Chu Wanning couldn’t speak, and could only shake his head, tears in the corners of his eyes.
“Do you like it?”
“Don’t you like it?” He suddenly stopped the intense invasion, and buried himself in his body. Chu Wanning could feel the penis inside throbbing angrily, pulsing angrily with the violent heartbeat of the two people. This subtle feeling made him more and more tormented. His throat was dry, and his soul had long been thoroughly cold.
He gently twitched a few more times inside his wet and slippery body, and these few times were like the roots of a giant tree poking out of the soil, and a tender spring tide breaking out of the soil.
Chu Wanning spasmed violently, and softly fell on the bed.
The man said by his ear: “If you don’t like it, then forget it …”
He suddenly opened his eyes wide, and his heart was very painful, but he almost gave up and said: “No … … Don’t … …”
His eyes trembled again, and slowly closed: “I can’t take it anymore … …”
That was, after all, an aphrodisiac that was thousands of times more than a normal person.
Mo Ran murmured, and his voice was so low that it was hard to hear: “Then what do you want me to do?”
“Come in … … I can’t take it anymore, save me … …”
The person behind seemed to sigh, and was finally satisfied. He pulled him up and put him on his crotch, and fiercely thrusted from the bottom up. He had never penetrated so deep before, and every time he penetrated, half of the sac was almost squeezed in, and their flesh couldn’t be more close together. Chu Wanning couldn’t stop moaning and panting, and in Mo Ran’s arms, his body softened into mud, and the man who couldn’t stop fucking him turned his face, and his moist lips covered his, and there seemed to be vague panting between his lips and teeth.
Mo Ran’s Adam’s apple moved, and he said in a low voice: “So good … …”
He muttered absentmindedly, and his soul was no longer there, only a body that was drowned in desire: “Ah … … Don’t stop … … Ah … … It’s so hot … … Faster … …”
“Don’t stop, I’ll satisfy you … … Chu Wanning … … Wanning … …”
He thrust for a long time, so long that Chu Wanning felt like he was going to die in that person’s arms like this. His body fluids and melted paste flowed out, and white foam flowed to the base of his legs.
Suddenly, the man hugged him tightly, and then pressed him on the bed, lifted his legs, and started thrusting. That speed and strength were both shocking and terrifying. Chu Wanning suddenly opened his eyes wide, and kept calling out: “Ah … … Ah … …”. The man was impatient, and he lost his mind and kept thrusting. The whole thing was pulled out, leaving only the head above the mouth, and then he thrust it in again, so fast, and so fast, and his voice was also trembling.
“Wanning … … Wanning … …”
He wasn’t calling anyone else, but he suddenly held his face, and pressed his forehead against his.
“Baby, I’m going to come. Let me inside you … … ”
Chu Wanning opened his mouth like a dying fish, and he didn’t even know what he was calling out. He was only moaning in his desire and pleasure. The tip of his nose was filled with the man’s heavy animal desire, and he said intermittently: “Shoot for me … … Ah! Ah … Ahhhh! ”
Thick and smelly semen spurted out in large amounts, and Mo Ran closed his eyes and growled. His crotch kept thrusting forward, until the bedding slipped off. Chu Wanning’s head kept hitting the bedpost, and the person controlling him still didn’t know what was good for him, and kept thrusting inside, shooting all the sticky semen that spurted out, and thrusting it in. Chu Wanning was convulsing from the strong sting, and his beautiful white toes were all tensed up. His hands finally couldn’t help but hug the neck of the man on top of him.
Their heavy breaths intertwined, and he was moaning when he climaxed, and he was crying out hoarsely under him. That kind of intense passion, he didn’t know if it was because of the world’s most aphrodisiac, or because of the hidden desire in the depths of their hearts that even they didn’t notice … …
After a long time, Chu Wanning’s divine sense slowly returned.
For some reason, it wasn’t just his senses that returned, but also his memories from his previous life that surged like a river.
After he and Mo Ran joined, they all came one after another.
He remembered when the sky split, Shi Mei died, and Mo Ran knelt in the snow, heartbroken.
He remembered when the Confucian Wind Sect flowed with rivers of blood, and when the sky changed color, and when Mo Ran laughed heartily, and when he pierced Ye Wangxi’s shoulder blade.
He remembered when he was made into a blood hourglass, and remembered when Mo Ran saved him in the Red Lotus Pavilion, but put him under house arrest in the palace, and he could no longer do anything.
One by one, he remembered everything.
The stone cave had already returned to its original appearance. He could feel that he was lying on the cold ground, his clothes gone, and his entire body naked. Mo Ran was hugging him tightly from behind, and that youth’s arms were trembling. Both of them were covered in sticky sweat, and the air was filled with the scent of lust.
He remembered everything.
Chu Wanning didn’t move, didn’t speak, and didn’t get angry.
His head hurt so much that it felt like it was splitting apart. He felt that when the two of them joined together, there was some kind of invisible thing that was transferred from Mo Ran’s body to his own.
It was that thing that allowed him to recover the memories of his previous life.
But what exactly was it?
There were too many memories to take in at once. Chu Wanning’s head hurt so much that it swelled up. He felt that he definitely knew what that thing was, but he couldn’t figure it out right now.
“Shizun.” Mo Ran’s voice sounded by his ear. It was so careful, like the bud on a branch at the beginning of spring. There was no trace of the tyrannical appearance from before. “I’m sorry …”
He was held in Mo Ran’s arms. He didn’t turn his head, but he could imagine Mo Ran’s teary red eyes, and his pained and apologetic expression.
“I’m sorry, I still … I still hurt you …”
Just now, under the control of the incense burner, Mo Ran was like Chu Wanning. Although his consciousness was clear, his every action was completely out of his control. When he roughly clamped down on Chu Wanning’s waist, and impatiently and cruelly invaded this man, he was in pain.
He didn’t want to do this at all … he looked at Chu Wanning under his body, and the corners of his eyes were red. He only wanted to lean over and kiss him gently, comfort him, and accept him. But the words he said were so harsh, and the actions of his hands were so fierce.
His heart was filled with pain. But what could he do? He couldn’t control himself at all.
Chu Wanning leaned against the cold stone surface. His head felt like it was going to split open, and he didn’t even have the strength to move his fingers. He listened to Mo Ran’s apology, but he only felt his ears buzzing. His vision was dizzy, and he could lose consciousness at any time.
He opened his mouth. Because he had cried out so miserably, his voice was very hoarse. “You first … you first go out …”
Mo Ran pursed his lips, and didn’t make a sound.
He regained consciousness a bit earlier than Chu Wanning. In fact, when he could control his body, he had already left. But Chu Wanning had been so miserably torn apart that he still felt that the weapon forged from flesh and blood was in his body.
Mo Ran’s heart was even more uncomfortable.
Before he stepped into the cave, he thought he would see a spell similar to the memory scroll. He didn’t expect that he would return to the peak of life and death, the night of his wedding. He was wearing a golden red dress, and pushed open the door to the Red Lotus Water Pavilion.
Mo Ran of course knew what he had done, but he didn’t think that in this way, he would be able to recreate the situation at that time.
He didn’t want to do anything to hurt Chu Wanning, and he didn’t want to become the Emperor Ta — — but he had no choice. What was worse was that he could clearly feel that he was doing such a violent thing, and his heart was throbbing with excitement.
Whether it was the Emperor Ta or him, they were all eager to bite and conquer Chu Wanning.
No matter how much he endured, he was still that Mo Weiyu.
He couldn’t change. He couldn’t escape.
When he had violently invaded her, Mo Ran heard the painful groans of the person beneath him. His mind was filled with the pleasure of being overwhelmed. That overwhelming pleasure collided with a strong sense of guilt, splashing water everywhere.
He suddenly couldn’t tell who he was, whether he was the Emperor Ta or Master Mo, whether he was good or evil, loyal or treacherous.
On the bed, he stroked Chu Wanning’s cheek, and said those disgraceful words that he had said with his own mouth … … Consort Chu?
Yes, in his previous life, he had done three terrible things to Chu Wanning. The first was to kill him, which was to use a killing move on him. The second was to humiliate him, which was to force him to have sex with him.
The third was to marry him. That was to take away his identity, to bind him for life, and to make him belong to him. Because of this selfish desire, he made that proud and unyielding Venerable Immortal his rightful concubine.
Although there weren’t many people in this world who knew what “Consort Chu” looked like, forcing him to cover her face with a red veil, and marrying him in front of everyone, was an indisputable fact.
He didn’t know what the meaning of his actions was.
In fact, if he really wanted to make Chu Wanning suffer, he could have made a big deal out of it, and let the world know that he, Mo Ran, married his master, and let everyone know that the Northern Dipper Celestial Venerable was now one of the Emperor Ta’s people.
Why didn’t he do that?
Instead, he carefully kept the secret. For a long time, even the Empress, Song Qiutong, didn’t know who the mysterious “Consort Chu” was. He wanted to take revenge, and in the end, he only played a show with no spectators.
But he sang it with gusto.
He even remembered that after Chu Wanning died, he wanted to set up a tombstone for him, but he was afraid that the world would see through him and laugh at him, so he could only take a pick and dig a grave in front of the Tower of Babel. He buried the wedding dress that Chu Wanning wore when he married him.
The Emperor Ta sat in front of the tombstone, and thought for a long time. He really wanted to write:
The Tomb of My Late Master Chu Wanning
But he felt that if he wrote like this, he would be a complete failure, like a resentful woman who regretted her past. That scene was really ridiculous.
He held the knife and dawdled for a long time. Finally, his eyes lit up as he thought of a narrow and intimate way. He laughed foolishly, and used the knife as a pen, he wrote stroke by stroke:
The Tomb of Chu Ji
After writing these four words, he felt that the rampaging anger in his chest seemed to have been vented, but he still felt that it was not enough. He thought of Chu Wanning’s cold and aloof face, who always didn’t want to look at him, and his heart was full of resentment and affection — he would never see such an expression again. So the Emperor Ta still couldn’t be saved from being a resentful woman, he thought viciously.
Chu Wanning abandoned him and left.
Leaving him to live alone.
Chu Wanning was so cruel that he used death to take revenge on him.
He glared resentfully at his bloodshot eyes.
Yes, it was too much.
So he wanted to humiliate Chu Wanning, bully Chu Wanning, make Chu Wanning die with grievance in the underworld. When he went to hell a hundred years later, he could laugh to his heart’s content and mock that guy, and say to that person whose white clothes were whiter than snow, who had lived a life of innocence —
You didn’t win, I won.
You see, you’re dead, but I can still humiliate you.
The Emperor Ta hugged his knife and thought for a long time in front of the tomb. He thought of the setting sun, of dusk, of the coming of night, of the silver light.
Under the moonlight, like water, like frost, like white clothes, Mo Ran finally picked up the knife and added four more words on the tombstone, stroke by stroke.
Dust rustled. He finished carving. He rested his chin on his hand and laughed out loud, thinking that this was the best posthumous title. It confirmed that Chu Wanning was his person, and whether he was willing or not, he had to be loyal to him. It was perfect. If Chu Wanning could be revived by his anger, that would be even better.
With this kind of expectation, his eyes lit up and he happily ran to the Red Lotus Water Pavilion.
Chu Wanning’s temper was the worst.
How could he be willing to accept this kind of humiliation?
So hurry up and wake up. Then we can have a showdown. This time, seeing that he has not yet recovered from his injuries, I can also let him have one move.
If it really doesn’t work, ten moves is not impossible.
He stood in front of the lotus pond, looking at the undamaged corpse.
I’ve already let you have ten moves. You have to be tactful. Look at the tombstone I made for you. Aren’t you angry? Don’t you want to grab my collar and roar at me? Are you willing to live a life of innocence, and in the end become eight absurd words — Consort Qingzhen, Tomb of Chu Ji?
His expressionless face turned ferocious.
But Chu Wanning lay there, not speaking, not moving.
After a long time, Mo Ran finally understood that he had gotten what he wanted. He had won the taming he had always wanted.
His Shizun, his enemy, his partner in bed, his Chu Wanning.
He had finally obeyed.
In the silent and cold grotto of Dragon Blood Mountain, Mo Ran hugged his scarred lover. For a moment, neither of them spoke.
Then, he suddenly thought of that rainy night in the inn in Wuchang Town. The person in his arms had been so young and yet so passionate, rolling and entangling with him. The tips of her ears were red as she asked him in a low voice if he was comfortable.
At that time, he had sworn in his heart that he would never hurt Chu Wanning in the slightest in this life. He wanted to do it step by step, simmer slowly. He wanted to let Chu Wanning get used to it bit by bit. Finally, he wanted to give Chu Wanning the trembling of soul and flesh.
He had made many plans, had many ideas.
He had even imagined countless times when and where their first true union would be. Would it be the sun or the stars on the horizon? Would it be the begonia or apricot flowers on the window lattice?
But he had never expected it to be like this.
Their first union in this life was actually so absurd, painful, and crazy.
The two of them were extremely tired. Mo Ran lay by his side, an extremely special feeling gradually growing in his chest. It was as if there was a pure white thing in his heart that was fiercely trembling. Then, the earth cracked and the sky collapsed. It was as if a hundred-year-old tree had been uprooted, breaking through the earth with a rustling sound.
That pure thing seemed to wrap around some filthy and terrifying thing in his heart. It frantically struggled outwards. Two things, one black and one white, struggled out of his body with extreme speed.
He didn’t know what these two things were that escaped from his heart, but he didn’t have the leisure to think about it, because Chu Wanning said, “You leave first.”
Mo Ran didn’t say anything. He also didn’t know what to say.
He silently endured the intense pain in his chest. Slowly, he picked up the clothes scattered on the ground and silently helped Chu Wanning put them back on.
He wore these clothes for a long time because he almost didn’t dare to touch the area below Chu Wanning’s waist. The bruises on his thighs clearly showed what he had just done, and also showed how much pain Chu Wanning was in right now.
He also didn’t dare to look at Chu Wanning’s face.
What would be in those eyes right now?
Disappointment, resentment, emptiness …
He didn’t want to think about it anymore.
Mo Ran spent a long time putting on Chu Wanning’s clothes. By this time, his head was already very painful and his entire body was soaked in cold sweat.
He didn’t know where this pain came from, but it was probably related to those two things that were missing from his heart just now. He endured the pain and grasped Chu Wanning’s ice-cold hand.
He really didn’t have the courage to look at Chu Wanning’s face, so he just stared at that hand. After hesitating for a long time, he softly asked, “Shizun remembers everything?”
Mo Ran stared blankly for a while.
There was a kind of blankness on his face. That blankness was very much like a homeless dog that had been abandoned. He stared blankly for a while, then closed his eyes.
Countless times in the past, he had feared that this would happen, but when the trial really came, he was surprised to find that he was actually so calm and peaceful.
It was like a fearful fugitive who had finally been escorted into prison.
He stood in that bleak prison and looked around. The nightmare that he had feared and escaped from had finally become reality. It was like a stone had fallen to the ground in his heart.
There was never a peaceful night when escaping.
But after falling into the net, he finally had a good night’s sleep.
He didn’t need to escape anymore.
There was no hope, and there was no anxiety.
It was actually relief.
“I’m very confused right now. There are many things … that I still don’t understand.” Perhaps it was because he had cried out too fiercely just now, or perhaps it was because he was exhausted from the past, but Chu Wanning’s voice was hoarse, and his expression was even worse than Mo Ran’s. “It’s too messy.”
Mo Ran gathered his courage and raised a hand to stroke his pale cheeks.
Even though his own hand was trembling badly.
“Mo Ran …” he muttered in a somewhat hollow voice, “Celestial Trampling Emperor …”
He suddenly closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling, and his brow furrowed.
“Then don’t think about it for now, sleep for a while.” Mo Ran’s eyes were red, and his fingers slid across his face and hair. “I’ll stay with you.”
Chu Wanning seemed to tremble slightly.
Mo Ran only felt like his heart was being twisted.
“Shizun, don’t be afraid. It’s me, not the Emperor Ta … I won’t hurt you anymore, never again. ”
Chu Wanning lifted his eyelashes slightly, and under those dark eyelashes, there was a moist light shining. For a moment, Mo Ran felt that he seemed to want to say something to him.
But in the end, he didn’t say anything.
Chu Wanning closed his eyes, and at the last moment, turned his face away, and subconsciously curled up his body.
“I have something to ask you.”
“… If … if you had known earlier that the person who gave you a pot of rice milk outside Wu Bei Temple was me.” Chu Wanning’s voice was extremely tired. “… those years in Wu Mountain Palace, would you have let me go?”
This question was like a sharp knife that pierced the heart of the listener. Mo Ran’s whole body trembled. He choked, and didn’t know how to answer. He just reached out his hand, wanting to hug the person in front of him. But when his hand touched Chu Wanning’s shoulder, he felt that it was trembling slightly.
He was crying.
But Mo Ran knew that he didn’t want him to see it anymore.
After a while, Mo Ran really couldn’t hold on anymore. Although he didn’t know why Chu Wanning in his previous life had set up such a maze, the strange feeling in his heart was becoming more and more obvious.
At this time, he suddenly discovered that there seemed to be a thin wisp of smoke floating in his chest, floating directly to Chu Wanning’s back. That thin wisp of smoke was so thin that he didn’t notice it before.
Upon closer inspection, he realized that the smoke was sometimes black and sometimes white like jade. It flowed continuously from his heart to Chu Wanning’s heart.
What is this?
He noticed that the black substance was constantly blocked by Chu Wanning’s body, and gradually gathered into a black mass, and was absorbed into the incense burner next to him.
What is this?
He wanted to remind Chu Wanning, but found that Chu Wanning had unknowingly fainted again. The enormous amount of memories from his previous life was too heavy to bear. Furthermore, these memories were still in disarray, and had to be rearranged in Chu Wanning’s mind.
Pain … why is it so painful? It was like there were two forces in his heart that were fighting a tug of war. Black and white, pure and dirty.
Mo Ran’s black brows were tightly knitted. He struggled to stand up, walked to the incense burner, and trembled as he opened the lid.
Before he lost consciousness, the last thing he saw was the black gas flowing out — — in the incense burner, it gradually condensed into the shape of a double-petal black flower.