The Protagonist Just Wants To Falling In Love - Chap 188
He arranged his clothes and asked for hot water. Wen Yijin soaked his hands in the water and washed them. His wrists were a little sore. When he took his hands out, Yin Xuanye brought a handkerchief to help him dry them. .
The eunuchs came in and out, and after the room calmed down, the candles were blown out, and it fell into darkness.
It was getting late. Usually at this time, the two of them would have fallen asleep hugging each other, but tonight they were each lying in their own place.
Wen Yijin opened her eyes and rubbed the fingertips of her right hand.
It’s unusual. His behavior is unusual. It stands to reason that he would not agree to Yin Xuanye’s request from the beginning. But at that time, he seemed to be obsessed with it. As for his subsequent reaction, he even thought that if he could see it, It would be nice if you could see him. If you could see him, you would know what his expression was like at that time.
In the past, he regarded Yin Xuanye as a younger brother, and he didn’t think there was anything wrong with the two being so close. It was natural for them to be so close. He rarely thought about the details of the relationship between the two, and he didn’t pay attention to some subtle feelings. superior.
Looking back now, everything was wrong.
Are they… too close?
Yin Xuanye is completely different from him. Yin Xuanye is still recalling the ecstasy feeling. It turns out that this kind of thing would be like this if another person does it. comfortable. There was no need to go to bed the next day. It was already dawn outside and there was no movement between the two people in the room. Wen Yijin woke up first, his body awakening faster than his consciousness, and he unconsciously held Yin Xuanye in his arms
. Hearing Yin Xuanye’s breathing, before he woke up, he slowly let go of him. When he stood up, his hair was pressed, and he groaned, and Yin Xuanye, who had been sleeping in a daze, woke up immediately. ”Nagaze…” He murmured vaguely. This sound suddenly reminded Wen Yijin of what happened last night. He interrupted his reverie and said, “It’s getting late, it’s time to get up.” “Well, let’s sleep with Gu Gu for a while.” Yin Xuanye used his hands and feet . Holding his waist, she pulled him back and buried her head in his chest.
Wen Yijin felt as if her chest was being rubbed by the head of a furry animal. She couldn’t resist for a moment. After a while, he raised his hand and rubbed the back of Yin Xuanye’s head.
He misunderstood. The person who felt awkward and uncomfortable was not Yin Xuanye, but him.
Yin Xuanye was drugged last night, but he was awake.
No matter how close brothers are, they probably won’t help each other with this kind of thing, and they might feel disgusted and uncomfortable.
But he was not bored in his heart.
He opened his eyes, and there seemed to be a sleepy look on his face, and his lowered eyes looked at one place without focus.
He should have discovered this abnormal desire long before this.
But Yin Xuanye has always been clinging to him, and he is used to accommodating him in everything. The two of them have such no sense of boundaries in private that even though he has grown up, he still likes to look at him with the eyes of a child.
When I first told him that I would help him chase someone, the discomfort I felt in my heart was regarded as the feeling of loss after watching my child grow up with my own eyes.
It was he who realized it was too late.
System: 【In. ]
Wen Yijin asked: [Is it illegal to fall in love with the protagonist?]
The system said: [There is no such rule, but you cannot induce the protagonist in any way. ]
Wen Yijin: [Oh. ]
The system asked: [Do you need a guide to dating?]
Wen Yijin: [Do you still have this here?]
[Yes, it was just sorted out not long ago. 】The system said, 【Free help service. ]
Although it may not be useful, Wen Yijin said: [Let me take a look. 】
Although he had taught Yin Xuanye to chase people before, but as he said, feelings are something that only the authorities can be confused by.
Introduction to Love Guide——
[Are you still confused by the throbbing of youth? Are you still troubled by your feelings for her? Do you want to be a love expert…] [I’ll see for myself
. ] Wen Yijin interrupted the system’s passionate reading, [Thank you. ]
He closed his eyes, and the picture of the booklet appeared in his mind.
Chapter 1 of the Love Guide, how to confirm whether you like her as a friend or in love.
In fact, the difference between watching or not is not big to Wen Yijin. Whether he likes a friend or a lover, he has already noticed it before watching. He spent a whole night organizing his thoughts, and after sleeping for an hour or two, he woke up. There was not much sleepiness left.
It’s not difficult to admit that you like it, the hard part is afterward.
Yin Xuanye is the leader and king of a country. This status is enough to stand between the two of them, not to mention that they are both men.
Yin Xuanye had admiration for him, but he was reluctant to treat Yin Xuanye.
He cannot spread any wrong information to mislead him, so he needs to restrain this love, or even hide it in his heart.
Once Yin Xuanye is led astray by him, his subsequent life may undergo earth-shaking changes. The eyes of the world, the prejudiced comments of others, and his achievements will all be covered up by this “flaw”, just like a blank piece of paper. The little ink dot on it was so eye-catching that it stole everyone’s attention. That was not the ending Wen Yijin wanted to see.
He hoped that Yin Xuanye would be well. He hoped that he would be an emperor respected by thousands of people and would not have to bear those extra things that he did not need to bear.
If this love brings an inevitable bad ending, then Wen Yijin would rather Yin Xuanye doesn’t know anything and doesn’t have to worry about it. Even in the end, these memories of him and Yin Xuanye together will remain in Yin Xuanye’s memory. , is also beautiful.
And he will take this love with him and stay with him until he no longer needs him.
He understood the reason why Yin Xuanye hesitated when talking about the future when the plan was not included. It was not just because he was worried about him.
…It seems that I always feel a little lonely.