The Protagonist Just Wants To Falling In Love - Chap 350
Li Fengran: “I didn’t hide.” “You
were at home last night, why didn’t you open the door?” ”
…I fell asleep.” ”
Li Fengran, don’t lie, you know I can tell.” After
a long moment of silence, Li Fengran’s voice ended. Trembling: “Then, can’t you pretend not to notice?”
This was an admission that he was avoiding He Yu.
He Yu was stunned. It was the first time that Li Fengran spoke to him in this tone. He had a tough tone and said some serious and hurtful words, and he didn’t want to explain.
It wasn’t a quarrel, he really didn’t want to see him.
The corridor was quiet for a while, and He Yu said, “No.”
Li Fengran was not just anyone, and he couldn’t treat others with the same indifference to him.
”He Yu…” Li Fengran’s hand holding the door tightened, his fingertips turned white, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he looked at He Yu with round eyes.
”Reason.” He Yu said, “At least tell me the reason.” ”
If you really hate me that much, I will never look for you again.” He Yu’s tone was flat, but Li Fengran could tell that what he said was The truth.
”No…no…”
”Do you like the English class representative?”
”No.” Li Fengran refused and raised his head.
He Yu: “Why is that?”
Under He Yu’s pressing step by step, tears burst out of his eyes and rolled down his cheeks. There was no way to tell him. There was no way to say such words.
”I…” he choked out, “I am different… different, He Yu, I am different from others…” Why, he is different… he has been
different since he was a child.
And those who are different will be eliminated from the group.
The emotions he had endured for many days collapsed and came fiercely, and Li Fengran could not control the emotions rushing out.
”I’m so scared…” Li Fengran sobbed and threw himself on He Yu, hugging him tightly, like a drowning person holding the only driftwood, “I’m so scared… He Yu… what should I do… What should I do…”
He went to the Internet cafe to do a lot of research and learned some information about “this group”, but there was very little information. Most of them were related to “perverts”. He was afraid, afraid that He Yu would know, and he was afraid that others would know. , afraid of being hurt even more than when I was a child.
He thought that he had been with He Yu for too long, so he wanted to interact with others more, trying to distinguish their relationship clearly and classify it as an “illusion”, so that he could feel much better.
But it seems that no matter what I do, nothing is right.
After all, Li Fengran was still a young man of only twelve or thirteen years old. He couldn’t sort everything out one by one. No matter how precocious he was, facing this kind of thing, he felt infinite panic in his heart.
What should he do.
He was asking He Yu and himself.
I’m afraid it will always be like this.
Scared to the point of collapse.
During this period, he dreamed of He Yu telling him he was disgusted with disgust. After waking up in the dormitory, he couldn’t help but stare at He Yu’s face. He didn’t want to see his face with such a look on his face. look.
”He Yu… He Yu…” Li Fengran was crying so hard that he could hardly breathe. He was like a trapped animal and could only roar weakly.
The last time I saw him crying so fiercely was in the second grade, when he was called a little bastard by people outside in the bathroom, but this time, he seemed to be crying more seriously than that time.
As for He Yu, he had no idea what was happening.
He asked him, but he cried even harder, fearing that he would be out of breath. He Yu patted his back and reassured him, “I will be by your side, it will be okay.” “He Yu…” Li Fengran
pinched Holding the hem of his clothes and burying her head on his shoulder, her voice was very nasal, “Have you always been there? Have you always been there?”
”Yes, I’m here.” He Yu said, “When you want to see me, I will be there.” ”
I’m sorry… He Yu, I’m sorry…” He kept muttering fragmentary words in his mouth, but nothing else. He refused to say anything. The tip of his nose was red from crying and the ends of his eyes were moist.
He Yu no longer asked, just hugged him and patted his back.
After this time, the two of them seemed to have returned to the past. Li Fengran no longer deliberately avoided He Yu, but still ate with him, went to class together, and did homework together. However, he would occasionally accept invitations from other friends, unlike before. He Yu was so sticky.
Even before he has grown up, he already seems to have a lot of things on his mind.
In the first semester of junior high school, He Yu and Li Fengran became deskmates. Girls often wrote love letters to Li Fengran. He Yu saw them several times, but Li Fengran rubbed them and stuffed them into the drawer.
At that moment, he lowered his head every time, his broken hair covering his eyebrows, and his expression could not be seen clearly.
It seems that it has followed the same path as the original plot, and the character has become a bit gloomy, but most of the time, it is still sunny and cheerful.
He Yu began to lose sight of him. He had grown too fast in the past year and a half.
Occasionally, He Yu would receive love letters, and Li Fengran would grab them with a smile, joking to see who wanted to fall in love with him. His smile at that time was a bit fake, and He Yu didn’t like it very much. Once, he frowned and asked him to return the love letter. give him.
Li Fengran was stunned at that time, as if he had done something wrong, and handed the love letter into his hand.
Afterwards, He Yu wanted to communicate with him, but he acted like nothing happened.
Li Fengran slowly changed, in a corner where He Yu couldn’t see.
Even if he sees him every day, he still feels that he has changed too quickly.
In the semester when he was about to enter the second year of junior high school, Li Fengran gave He Yu a small surprise.
