The Protagonist Just Wants To Falling In Love - Chap 362
If she gave He Yu, he would probably be rejected face to face. He Yu had such a cold personality and it was said that he had never accepted a love letter in the past, but if Li Fengran gave it… maybe it would be different.
”It doesn’t matter.” Li Fengran said softly.
Chapter 93 The person who gets in the way
Love letter…
After the girl left, Li Fengran was the only one left at the corner of the stairs. He held the thin letter paper between his fingertips, and there was a light citrus scent on it. It was fresh and elegant, with a little bit of fragrance. Sweet.
Do you want to give it?
This was not the first time that Li Fengran saw a young girl wanting to give He Yu a love letter. He Yu had told him not to fall in love prematurely, so he took it for granted that He Yu would not fall in love prematurely.
But now… I’m not sure anymore.
And, it’s an eyesore.
They could tell him the girl’s heartbeat as much as they wanted, which made him want to crumple the letter, tear it into pieces, and make it disappear without a trace, even as if it had never appeared.
But in the end he did nothing.
Li Fengran heard footsteps and classmates’ voices on the stairs. He stuffed the love letter into his pocket and turned back to the classroom.
In the back row against the wall, He Yu lowered his head and wrote the test paper left after today’s class, wanting to save his evening study time for reading his newly bought suspense story book.
A familiar breath came from beside him. He Yu tilted his head. Li Fengran sat next to him, looking at him with his hands on his chin. When he met his gaze, he blinked and curled his lips to reveal a harmless smile.
”What?” He Yu asked.
Li Fengran: “When will you finish writing?”
”I can’t finish it.” He Yu said, “If you have anything to do, just tell me.” ”
It’s okay, I just want to talk to you casually.” Li Fengran said.
He Yu: “…”
Do all little boys’ emotions change so quickly?
He had just walked all the way back, and his face was still a little unhappy. After going to the toilet and coming back, it seemed like nothing had happened.
This reminded He Yu of an incident in junior high school. At that time, Li Fengran joked and took away the love letters given to him by others. He spoke in a serious tone, and Li Fengran seemed to be in a different mood. It was the same later. He Yu wanted to be with him. Chatting, he seemed to be whitewashing the situation like nothing happened.
He Yu turned his pen between his index and middle fingers a few times and turned his head to look at him, “What did you say?” ”
Aren’t you curious?” Li Fengran said, “I received the love letter.”
”What are you curious about?”
” Who wrote it, what was written, what did I think?” Li Fengran asked him tentatively, with a smile on his face.
”I saw it.” He Yu was referring to the scene where the girl handed him a love letter, “And you said it, you refused.” He was silent for two seconds and asked: “So you were unhappy just now – because of
this “?”
If he is “not curious” about Li Fengran, it can be classified as not caring about him. It makes sense that Li Fengran’s sensitive nerves would be unhappy. Most of the time, Li Fengran always likes and needs him. s concern.
He Yu summed this up as a lack of love.
Li Fengran has been dependent on his mother since he was a child, but the relationship between mother and son is not one of close connection and unconditional trust. Instead, there is a sense of alienation and distance.
There is no doubt that Li Fengran’s mother cares about him, but this care is a little twisted. She usually ignores Li Fengran, but she never lacks food and clothing, and occasionally shows the warmth that belongs to the role of “mother” .
As for Li Fengran, he was his mother’s good boy and had excellent grades. He never let her worry too much, but at the same time he did not rely on her. Instead, he relied more on He Yu. He liked to ask He Yu’s opinion on many things.
He liked to get He Yu’s attention. He Yu could feel it, but he didn’t realize it for the time being. This idea of ”getting attention” had gradually become pathological.
Because they have been together for so long, habits have become natural. He Yu and Li Fengran have always had this way of getting along. They are used to taking care of him and protecting him. They are thoughtful in every aspect, even going so far as to help him eat food that he doesn’t like.
Li Fengran wanted his attention, and he responded to his demands and gave him enough attention, day after day, year after year. He Yu felt that this was the normal way for them to get along.
Li Fengran did not deny his question or admit it, but asked him: “What about you? Has anyone written you a love letter?” He
Yu looked at him.
Li Fengran was lying on the table, tilting his head. The exposed half of his face was beautiful. A few rays of sunlight outside the window shone on his white cheeks, making his face look too soft and fragile. His eyelashes seemed to be shining with golden light. .
”I’m curious,” he said.
He Yu: “I haven’t received it.”
That means someone has given it to me.
Li Fengran: “Why?”
”If you don’t like someone, don’t give others hope.” He Yu said that sometimes being too gentle is also a kind of cruelty.
”Do you want to fall in love?” Li Fengran asked.
He Yu quickly refused: “I don’t want to.”
Li Fengran got the affirmative answer, squinted his eyes and smiled, like a cat acting coquettishly. He took out a letter from his pocket and put it on the table, “Someone asked me to give it to you just now. Yours.”
He Yu frowned: “Don’t do this kind of thing again.”
Li Fengran paused with his fingertips: “What’s the matter?”
He Yu: “Don’t accept the letter for me.”
Li Fengran: “Ah… but she You begged me, but I can’t help it.”
”Can’t you learn to say no?” He Yu took the letter over and put it under the book without opening it.
”So I need you to be by my side.” Li Fengran said matter-of-factly, and then said as if unintentionally, “When school is over, I will help you return the letter.”
