The Villain Loves Me Very Much - Chap 1136
Shi An was shocked.
“Bai Yu, listen to me…”
Bai Yu didn’t intend to finish listening to Shi An’s words, and looked up at him directly.
“Shi An, do you know? In fact, I am a person who lacks love.
From childhood to adulthood.
I really want to find someone to love me…
After my face was disfigured, I felt like the whole sky had fallen.
I have never suffered such terrible malice.
Everyone said that I was ugly.
They didn’t say it to my face, but laughed at me behind my back.
The whole world disliked me.
At this time, you also broke off the engagement with me.
Everyone abandoned me…
Only that person told me that I didn’t look ugly.
He also said… he liked me.”
Shi An looked at Bai Yu silently, he also wanted to tell Bai Yu.
He never thought he was ugly.
He could like him too.
However, the words stopped at his lips.
Shi An felt a cramp in his stomach.
This was his physical illness reminding him.
He has no right to say these words…
Bai Yu continued:
“My mother knelt down to you just now, didn’t she? Did she beg you to continue the engagement with me?”
Shi An was speechless when Bai Yu said the truth, not knowing how to comfort Bai Yu?
Bai Yu frowned and said:
“Shi An, actually, I have figured it out. I will not commit suicide again. You don’t have to do this…
I don’t need anyone’s pity.
So put away your ridiculous sympathy.
I will only be with someone I love and who loves me.
Since you won’t even give your heart to anyone,
why should I be with you?”
“But, the person you just said you like is the one who caused you to commit suicide!”
Shi An gritted his teeth and looked at Bai Yu.
He would never let Bai Yu be with that person again.
Bai Yu looked at Shi An’s anxious look with satisfaction.
But he shook his head and said:
“The person I said I like is not him…
That bastard is a liar, he doesn’t like me at all. He
said so nice things, but he really despised me.
He was with me because he thought I had the inheritance right of the Bai family. He wanted to get our family’s business through me.
After knowing that I lost the inheritance right, he finally showed his true colors.
He degraded me to nothing.”
When Bai Yu said this, he looked very painful.
He pinched the quilt in front of him hard, and continued:
“In fact, before I met that person, I always had someone I liked silently.
I always looked at him quietly. I always liked him silently in my heart…”
Shi An was stunned. ”
Then… who is that person?”
Bai Yu did not answer him, but continued,
“But that person doesn’t like me.
In addition, my face was disfigured, so I was not qualified to be with him. So I gave up.
At this time, the liar found me and comforted me with the warmest tone.
He told me that I was not unwanted.
That’s why I was deceived by the liar.
I think, in the future, I will continue to like the person I liked before… He is the one I really like in my heart.”
Bai Yu raised his eyes and looked at Shi An motionlessly. Shi
An looked at Bai Yu’s eyes and felt his heartbeat speed up.
At that moment, he felt vaguely that the person Bai Yu was talking about was himself.
However, the next second, he heard Bai Yu say:
“Don’t worry, that person is not you. As for who it is, I won’t tell you.”
—When
Shi An left the hospital, he looked extremely embarrassed.
He was glad that the person Bai Yu liked was no longer that liar.
But he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.
The person Bai Yu liked did not like him.
Not to mention, he was now disfigured.
Such a secret love was really hard to get a response.
Shi An really wanted to tell Bai Yu.
He did not want to maintain the engagement with Bai Yu because of Bai Yu’s mother’s request.
From the first moment he saw Bai Yu, he wanted to continue the engagement with him.
The face that was so ugly that it was scary in the eyes of others was beautiful and cute in the eyes of Shi An.
He really wanted to give it a try with Bai Yu. He could love him and also… I hope Bai Yu can try to love me.
Bai Yu is now so humbly in love with someone, it would be better for him to try to love himself.
But…
Shi An covered his stomach with his hands.
It hurts here.
It hurts like a sea of water.
He doesn’t know how many doctors he has consulted and how many medicines he has taken.
It’s useless.
He will only get closer to death day by day.
He doesn’t even have a future.
How can he be worthy of love?
Shi An thought, since Bai Yu no longer likes the liar, then he will just watch him silently.
As long as he is fine in the future, it will be fine.
There is no possibility between him and him…
—Bai
Yu sat on the hospital bed with his head down, and it was obvious that he was not in a good mood.
Xiao Mihu said to Bai Yu with some entanglement:
[Why didn’t the host tell the villain that he could save him? In this way, he would not reject you like that.]
Xiao Mihu just checked Shi An’s favorability towards Bai Yu.
Bai Yu’s face had been disfigured, but Shi An’s favorability still rose very high when he saw Bai Yu for the first time.
In fact, at this time, as long as Bai Yu and Shi An made it clear, the two of them could be together.
But Bai Yu did not do that…
“Because… I want him to admit that he likes me at this time. I want him to love me regardless of everything.
Not when he is well. ”
When Bai Yu said this, tears flashed in his eyes.
He felt that he might be too paranoid. He
was inexplicably stuck in a dead end.
But…
Bai Yu has experienced this situation many times.
Every time Fu Yan encountered danger, his first reaction was always to distance himself from it and then abandon it.
Even in the real world, when he was about to die, he actually used his last bit of spiritual power to erase his memory.
Bai Yu really knew how much Fu Yan loved him. But…
if he was given a choice.
He didn’t want to have those memories erased…
Maybe Fu Yan thought that after losing those memories, he could live very calmly.
He wouldn’t be sad or blame himself. He
could even find someone he liked and spend his life with him.
But in fact, Bai Yu didn’t live well after losing those memories.
He was in a daze.
No matter what he did, Bai Yu always felt that something was missing?
He lived a very painful life and seemed to have lost the ability to love.
At that time, the people of the Bai family wanted to help Bai Yu find a partner.
Let him start a new life.
However, facing the best man, Bai Yu didn’t feel appreciation or attraction.
Instead, he felt deeply heartbroken.
He didn’t know what he was heartbroken about… he
just felt that his heart was empty.
He seemed to have met someone better…
but he couldn’t remember anything.
Otherwise, why would he do these tasks?
So…
Bai Yu wanted to let Fu Yan, the bastard, know.
No matter what his situation was, he wanted to face it with him.
Instead of being abandoned by him and suffering alone…
“Xiao Mihu, what do you say? If the power of the fairy needle is blocked in this world, and I can’t save Fu Yan, what should I do? Can I just watch that bastard walk away from me?”
Xiao Mihu was speechless for a moment.
He had never thought about this situation.
Bai Yu did not answer Xiao Mihu again, but said to himself: “Actually, I don’t care whether he is sick or not. Even if I can’t cure him. I also want to spend my life with him.
Obviously, we still have time together, and I don’t want to waste it.
I want him to understand this, too.
It would be best if he could engrave this deeply in his soul. Don’t abandon me again in the future…”
[Then host, what are you going to do?]
Bai Yu lowered his eyelashes, looked at the quilt, and then said in a low voice: “Force him.”
“Force him to say he loves me…”
–
Bai Yu stayed in the hospital for a while. Every time Bai Yu fell asleep, Shi An would appear.
He would silently watch him and take care of him beside Bai Yu.
But when Bai Yu woke up, the guy disappeared again.
If Xiao Mi Hu hadn’t told Bai Yu, Bai Yu wouldn’t have known that this guy had been here.
[Host, today the villain sat here and watched you for a long time again, and he left when you were about to wake up.
He asked the nurse to change the water for your drip.]
Bai Yu laughed helplessly.
This bastard, he really is invisible enough. Since he left last time, he has never appeared in front of him once. He
even asked no one to tell him.
Bai Yu asked Xiao Mi Hu to do him a favor.
On a gift that the original owner gave to Shi An, he quietly wrote a line of words, “I like you so much, I really hope to marry you soon…”
and then asked Xiao Mi Hu to put it back.
Bai Yu planted a mine here.
He planned to go find the liar who deceived him before when he was discharged from the hospital.
Bai Yu wanted to approach him again and pretend to be deceived by him.
He wanted to see if Shi An, the bastard, would be anxious at this time.
Although Bai Yu and Shi An had made it very clear before that the person he liked was not Shi An.
But, in fact, it was him…
Bai Yu would pretend to be hurt.
Then at this time, let Shi An know that the person he really liked and the person he hoped to marry was always him.
It was only because of his rejection that he gave up on him and was deceived by the liar.
I don’t know, when that time comes, will this guy reject me again?
