The Villain Loves Me Very Much - Chap 1262
Chu An had been looking for Bai Yu in the woods for a long time.
He was looking for him like crazy.
He had searched all the places he could…
It was just like what Feng Jing said.
Chu An knew that if Bai Yu was attacked by a wild beast, he would not be able to survive.
Chu An knew it better than anyone else.
But he just didn’t want to believe it.
He hadn’t had time to tell Bai Yu how much he loved him…
He had never liked King Yan.
The only person he really liked was him…
But who knew that?
Even his close friends didn’t know.
Not to mention Bai Yu…
Chu An couldn’t imagine in what kind of desperate situation Bai Yu died.
He gave everything he could for himself…
But in the end, he just used him and hurt him.
That’s why he made such a decisive move…
Unspeakable regret grew in Chu An’s heart.
He was in so much pain.
His whole heart seemed to be covered by a fishing net, which kept tightening. Then, a sharp knife cut his heart one by one.
Cut his heart piece by piece from the place where the fishing net was strangled. Then smash it hard on the ground and crush it with feet.
The pain was so terrible that he wanted to die.
Although Chu An knew it very clearly.
Bai Yu really couldn’t survive.
But the moment he heard Feng Jing say these words, he still collapsed.
His Bai Yu…
the person who was waiting for him to return in the mansion.
The person who would give everything to help him.
The person who didn’t even want the throne and gave it to him personally…
is really gone.
Chu An ran out of the imperial city like crazy. He
grabbed the guard’s horse and rode it.
He came to the place where Bai Yu jumped off the cliff again.
He stood on the edge of the cliff, looking down at the mountain from here, thinking about the moment when Bai Yu jumped down in front of him without hesitation…
It’s really high and scary here.
Just getting close will make people feel uncomfortable.
But Bai Yu jumped so decisively.
At that time, Bai Yu must have been extremely desperate about himself, so he jumped from such a terrible place…
Chu An squatted here in pain, crying loudly.
He was in so much pain and so uncomfortable.
His mind was filled with every bit of his time with Bai Yu.
When he was with Bai Yu, he never treated him well from the bottom of his heart…
He was never stingy in giving his true heart.
But in the end, when he wanted to give his true heart, the person who could make him give his true heart was gone…
Chu An walked forward step by step.
Bai Yu died here.
He no longer had any attachment to this world.
He wanted to accompany Bai Yu…
Chu An knew better than anyone how terrible it was to jump off a cliff.
He had jumped once before.
But now he was actually preparing to jump
again. He no longer planned to live.
Living was simply torture for him.
But just when he was about to jump to the bottom of the cliff again, a group of people rushed over. They hugged him tightly from behind.
“Your Majesty, you can’t do this!”
The guards hugged Chu An from behind like crazy.
Some people even knelt on the ground and shouted at him: “Your Majesty, have you ever thought about what will happen to the country if you die?” How could
Chu An care about the country now?
He suddenly didn’t care about the position he had always wanted with his life.
“Bai Yu is dead, what do I need this country for?”
His heart was twitching.
He never knew before that without Bai Yu, he would lose the meaning of living.
What country?
He didn’t care at all.
The people in front of Chu An didn’t expect Chu An to say such a thing.
“But… Your Majesty. This kingdom was given to you by Bai Yu. It was originally Bai Yu’s kingdom.
Do you really want to give his kingdom to someone else?
Now there is no legitimate heir.
If you die,
this kingdom will be in chaos. The people are living in misery.
Please, even for Bai Yu and the people, please take care of your body.”
After the man finished speaking, he knelt on the ground. He knocked his head hard.
Not only him.
Others also knelt on the ground.
“Your Majesty, please take care of your body!”
Chu An looked at them with red eyes, and felt his heart bleeding…
He also knew how irresponsible his behavior just now was.
But…
He didn’t know why he had to live in this world again?
A world without Bai Yu was simply hell for him.
He really wanted to give up everything.
No matter what.
What kingdom?
What people?
What does this have to do with him?
He even wanted to destroy the whole world!
Let everything collapse.
But these people reminded him.
This kingdom was given to him by Bai Yu.
Originally it should have belonged to Bai Yu…
Such a precious thing, Bai Yu gave it to himself without hesitation.
This is Bai Yu’s most selfless love for himself.
He didn’t even tell himself what he had done for himself until his death?
How could Chu An let others destroy such a precious gift? Watch it fall, and then all the lives will be destroyed?
But living is really too bitter.
From now on, will he really live in a world without Bai Yu?
He couldn’t imagine how lonely it would be.
How sad…
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Chu An originally planned to execute Feng Jing immediately.
What Feng Jing did to Bai Yu was not too much to kill him a hundred times.
However, before Chu An became the emperor, Feng Jing went through life and death for him many times, and even blocked the knife for him many times.
If it weren’t for Feng Jing, Chu An would have died countless times.
There were countless people who pleaded for Feng Jing.
Asking the emperor to spare Feng Jing’s life.
Chu An looked at the sinner kneeling in front of him coldly, and ordered all his martial arts to be abolished and exiled to the border. Chu An seemed to have saved Feng Jing’s life, but the decision he made was actually no different from taking his life.
The place where Feng Jing was exiled was the most bitter and cold place in the country.
Going there was no different from giving away half of his life.
Feng Jing had not regretted it when he was sent away.
He always believed that everything he did was for Chu An’s good.
He never thought he had done anything wrong.
He felt that although Chu An was still in love with Bai Yu, how could a man not be unfaithful?
It wouldn’t be long before Chu An would forget Bai Yu.
He would soon fall in love with the person he loved.
Then marry a new queen.
Feng Jing had been waiting for that day to come.
But what Feng Jing didn’t expect was that
fifteen years had passed in a blink of an eye.
Chu An did not forget Bai Yu as quickly as he thought.
Instead, he had always been deeply in love with Bai Yu.
Chu An had no interest in anyone.
The King of Yan had been driven out by him a long time ago.
After that, he never let anyone enter his harem again.
Chu An held Bai Yu’s tablet every day, as if he was crazy.
He always talked to the tablet.
Chu An never loved anyone other than Bai Yu.
Later, in order to protect Bai Yu’s kingdom, he picked a child and made him his heir.
The child has Bai Yu’s surname.
When the child sits on the throne, the whole kingdom will also have Bai Yu’s surname.
Chu An himself became obsessed with taking a kind of “magic pill”.
It is a pill that will quickly destroy the body.
But as long as he takes this medicine, he can meet Bai Yu in his dreams.
Everyone asked him not to ruin his body like this.
But Chu An simply ignored it.
Don’t say take care of yourself.
He should be the person in the world who most wants him to die.
Over the years, he has been living like a zombie and has completely lost his own soul.
He buried all the depression and pain in his heart, but he couldn’t get rid of it at all.
He missed that person madly.
Time did not make his love for Bai Yu less, but it became stronger.
He missed him so much. He
wanted to spend all twelve hours a day in dreams.
Even though he knew that the person he saw was fake, he couldn’t help but see him in his dreams.
Chu An’s health was getting worse and worse.
Even the imperial doctors were helpless.
Feng Jing finally began to regret it at this time.
Everything he did before was for Chu An. He thought he had made the best choice for his master.
He thought his master would forget Bai Yu soon.
But unexpectedly, it made Chu An live a life worse than death.
Chu An did not fall in love with anyone again, and his longing for Bai Yu grew day by day.
He was obviously still alive, but he seemed to be dead.
The whole person was like a puppet living to save the country.
Feng Jing finally decided to tell Chu An the truth of everything.
He asked his old friend to take him to the capital, and then knelt in front of Chu An.
Chu An listened to everything Feng Jing said in disbelief, and was furious.
“So, Bai Yu was still alive at that time. Even though he had a broken leg, he was still helping me with my treatment. Did you drive him away?”
“I’m sorry, Master. I just want to do good for you…”
Before Feng Jing could finish his words, Chu An pierced his heart with a sword.
Chu An was in so much pain that he completely collapsed.
He didn’t know that after falling off the cliff, Bai Yu was still determined to heal himself.
His own legs were broken, but he treated himself first.
That’s why he was able to survive…
But Feng Jing actually drove away Bai Yu!
If he had known the news fifteen years ago, he
would still have had hope of finding Bai Yu.
But fifteen years have passed. In
these fifteen years,
a lot has changed. So much could have changed.
He didn’t even know if it would be possible to see him again?
