Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 102
　Yang Qian held Jian Heng in his arms, but still rejected him.
　　Jian Heng was seriously injured.
　　Whether it is the front chest or the back, it is very serious.
　　Although Yang Qian had already given him medicine, his body was not suitable for any strenuous exercise at all.
　　Otherwise, his wound would open easily.
　　Yang Qian could no longer see any drop of blood flowing from Jian Heng’s body.
　　”Jian Heng, I can’t do it now, but in the future?”
　　Yang Qian bowed his head and kissed Jian Heng while saying such words.
　　”You don’t know how serious your injury is. We will be together when you recover later.”
　　Yang Qian likes Jian Heng.
　　It is precisely because he likes it that he is unwilling to touch Jian Heng at this time.
　　Jian Heng’s injury was so serious that he didn’t even dare to touch him hard, so how could he do such a thing to him at this time?
　　”Jian Heng…be obedient.”
　　Yang Qian could feel Jian Heng’s fragility, so he worked hard to comfort Jian Heng.
　　But he didn’t notice that the light in Jian Heng’s eyes had disappeared.
　　Because Yang Qian doesn’t know…
　　Where is the future?
　　The two of them have no future…
　　Tonight Jian Heng is going to steal Yang Qian’s things, and after stealing, he will leave.
　　Before Chifeng asked Jian Heng to hurry up.
　　This is not just talk.
　　Because he told Jian Heng before leaving.
　　If he didn’t return tomorrow, Yang Qian’s hand would be chopped off, and if he didn’t return the day after tomorrow, his leg would be chopped off.
　　Later…
　　At that time, Chi Feng hadn’t finished speaking, and Jian Heng had already collapsed.
　　How dare he not go back?
　　He would rather die by himself than let Chi Feng hurt Yang Qian.
　　Jian Heng silently closed his eyes.
　　He was really having a hard time.
　　But Yang Qian didn’t know, he was still comforting Jian Heng, asking him to rest first.
　　In order to let Jian Heng sleep better, Yang Qian slept next to Jian Heng and hugged him gently.
　　”Jian Heng, when you recover, let’s get married. From now on, I don’t plan to stay in this palace anymore. At that time, we will
　　find a place and open a medical clinic. We can live the most idle life.” ”
　　Yang Qian didn’t tell Jian Heng that he could take Bai Luo over when the time came.
　　At that time, Bai Luo, who got rid of Chi Yan, should also be very happy…
　　Jian Heng covered his mouth hard.
　　The eyes popped out of his own eyes uncontrollably.
　　God knows how much he wants to live that kind of life with Yang Qian.
　　The scenes that Yang Qian described to him were beautiful things that he couldn’t even imagine.
　　He likes Yang Qian.
　　I love Yang Qian so much…
　　I wish I could be with this person forever.
　　However, he had no choice but to leave Yang Qian…
　　What should I do?
　　He was so miserable that he was about to die.
　　late at night.
　　When Yang Qian was already sound asleep, Jian Heng finally sat up in despair.
　　Just now Yang Qian thought he was asleep, so he helped him cover him more tightly with the quilt.
　　However, only Jian Heng knew that he was not asleep.
　　How could he fall asleep?
　　Gently brushing this person’s cheek with his fingers, Jian Heng looked at the person in front of him without moving.
　　His eyes were full of greed, and he was unwilling to move his eyes away even a little bit.
　　Head down.
　　He gently kissed the corner of Yang Qian’s mouth.
　　God knows how much he likes him.
　　Love that I have never had before…
　　Jian Heng never thought that one day, he would be willing to sacrifice himself like this for another person.
　　What a selfish person he is.
　　In order to be able to survive, he did everything he could.
　　He has used all kinds of despicable means.
　　Shameless and shameless, being insulted by others, even if the conscience is abandoned.
　　But now, he is willing to give his all for the person in front of him.
　　Even if it is life, I will not hesitate…
　　”Yang Qian, I love you.”
　　”I’m sorry…”
　　”I’m sorry…”
　　Jian Heng easily found Yang Qian’s medical book.
　　If it was another person, I’m afraid they would not be able to find it after searching the whole house.
　　But Jian Heng can.
　　Because Yang Qian never hid it from him.
　　Even from the very beginning, it was not hidden from him.
　　At that time, although Yang Qian showed impatience, Jian Heng was extremely impatient.
　　But in fact, from such an early age, he didn’t hide the slightest bit from Jian Heng.
　　I’m afraid Yang Qian already liked Jian Heng at that time.
　　Otherwise, he would not let Jian Heng know such an important thing easily.
　　Jian Heng felt that he was really a heartless person.
　　He took Yang Qian’s most important thing, but he wanted to resell it according to Chi Feng’s request.
　　If Yang Qian knew, he would definitely hate himself to death, right?
　　However, he no longer knows what he should do?
　　As long as Yang Qian can live well.
　　It’s more important than anything else.
　　He was born in the dark, and I am afraid that he will spend his whole life in the dark…
　　There is no way to be with the light again.
　　”Yang Qian, you have to be good. Forget about me. I’m just a thief who stole your things.
　　I don’t deserve your kindness to me…”
　　After Jian Heng said this, he turned and left extremely decisively.
　　He didn’t even look back.
　　Because he was afraid, if he saw the person lying on the bed.
　　Will definitely be sad to leave here.
　　Even as it is now, he is going extremely hard.
　　From the moment the door is closed.
　　Jian Heng’s tears fell from his eyes uncontrollably.
　　His heart was throbbing so badly that he couldn’t even stand up straight.
　　Jian Heng squatted on the ground, but he didn’t dare to make a sound.
　　He didn’t even know how he left in the end?
　　I just know that every step I take is painful.
　　I am afraid that in this life, I will never experience such an uncomfortable feeling again.
　　—
　　On the other side, Chi Yan was completely drunk.
　　He was going crazy.
　　Chi Yan never thought that the final truth would be so cruel.
　　His Bai Luo died like this.
　　Died from my own stupidity and Shen Yunnian’s deliberate murder!
　　How could he be so stupid to believe in Shen Yunnian like that?
　　Then he helped her, and pushed the love of his life to death little by little with his own hands…
　　Chi Yan slept on Bai Luo’s bed.
　　He hugged the quilt that Bai Luo had put on before, and his mind was full of the figure of that person.
　　In the past night, he didn’t sleep well, Bai Luo would always cover his body with the quilt quietly.
　　Chi Yan doesn’t like Bai Luo sleeping next to him.
　　At that time, he looked down on Bai Luo very much, and every time he finished with Bai Luo, he would let Bai Luo leave in disgust.
　　Bai Luo would quietly get off the bed, and then wait by his side.
　　Later, even if he didn’t tell Bai Luo to leave, Bai Luo would still get out of bed on his own initiative.
　　Lying on this bed, Chi Yan vaguely saw Bai Luo sitting beside him, and then walked down from the bed.
　　”No!”
　　This was the first time Chi Yan tried to persuade Bai Luo to stay.
　　”Luo Luo, don’t leave!”
　　He knew he was wrong, and he would never let Bai Luo leave again.
　　”Lolo, you are here, stay with me. Don’t go, okay?”
　　Chi Yan said this in a pleading tone.
　　He desperately stretched out his hand to grab the person in front of him.
　　Even because of this large movement, the whole person rolled to the ground.
　　But he has worked so hard, and there is still nothing in his hand…
　　He didn’t catch Bai Luo at all, what he caught was just a cloud of air.
　　Because Bai Luo was long gone.
　　he died.
　　Not in this world at all.
　　There was no way for Chi Yan to catch him again…
　　Chi Yan looked at his empty hand and felt heart-piercing pain.
　　Once when Bai Luo was so close to him, he never thought of grabbing his hand, he just kept pushing him away.
　　He didn’t even want that person to sleep next to him.
　　But now.
　　He grasped desperately, grasped desperately, but he couldn’t catch anything…
　　He lost him forever.
　　Chi Yan rolled under Bai Luo’s bed.
　　His eyes looked under Bai Luo’s bed.
　　There was a box hidden under Bai Luo’s bed.
　　Inside the box are paintings drawn by Bai Luo himself.
　　Five years ago, it was the time when Bai Luo liked Chi Yan the most.
　　He left his hometown and came here just to be with this person.
　　Although he was just a humble male favorite, he didn’t even have the qualifications to stand by his side.
　　But Bai Luo also has no complaints or regrets.
　　By Chi Yan’s side, Bai Luo has been watching this person.
　　Everything related to Chi Yan is his motivation to live in this world.
　　He always likes to draw Chi Yan.
　　Chi Yan doesn’t quite remember what Bai Luo looked like when he was a child, but Bai Luo’s box is full of Chi Yan’s portraits.
　　From childhood to later, all of them.
　　There are words written by him on the back of the portrait.
　　Chi Yan picked up one of them casually, and saw the words on the back of the painting:
　　”The poison seems to have begun to take hold. Sure enough, I still can’t stay by his side for a long time, but it doesn’t matter, I have so many portraits of him , After I leave the palace, I can look at these portraits every day, and miss him…”
　　Chi Yan stared at those words, and was stunned.
　　He knew Bai Luo’s feelings for him.
　　He also always knew that Bai Luo liked him very much.
　　It’s just that at that time, he hated this person so much that he didn’t care about his feelings at all.
　　Now looking at these words, Chi Yan knows how deep and how deep Bai Luo’s feelings for him are!
　　There are more than one sentence, and there are many paintings behind it.
　　Sometimes Chi Yan said a few more words to him, and Bai Luo would also write them down.
　　”Something good happened today. Chi Yan kept smiling happily.
　　Although I don’t know why he is happy, as long as he is happy, I will be happy…”
　　Bai Luo couldn’t stop his joy. But the next one was sad again.
　　”Chi Yan said that he has someone he likes. I don’t know why, I know he doesn’t like men at all. It is impossible to like me. But I am so sad.” Until the last picture
　　.
　　”My Gu poison has penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and Yang Qian said that he can’t cure me.
　　I think I should leave. However, I still can’t bear him. It would be great if I could die by his side… But I know that is destined to be an extravagant wish.
　　I only hope that he will be fine in the future. I will always guard him in heaven…”
　　Big tears kept falling from Chi Yan’s eyes.
　　Because of the excessive pain, a mouthful of blood spit out directly from his mouth.
　　Chi Yan was in so much pain that he couldn’t even regain his sanity.
　　What the hell did he do?
　　His Luoluo…
　　——When
　　Chi Yan opened his eyes again, standing in front of him was the figure of Shen Yunnian.
　　Because of being overly sad, Chi Yan slept with those paintings in his arms yesterday.
　　He desperately wanted to grab something.
　　But apart from these paintings, he couldn’t catch anything.
　　Shen Yunnian had never seen Chi Yan look so decadent.
　　She quickly asked someone to help Chi Yan onto the bed.
　　Chi Yan was sleeping on the ground with a persistent high fever, and Shen Yunnian was worried.
　　Chi Yan finally woke up now.
　　”My lord, are you alright?”
　　Chi Yan gritted his teeth and looked at the person in front of him, his fingers clenched into fists in an instant.
　　There is a deep hatred in my heart.
　　Can’t wait to kill her.
　　But Chi Yan said in his mouth: “I’m fine.”
　　”My lord, I think you lack someone who can take care of you.”
　　Shen Yunnian didn’t want to see Chi Yan look so decadent at all.
　　What she wants to marry is the future emperor.
　　Rather than a decadent prince.
　　So, under the urge. She actually said to Chi Yan:
　　”My lord, I think you should marry me. Now only I can cheer you up.”
　　Shen Yunnian gave Jian Heng to Wang Gonggong before, in order to let Wang Gonggong speak well for her A few words.
　　Then let the emperor put pressure on Chi Yan.
　　But what she didn’t expect was that Jian Heng had disappeared.
　　The prince also made a very big scandal.
　　He has been refusing to see her again.
　　So Shen Yunnian directly impulsively said such words to Chi Yan.
　　She thought, if Chi Yan was unwilling, she would go to the emperor herself.
　　I believe that the emperor is not willing to watch Chi Yan continue to be decadent.
　　Shen Yunnian was still frowning and thinking wildly, but what she didn’t expect was that Chi Yan suddenly said:
　　”Okay!”
　　”Are you serious?”
　　Shen Yunnian’s face was filled with unspeakable joy.
　　She never thought that Chi Yan would agree.
　　It’s just that she didn’t notice at all that Chi Yan’s eyes had become extremely ferocious at this moment. author_say Let’s solve Shen Yunian as soon as possible.
　　Then, there is a high probability that Jian Heng’s attack will be Yang Qian.
　　I said high probability because I was afraid, and I suddenly changed my mind while writing.
　　Probably not.
　　I don’t know if you want Chi Feng or Yang Qian more?
　　And between the main CP and the sub CP, it is quite difficult for me to choose. The sub-CP has a lot of content, and I am afraid that writing too much will break the rhythm of the main CP.
