Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 108
　”Husband?”
　　Bai Luo looked at the person in front of him in disbelief, and called out all of a sudden.
　　Although Bai Luo knew that at his own age, it was normal for him to get married.
　　However, he didn’t expect that the object of his marriage would be a man!
　　”I, I, I… Aren’t I a man too? How could you be my husband?”
　　Chi Yan looked at Bai Luo’s surprised look, and took it out of his sleeve without any haste. Many paintings came out.
　　Every picture here is Bai Luo.
　　Before Bai Luo died, he painted many paintings for Chi Yan.
　　After his death, Chi Yan also painted a lot of him…
　　At that time, Chi Yan knew Bai Luo’s mood when he painted himself.
　　Because I like it so much, as long as I close my eyes, my mind is full of him…
　　However, when Bai Luo drew Chi Yan, he was cheerful, joyful, and admiring.
　　But when Chi Yan drew Bai Luo, he was full of despair…
　　”Luo Luo, look… this is what I drew for you.”
　　Chi Yan always wore these paintings. On his body, he originally thought that even if he died, he would still be with Bai Luo.
　　People without him, even if there is only his portrait…
　　But I didn’t expect that now it can become evidence that I am his husband.
　　While talking, Chi Yan unfolded all these paintings.
　　It is true that every one of them is Bai Luo.
　　Some laughed, some cried, some stood, some sat…
　　everything.
　　Bai Luo was completely shocked.
　　It’s really all about yourself!
　　Ever since he lost his memory, Bai Luo never thought that he could find a way to connect with this world…
　　But now, the man in front of him told him that he is his husband…
　　Chi Yan also put his mouth close to Bai Luo’s ear, and said a word to him.
　　As soon as the words were finished, Bai Luo’s ears burst red instantly, and after a while, his face was also completely red.
　　Because Chi Yan told him that there was a birthmark on his inner thigh.
　　He naturally knew about Bai Luo’s own body.
　　But how could the whole person know about such a private matter?
　　Bai Luo’s face was already flushed red.
　　After Chi Yan said this, he believed 80% of what Chi Yan said.
　　After all, apart from my husband, there is really no way for anyone else to know such a thing…
　　”Are you really my husband?”
　　”Yes.”
　　Chi Yan nodded vigorously.
　　”Yeah. We used to love each other very much.
　　You loved me very much, and I loved you very much…
　　Then you fell ill and died in front of me like this.
　　At that time, I was so heartbroken that I fainted But
　　who would have thought that there would be a sudden fire.
　　The terrible fire burned your body away.
　　I always thought you were dead, and that the body belonged to you.
　　Now it seems that I was wrong. ….”
　　Chi Yan has now guessed that Bai Luo’s death and the destruction of his body should be the fault of Yang Qian.
　　It’s a pity that Yang Qian has already left, and he is not in the palace now.
　　Otherwise, when he goes back, he must ask Yang Qian clearly!
　　But now he doesn’t want to pursue any messy things anymore.
　　He just wanted to guard the person in front of him.
　　Since then, I have been treating him well.
　　When Chi Yan said these words, he also hoped that he could be Bai Luo’s husband.
　　It would be great if what he said was true…
　　It would be great if he could really fall in love with Bai Luo earlier.
　　He will not bring so much suffering to the people in front of him.
　　It wouldn’t let him die so desperately…
　　Chi Yan looked at the person in front of him greedily, and couldn’t help but reach out and hug him in his arms.
　　”Luo Luo, do you know how much I miss you? I really miss you so much.”
　　Although Bai Luo knew that what Chi Yan said might be true.
　　But now, he has lost his memory of this person.
　　The person in front of him was just a stranger to him.
　　Suddenly being hugged so intimately by a stranger, Bai Luo was not used to it.
　　He resisted instinctively, but Chi Yan’s voice rang in his ears.
　　”Luo Luo, don’t push me away, okay? Luo Luo…I miss you so much, just let me hug you for a while…”
　　Bai Luo’s heart softened after all.
　　Chi Yan’s voice was full of pleading.
　　All he humbled was to hug himself.
　　And he is also his husband.
　　He missed him so much, but he forgot about him…
　　Bai Luo said apologetically,
　　”I’m sorry, I have no memory, and I don’t remember what happened before.
　　But, you can hug me, whatever you want how long.
　　Anyway, I’m your wife, aren’t I? ”
　　Chi Yan couldn’t help laughing out loud when he heard Bai Luo’s straightforward words.
　　He didn’t know what could make him feel happier than now.
　　If he had known earlier, Bai Luo was at the bottom of the cliff in this valley. He should have jumped down earlier.
　　He didn’t have to bear the heart-wrenching pain of losing his lover…
　　Bai Luo gently closed his eyes, feeling the embrace. The breath
　　of a man came overwhelmingly. It
　　’s a very familiar smell.
　　It seems that we have been together thousands of times.
　　If Bai Luo believed 80% of the words just now, he now believes 100% of them.
　　Otherwise, how could he be so familiar with this man’s smell?
　　But Bai Luo didn’t know.
　　He was indeed very close to Chi Yan…for
　　five years, they even hugged each other every night. The smell of this person has already penetrated into his bone marrow.
　　But, They are already so close, but what Chi Yan brought him was not a beautiful love.
　　It was indescribable cruelty and pain!
　　——Bai
　　Luo’s senior brother is very skilled in medicine, Chi Yan used his medicine for his injury, and it didn’t take long He was already able to go to the ground.
　　Naturally, this is closely related to Bai Luo’s meticulous care.
　　Chi Yan always told Bai Luo some beautiful pictures of the two of them being together.
　　Those words he said were so beautiful that Bai Luo felt so beautiful. It’s a little uncomfortable.
　　” If only I could remember it, it would be great. I really want to remember how good we were before…”
　　Bai Luo felt that his amnesia was so annoying.
　　If he didn’t have amnesia, he would be able to recall it with Chi Yan.
　　”Now, I can only listen to you tell me. I can’t remember anything.” “It doesn’t
　　matter if you can’t remember, let me tell you…”
　　Chi Yan put one arm around Bai Luo, While telling him what happened between the two of them before.
　　”At that time, you were tied up in the carriage by bad guys, and I was outside, one step away from you. You
　　couldn’t speak, and you were tied tightly.
　　But I didn’t know anything.”
　　Bai Luo listened to Chi Yan’s words , the whole person was extremely nervous, “What happened next?”
　　”Afterwards…”
　　Then, just one step away, Chi Yan didn’t step forward, but was interrupted by Shen Yunnian. Then he accompanied Shen Yunian to the Lantern Festival.
　　Let Bai Luo watch him leave alone, and then be bullied by those bad guys until he gets sick and vomits blood!
　　But Chi Yan said:
　　”Later, I heard the sound of you in the carriage. It was the signal that you desperately asked me for help.
　　I opened the curtain of the carriage and saw you inside.
　　Then I arrested those two villains and rescued you.”
　　”That’s great!”
　　Bai Luo smiled happily.
　　He knew that his husband would find him and save him.
　　”Chi Yan, you are so amazing! Thanks to you for saving me, otherwise I would be miserable.”
　　”Yes…”
　　Chi Yan smiled and said such words to Bai Luo, but he couldn’t say it in his heart. So uncomfortable…
　　He fabricated a perfect illusion for Bai Luo.
　　But he dared not tell him the truth.
　　The reality is so cruel…
　　so terrible…
　　Bai Luo wanted to recall everything so much, but Chi Yan didn’t want him to recall at all.
　　All I can do is treat him well in the future.
　　If something like this happens again, he will definitely do what he said…to protect Bai Luo well and not let him get hurt again.
　　Chi Yan kept looking at Bai Luo. These days, every time he looked at Bai Luo, his eyes were extremely greedy.
　　I’m really afraid that one day, like before, he won’t be able to touch him no matter what…
　　Bai Luo’s face will start to feel hot when he is stared at by Chi Yan’s fiery eyes.
　　His face was flushed red, and he already felt Chi Yan’s lips approaching him…
　　However, although Bai Luo already believed that Chi Yan was his husband, he had never had such intimate contact with him.
　　”I…I…”
　　Bai Luo was a little incoherent, but the next moment Chi Yan kissed his lips.
　　The aura of Chi Yan was overwhelming, Bai Luo was so nervous.
　　Although I know, there will always be such a day.
　　However, Bai Luo obviously didn’t expect it to be so fast…
　　He actually kissed himself so quickly.
　　For a moment, his heart beat so fast that it almost jumped out of Bai Luo’s body.
　　Chi Yan had already pushed his teeth open, and began to plunder the city inside.
　　Fingers also pressed his whole body on the bed, kissing him vigorously.
　　Bai Luo fell instantly…
　　the man’s aura was overwhelming.
　　He was simply defeated.
　　Bai Luo lay helplessly on the bed, forced to bear this man’s kiss.
　　For a while, my breathing was messed up.
　　Chi Yan’s desire for Bai Luo is beyond everything, he can’t wait to possess the person in front of him.
　　Make him his own again.
　　Bai Luo was dazed by his kiss, and then he felt Chi Yan pull his pants…
　　Bai Luo was going crazy.
　　He originally thought it was just a kiss, but he never thought it would turn out like this.
　　Bai Luo’s eyes were crimson, he whimpered and shouted:
　　”No…don’t…”
　　But Chi Yan was content with it.
　　”Not dirty. Lolo’s is sweet…”
　　”Woo…”
　　Bai Luo trembled uncontrollably.
　　He shyly covered his face with his hands, and his legs were already arched. author_sayChi Yan is indeed a beast…
