Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 109
　Chi Yan has not been so happy for a long time.
　　His Bai Luo was so intimate with him.
　　Bai Luo’s cheeks were flushed, but he didn’t refuse in the end.
　　These days, he has completely believed Chi Yan’s words, believing that he is his husband.
　　”It’s just that my body…has a lot of scars, it doesn’t look good…would you despise me?”
　　Bai Luo’s expression was clearly hesitant.
　　He has many, many scars on his body.
　　Each of these scars is very hideous and looks extremely ugly.
　　Bai Luo himself didn’t know why there were so many scars on his body?
　　For this reason he has always been very inferior.
　　Over the years, although the master has used the best herbs to help him wipe the treatment.
　　However, it was still not possible to completely remove these scars.
　　Chi Yan looked at Bai Luo with some distress.
　　But his own heart hurts even more!
　　Because this time the scar was left when he forced Bai Luo to pick up the guests.
　　At that time, Bai Luo didn’t want his body to be defiled by other men, so he used a sharp knife to draw scars on his body in public in the hall… all that happened that
　　day Everything that happened is still vivid in my mind.
　　It’s just horrible.
　　For Chi Yan, it was a pain he would never forget.
　　He has caused too much harm to Bai Luo…
　　But now, he is weaving one beautiful dream after another for Bai Luo.
　　”I was tied up at the time, and you made it up to save me…
　　Lolo, how could I despise you?
　　do you know? Each of these scars was left for me…”
　　”Really? ”
　　Bai Luo hated these scars on his body before, but now that he heard Chi Yan’s words, he suddenly felt that these scars became cute. It turned out that
　　not only Chi Yan had saved himself, but he had also saved him.
　　”I think, I I must have loved you very much at that time…”
　　Chi Yan leaned over and kissed Bai Luo’s lips, “Then you don’t love me now? ”
　　Bai Luo was extremely shy.
　　He covered his face with his hands again, and said very shyly: “Love…”
　　Although Bai Luo and Chi Yan hadn’t been together for long,
　　but he He is very sure that he likes this person very much.
　　He is very fortunate that Chi Yan is his husband.
　　The more he is like this, the more he longs to think of everything in the past.
　　If he can be like Chi Yan, knowing what happened to the two of them would be great. Alright…
　　Now he can only listen to what Chi Yan said.
　　It’s really a pity…
　　Bai Luo sighed softly.
　　But Chi Yan has already landed on his body.
　　Bai Luo The whole person was a little overwhelmed, and it didn’t take long before he started to beg for mercy.
　　Chi Yan’s eyes were full of smiles…
　　He and Bai Luo have done so many times, and there has never been a time like this The same…
　　so happy.
　　He cherishes the person in front of him too much, and only hopes to bring him all the best experiences.
　　——After
　　Bai Luo and Chi Yan had a relationship, the two became closer. What
　　Chi Yan did He likes everything about it.
　　However, when Chi Yan said that he would take Bai Luo away from here when he recovered from his injury, Bai Luo hesitated.
　　”I’m afraid the master won’t leave. I don’t want to leave the master.”
　　”Then you can persuade your master to go with us.
　　You don’t know, there are many delicious and fun things outside, but I will put All the best for you…”
　　Bai Luo nodded to Chi Yan, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and leaned his head on his shoulder again.
　　He is also looking forward to leaving with Chi Yan…
　　It would be great if Master could leave together.
　　And at this moment, Bai Luo’s master, Feng Yu, also came back.
　　Feng Yu never thought that when he opened the door, he would see such a scene.
　　In just a few days, Bai Luo had already leaned his head on Chi Yan’s shoulder intimately, the two of them were talking and laughing.
　　It looks like they’ve been together for a long time…
　　Bai Luo was extremely happy when he saw his master come back.
　　He jumped up from the bed at once, and then ran towards Feng Yu’s direction.
　　”Master, you’re back.”
　　Bai Luo excitedly helped the master take off the medicine basket on his body, and put it away.
　　He wanted to ask Master if he would like to leave here with them?
　　These days, what Bai Luo hopes most is to be able to take Master away with him.
　　He wants to live with Chi Yan.
　　But before Bai Luo could speak, Feng Yu spoke first.
　　”Bai Luo, come out for a moment, I have something to talk to you.”
　　”Okay!”
　　Bai Luo responded, while making a reassuring gesture to Chi Yan behind him.
　　Then he followed Feng Yu to the door.
　　Feng Yu led Bai Luo to the depths of the woods, then turned around and looked at him.
　　Although Feng Yu’s face was extremely ugly, Bai Luo couldn’t see it at all because of the mask on his face.
　　He was still thinking about how to get Master to leave with him?
　　But he didn’t expect Feng Yu to pull the collar of his clothes all of a sudden.
　　All I saw was a red hickey suddenly appearing on Bai Luo’s neck.
　　Feng Yu’s heart hurts.
　　He really wanted to rush over and kill Chi Yan immediately!
　　How dare he?
　　This bastard left Bai Luo with bruises all over his body, not only physically, but also mentally.
　　Otherwise, Feng Yu would not have blocked Bai Luo’s memory back then.
　　But who would have thought that Chi Yan would actually do such a thing to Bai Luo when he lost his memory?
　　Feng Yu gritted her teeth and pushed towards Bai Luo, and said to him:
　　”How did he tell you? You agreed to have sex with him?”
　　Bai Luo didn’t think that his relationship with Chi Yan would be spotted by his master at a glance. .
　　He covered his neck very shyly, and then whispered: “Master, so Chi Yan is my husband…”
　　Feng Yu slowly closed his eyes.
　　He really had the urge to kill!
　　Husband?
　　What a good husband!
　　Deliberately calling Bai Luo to the wedding, humiliating him in front of so many people, and marrying another woman in front of him.
　　He is really a good husband!
　　”Bai Luo, aren’t you afraid that he will lie to you?”
　　Bai Luo didn’t know the master’s anger yet, so he said to Feng Yu seriously: “Master, Chi Yan told a lot about the things we two experienced together before.
　　There are even some more intimate things related to me.
　　You don’t know, he still carries my portrait with him…
　　so I believe him, and I know he is my husband. ”
　　Bai Luo wanted to tell Master urgently.
　　He would believe that there was a reason for Chi Yan.
　　These days, Chi Yan also treated him very well.
　　If they were not husband and wife before, how could Chi Yan treat him so well?
　　”It’s just… I lost my memory, so I regret that I can’t remember everything that happened before.
　　Otherwise, I would know how much my former self would have liked him…”
　　Bai Luo was really sorry.
　　He had never had such a strong emotion.
　　He really liked this person.
　　He also really wanted to remember and Those memories of him being together.
　　”If only I could remember everything in the past…”
　　Bai Luoyue said, his voice getting more and more lonely.
　　Feng Yu felt his heart was bleeding.
　　His stupid apprentice!
　　I was deceived by this person again and again.
　　In the end, I foolishly thought that Chi Yan was his husband.
　　”Lolo, do you really want to recall those memories from the past? Feng
　　Yu couldn’t help but reached out and touched Bai Luo’s head, and said to the person in front of him with some discomfort in his heart.
　　”Master can help you.” ”
　　In fact, recently, Bai Luo’s mental state has completely recovered.
　　It’s just that Feng Yu has never had the heart to let Bai Luo recover the previous memory.
　　If possible, he wants to let Bai Luo continue to be so carefree. But
　　, who would have thought that Bai Luo would pick Chi Yan back…
　　Who would have thought that Chi Yan would be so condescending to turn right and wrong into black and white!
　　Bai Luo didn’t expect that Master would say such words to him, and he was very excited.
　　”Master, is it true? Can you really restore my old memories?”
　　”Yes!”
　　Feng Yu nodded to Bai Luo very seriously.
　　However, the excitement in Bai Luo’s eyes made him full of unbearable.
　　He was very afraid that Bai Luo would be the same as when he first met him.
　　Because of psychological trauma, he always engages in various self-harm behaviors.
　　Feng Yu hesitated for a while, but still walked behind Bai Luo, covered Bai Luo’s eyes with his hands, and then said softly to him: “Luo Luo, maybe the memories you recall will be different from the ones you imagined. It’s not the same.
　　But no matter what, don’t be afraid, because Master will stand by your side and protect you well…”
　　Bai Luo didn’t understand Master’s words.
　　He didn’t understand, it should be full of happy memories, why did the master say it so seriously?
　　”Why would I be afraid?”
　　Bai Luo said with a smile.
　　He had long wanted to know everything he and Chi Yan had experienced.
　　Although Chi Yan had talked to him a lot these days…
　　but he always felt that it was not enough.
　　He wanted to know more too.
　　Know all about everything.
　　Even every word he and Chi Yan said, and every picture of them together…
　　He thought, that must be very beautiful.
　　Feng Yu slowly took out the silver needle she carried with her, and then said to Bai Luo expressionlessly:
　　”Luo Luo, some things may not be so perfect, you should be mentally prepared.”
　　After saying this, Feng Yu inserted her silver needle into Bai Luo’s acupuncture point.
　　Bai Luo looked forward to the picture he could see.
　　He wanted to know how happy that forgotten memory was…
　　Even there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
　　However, when he smiled, the expression on his face disappeared, and he became extremely dazed. Then it became hideous.
　　”No! How could this be?”
　　Bai Luo covered his head forcefully, and squatted on the ground in utter pain.
　　Those terrifying pictures came surging like a tide.
　　Scenes appeared in his mind with incomparable clarity.
　　It was as if an invisible big hand was strangling his throat fiercely, making it impossible for him to breathe.
　　”Ah!”
　　Why is it not the same as what Chi Yan said?
　　Why are these memories so cruel, so terrible!
　　Bai Luo screamed in pain.
　　Tears kept coming out of his eyes?
　　What happy memories?
　　What is he his own husband?
　　asshole!
　　He is a liar!
　　big liar!
