Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 111
　　”Really? Lolo!”
　　Chi Yan was going crazy with joy.
　　He walked over abruptly and hugged Bai Luo in his arms.
　　My heart is indescribably happy.
　　What he was most worried about before was that Bai Luo’s master was unwilling to leave with them.
　　After all, this kind of extraterrestrial expert always likes to live in seclusion and is not willing to return to the world.
　　But he didn’t expect that he would really like it!
　　From now on, he and Bai Luo can live together.
　　He will try his best to treat him well.
　　Give him everything you can…
　　make him happy…
　　and make him happy forever!
　　Chi Yan hugged Bai Luo vigorously, then bowed towards Feng Yu in the direction where he was.
　　”Thank you, Master.”
　　Chi Yan’s thank you really expressed too much gratitude.
　　Master, he saved Bai Luo, and he also saved himself.
　　Chi Yan is really grateful to the person in front of him.
　　It’s just that he always felt that Bai Luo’s master looked as if he had seen him somewhere…
　　he had a very familiar feeling.
　　However, no matter how much he thought about it, he couldn’t remember…
　　Chi Yan put this matter behind him.
　　Now, his eyes are full of gratitude.
　　He really thanked Bai Luo’s master for being willing to walk with them.
　　In fact, as Chi Yan, as long as he wants, he can take Bai Luo away by force.
　　If it was in the past, he would definitely go his own way like this.
　　But now, he will never do this again…
　　He doesn’t want to do anything to make Bai Luo unhappy…
　　Chi Yan had already thought about it before, if Bai Luo’s master didn’t want to leave with them.
　　And Bai Luo had to stick to his master’s words all the time.
　　He doesn’t want the status of a prince.
　　Don’t want the identity of the crown prince.
　　He didn’t want anything, only Bai Luo.
　　He was here to guard Bai Luo all his life…
　　but now, Bai Luo’s master agreed to leave with them.
　　Chi Yan was extremely happy.
　　”Luo Luo, that’s great.”
　　Chi Yan hugged Bai Luo forcefully, feeling unspeakably excited.
　　But Bai Luo didn’t have much happy smile on his face.
　　Even if he has tried very hard to pretend, he still can’t pretend.
　　Because, after he recalled everything before, his whole heart was filled with pain.
　　He didn’t want Chi Yan to touch him at all.
　　I hated him already in my heart!
　　This bastard, after getting himself covered in bruises, still has such a lie to deceive himself.
　　How could he be so cruel?
　　so scary?
　　Especially after hearing about Master’s experience, Bai Luo wanted to kill that man named Chi Hui!
　　People from the Chi family really don’t have a good thing!
　　Now Bai Luo can stand here calmly, without pushing the person in front of him away, this is already his greatest patience.
　　”Yeah, it’s really great!” She
　　almost gritted her teeth and said such words.
　　But Bai Luo didn’t notice that Chi Yan had discovered something was wrong with him.
　　It was obviously a very happy thing, but Bai Luo didn’t show a happy smile.
　　There was even a trace of resentment in his voice.
　　The smile on Chi Yan’s face froze for a moment, he looked at the person in front of him with some doubts, but he didn’t show anything…
　　but buried the doubt in his heart.
　　Chi Yan turned his head to look at Bai Luo, as if thinking of something, let him bury his head in Bai Luo’s neck.
　　Then he hugged the person in front of him even tighter…
　　——After
　　Bai Luo’s master returned to his own room, Chi Yan couldn’t help but hugged Bai Luo again.
　　”Lolo. We can always be together in the future… It’s really great… Didn’t you always hope to go back to the capital with me? When you go back, I will take you How about going to many, many places?”
　　Chi Yan said this to Bai Luo again.
　　In the past few days, he always said such things to Bai Luo.
　　At that time, Bai Luo was happy and looking forward to it.
　　Then he will shyly agree.
　　No matter how many times Chi Yan told him, he was willing.
　　But this time, he didn’t speak, instead he changed the subject and said: “Chi Yan, my master just came back, and he didn’t rest very well for gathering medicine. I’ll help him press it at night. Go to sleep by yourself
　　. ”
　　Before, Bai Luo would take the initiative to get into Chi Yan’s bed every time it was night.
　　They are like two newly married couples.
　　There are endless things to say and things to do every day.
　　Bai Luo had never experienced such a happy feeling.
　　As long as he can stay by Chi Yan’s side, he will feel happy.
　　But now, let alone have close contact with him like before.
　　Just seeing this person made him feel sick.
　　How could she still be willing to sleep with him?
　　Although Bai Luo has worked very hard, his resistance to this person has obviously been integrated into his bones.
　　Wanting to stay away from him, unwilling to stay by his side…
　　if it wasn’t for wanting to help Master.
　　Bai Luo was thinking, maybe he would kill him right away!
　　So, he was still a shrinking turtle…
　　When he should show joy most, he ran away in panic.
　　Just leave Chi Yan here alone.
　　Chi Yan looked at Bai Luo’s back silently, and frowned slightly.
　　A trace of painful loneliness can’t help flashing in his eyes…
　　—Actually
　　, it’s not that Bai Luo has never acted in front of Chi Yan.
　　He also acted compromise before, and acted willing to be with Chi Yan.
　　At that time, Chi Yan didn’t notice anything at all.
　　So Bai Luo felt that he was acting again.
　　Chi Yan will not find out either.
　　But Bai Luo didn’t know…
　　how much pain Chi Yan had suffered since his death.
　　Every day and every night, Chi Yan could see Bai Luo dying in front of him.
　　Bai Luo’s face was pale and his eyes were closed. He was lying beside him without breathing or heartbeat.
　　Nothing…
　　not talking to myself, not laughing at myself.
　　Such a real person.
　　Just left this world.
　　Chi Yan didn’t dare to think about such a picture.
　　However, he couldn’t control himself to think at all.
　　I don’t know how many nights.
　　He could always see Bai Luo’s extremely pale face.
　　And that fire.
　　Burn everything down.
　　He didn’t even leave Bai Luo’s body behind.
　　Chi Yan was in so much pain that she couldn’t wish to live.
　　Sometimes he hates himself why he still lives in this world?
　　In the end, although it was said that he did not commit suicide, he was seriously injured by those assassins.
　　But only Chi Yan knew how much he longed for those assassins to kill him.
　　He is too tired to live…
　　For him, death is the final relief.
　　So the current Chi Yan is no longer the same person as before.
　　He will no longer be indifferent to Bai Luo, nor will he despise him.
　　It started from the day when I met Bai Luo again.
　　He has already made up his mind to always treat him well.
　　Bai Luo’s every frown and smile, even every movement he made, every word he uttered. Chi Yan will keep it in his heart.
　　He was afraid that his words would make Bai Luo unhappy.
　　So there was just a little bit of something wrong with Bai Luo just now, and Chi Yan had already noticed it. After all, he observed him so carefully.
　　But Chi Yan still pretended nothing happened.
　　Continue to get along with Bai Luo.
　　Ever since Chi Yan discovered something was wrong, Bai Luo obviously didn’t like him as much as he did at the beginning.
　　When he looked at Chi Yan before, there would be stars in his eyes.
　　But now the stars are gone too…
　　Chi Yan told Bai Luo in front of him as usual what the two of them had experienced together before.
　　Stories are still made up.
　　While Chi Yan was talking, he looked at Bai Luo, Bai Luo did not put his arms around Chi Yan like before, and then said to him: “Chi Yan, you are awesome!” Instead, he was smiling hard
　　.
　　Even because of too much effort, his body was shaking.
　　Hate flashed in his eyes.
　　But it was still keenly captured by Chi Yan.
　　In fact, Chi Yan thought that Bai Luo would remember.
　　He was also thinking at that time, what would he do if Bai Luo recalled everything?
　　I don’t know whether Bai Luo will choose to leave him immediately or kill himself!
　　At that time, Chi Yan was completely living a life of being drunk today.
　　He was so happy every day, but every day was so scary.
　　It’s just that he never thought it would be so soon…
　　Bai Luo really worked hard to pretend.
　　However, he really didn’t pretend well…
　　the hatred in his eyes, he tried so hard to hide it, but there was still no way to hide it.
　　In fact, Chi Yan knew that Bai Luo didn’t leave him immediately. He should want revenge on himself.
　　However, Chi Yan didn’t expose Bai Luo immediately, instead he felt a little happy.
　　If Bai Luo wants to take revenge on himself, then the two of them can spend a little longer together…
　　I really hope that God can give him more time, so that he can spend more time with Bai Luo Some.
　　Leave some memories…
　　At that time, even if he is killed by Bai Luo himself, he will feel happy.
　　Chi Yan has experienced life and death.
　　He had never felt anything terrible about death.
　　The only scary thing is that after death, Bai Luo will never be seen again.
　　But it doesn’t matter.
　　As long as Bai Luo can be happy, that’s fine.
　　Chi Yan rubbed Bai Luo’s head dotingly, and then said to him: “Luo Luo, no matter what you want in the future, I will give it to you. As long as it is what you want, I can do anything.” Chi Yan’s
　　words Said gently.
　　Bai Luo’s eyes flashed with sarcasm.
　　He thought to himself: What if what I want is your life?
　　However, what Bai Luo didn’t know was that after Chi Yan finished saying this sentence, he quietly added another sentence in his heart: It’s okay to give you my life…
　　Chi
　　Yan smiled and looked at the person in front of him.
　　She couldn’t help stretching out her hand to hold Bai Luo’s cheek.
　　His lips touched Bai Luo’s forehead lightly.
　　Slowly said:
　　”Luo Luo, I love you…”
