Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 114
　”Luoluo…”
　　Chi Yan couldn’t hold back, but made a sound.
　　He knew that Bai Luo would leave him soon.
　　He also wanted to say goodbye to Bai Luo.
　　I don’t want to let him leave without preparation like this…
　　Bai Luo was taken aback.
　　He hurriedly closed the drawer he had opened, and said to Chi Yan, “What’s wrong?”
　　”Luo Luo, what are you doing?”
　　Chi Yan couldn’t help but want to tease him.
　　”I…I’m a little thirsty, come here and get some water to drink.”
　　”Really? You can ask the maid outside to help you…”
　　”No…no need , I’ve already finished drinking.”
　　Chi Yan couldn’t help but want to laugh when he heard Bai Luo’s words.
　　Where can someone drink water and open the drawer?
　　Can’t even tell a lie.
　　This little fool…
　　”Come here. I have something to give you.”
　　Bai Luo walked towards Chi Yan’s direction with some doubts.
　　All I saw was that Chi Yan took out a string of red agate beads.
　　Then he put it on Bai Luo’s wrist.
　　Chi Yan wanted to do this very long ago.
　　Before Bai Luo died, he wanted to put this on Bai Luo himself.
　　Now, he did it again.
　　Chi Yan never thought that he would be able to wear such beads on Bai Luo’s wrist again in this life…
　　His eyes looked at Bai Luo’s wrist motionlessly, and a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes.
　　Feng Yu’s Gu is so powerful that Chi Yan feels pain all the time.
　　But he tried very hard to restrain himself, but he didn’t show it at all.
　　He lowered his head, and gently kissed Bai Luo’s wrist.
　　Although he already felt Bai Luo’s subconscious resistance, he still grabbed Bai Luo’s hand forcefully, and then kissed it.
　　”Luo Luo, do you like it?”
　　Bai Luo looked at this thing, wishing he could pull it off and hit Chi Yan hard on the face.
　　However, he still said falsely: “I like it.”
　　Chi Yan knew that this was not Bai Luo’s sincerity.
　　However, he took him seriously.
　　Because the time left for him is running out…
　　Bai Luo will leave him soon.
　　So let him be selfish again…
　　In the middle of the night, Chi Yan slept with Bai Luo in his arms.
　　Before that, Bai Luo resisted him very much. Although he still slept on the same bed as him, he always slept in the corner of the bed, just not wanting Chi Yan to touch him.
　　At that time, Chi Yan also knew that Bai Luo resisted him.
　　He would sleep on the same bed as himself, just because he was acting on himself.
　　So he cooperated and never touched Bai Luo.
　　But now, Chi Yan didn’t want to let go of this person’s hand no matter what.
　　He just wanted to be greedy one last time, to let himself hold him one last time.
　　It was still that person in my arms.
　　They spent too much time together.
　　In the past, I didn’t know how to cherish…
　　the future.
　　I can only spend it in endless thoughts…
　　Chi Yan felt his heart ache.
　　He buried his head in Bai Luo’s neck, trying hard to absorb his breath…
　　—Bai
　　Luo has been working hard to find the will that Master said.
　　He searched for a long time and finally found it.
　　Looking at this thing, Bai Luo even started to beat his heart faster.
　　He knew he would find it.
　　Very good.
　　From then on, he never had to make false claims with that person, and never saw him again.
　　His own nightmare is finally over…
　　Bai Luo tightly held the will, with an extremely happy smile on his face.
　　This was the only real smile he showed after this period of time.
　　Bai Luo smiled happily.
　　But he didn’t know that outside the window, Chi Yan was also looking at him with a smile.
　　Chi Yan has not seen Bai Luo smiling so happily for a long time.
　　Ever since Bai Luo recovered his memory, all the smiles he showed to Chi Yan were full of falsehoods.
　　He never had a really happy day.
　　Now, he smiled sincerely…
　　Chi Yan looked at Bai Luo and smiled, and he was also smiling, but his smile was full of bitterness.
　　Only taking revenge on himself can make him so happy…
　　It is enough to see how much he hates himself.
　　”My lord…everything is ready.”
　　A hidden guard next to Chi Yan saw everything with his own eyes.
　　He is Chi Yan’s confidant and his most loyal subordinate.
　　Since Chi Yan knew that he was going to leave, he would definitely prepare everything, and now it was finally time for him to leave…
　　Chi Yan nodded after listening to the hidden guard’s words.
　　”From now on, Luo Luo will be handed over to you. Help me protect him. Also, don’t let him find you.”
　　The dark guard nodded, and then disappeared into the palace.
　　Chi Yan finally took his eyes away from Bai Luo.
　　I don’t dare to feel any more reluctance…
　　In fact, Chi Hui has already prepared everything for Chi Yan for the palace and the throne…
　　He waited for Chi Yan to be alone, and then planned to put The throne is handed over to him.
　　For so many years, Chi Hui has always been happy to take a kind of elixir.
　　That elixir is said to produce hallucinations.
　　You can see what you want to see most in your heart.
　　He often falls asleep with that medicine.
　　Years ago, he tried his best to win the throne.
　　I thought I could enjoy the happiness of this country.
　　However, what he didn’t expect was that the ministers of the court kept meeting with him on the grounds that the emperor needed concubines every day.
　　Chi Hui was not very annoying, and finally nodded in agreement.
　　At that time, he also felt that he should need a child.
　　After all, he is already the emperor, how can he have no heirs?
　　It’s just that I didn’t expect that Feng Yu was furious, and the two had a big fight.
　　At that time, Chi Hui knew that with Feng Yu’s character, he would not agree to accepting a concubine.
　　He had the idea of ​​handing over the throne to his younger brother.
　　However, whenever Chi Hui wanted to ask Feng Yu to explain clearly, Feng Yu always closed the door and disappeared.
　　The minister asked Chi Hui to kill Feng Yu. Said he was in chaos.
　　Under pressure, Chi Hui nodded in agreement.
　　At first, he wanted to scare Feng Yu, let him know that as long as he nodded, even his life could be controlled at any time.
　　Let him stop messing around with himself like this.
　　Secondly, Feng Yu’s identity is sensitive, and he is always attacked by ministers.
　　Chi Hui originally wanted him to fake his death, and then appear in another identity.
　　But what Chi Hui didn’t expect was that Feng Yu had a strong personality, and he just nodded his head.
　　Feng Yu immediately committed suicide by taking poison.
　　When Chi Hui saw Feng Yu again, all he saw was his body…
　　Chi Hui guarded Feng Yu’s body, as if he had aged ten years overnight, but he didn’t lose his mind. down a tear.
　　Everyone felt that the emperor was cold-blooded and ruthless.
　　But Chi Yan knew that Chi Hui had never touched anyone other than Feng Yu in these years.
　　He falls asleep with pills every day, just to see Feng Yu again in his dream.
　　Now his body is exhausted due to the excessive medicine.
　　But only in his thirties, he was already dying.
　　That’s why he was so eager to give up the throne to Chi Yan.
　　And since Chi Yan intends to leave here, he naturally has to bring everyone in the Chi family…
　　—Feng
　　Yu was ecstatic when he got the will.
　　He had waited too long for this day. As early as a long time ago, he had been actively contacting his father’s old department.
　　Unexpectedly, Bai Luo could find it so quickly.
　　”That’s great, Luo Luo, you’ve done a great job. When the time comes, I’ll definitely avenge you! It’s
　　very ugly to make everyone surnamed Chi die!”
　　Bai Luo was still immersed in the joy of helping his master obtain the will just now. inside.
　　Now when he suddenly heard the master say that the Chi family was going to be killed, he was taken aback for a moment…
　　He has been arguing with Chi Yanxu all the time.
　　For Bai Luo, he felt that he was pretending, and that he no longer loved him.
　　But for some reason, when he heard that Master was going to kill Chi Yan, he paused for a moment.
　　There was a momentary pain in the heart…
　　These days, Chi Yan treated Bai Luo very well, he gave all his tenderness to Bai Luo.
　　It’s like desperately trying to make up for him.
　　Although what he said were all lies that made Bai Luo feel ashamed, but his kindness to Bai Luo was also true.
　　Bai Luo just wanted to stay away from him, but he never thought that Chi Yan would really die…
　　Now that he heard Feng Yu say this, he actually felt a little heartbroken.
　　”Master…”
　　Bai Luo said subconsciously.
　　”What? You can’t bear it anymore? Don’t forget what he did to you back then?
　　Such a person, even if you kill him a hundred times, you won’t die.”
　　Bai Luo gritted his teeth and said, “No. Actually, I wish he could It’s better to die…”
　　-Bai
　　Luo felt restless.
　　It’s just that he didn’t expect it.
　　It is so easy for master to seize the throne.
　　Waiting for the army he summoned to rush to the palace.
　　It was already empty there.
　　Not only Chi Hui, but even Chi Yan had disappeared.
　　It’s all too easy.
　　I thought it would be a tough fight.
　　But I didn’t expect it to be so easy.
　　It’s as easy as if the other party deliberately gave up the throne to the master.
　　The country changed hands, and the court was in turmoil.
　　Feng Yu has been busy.
　　And Bai Luo is still living in Chi Yan’s palace for the time being.
　　very strange.
　　They have won this battle.
　　He drove Chi Yan away.
　　Let him fall into the dust, no longer that powerful prince.
　　But Bai Luo didn’t feel the slightest bit of happiness in his heart.
　　Even, he still felt stuffy.
　　I don’t know what happened to me?
　　She obviously hated him so much, but she was somewhat greedy for his gentleness when he was around.
　　Bai Luo lowered his head blankly, at this moment, a hand suddenly grabbed his hand tightly.
　　In a trance, Bai Luo felt that it was Chi Yan who was catching him.
　　Because Chi Yan is really clinging to him.
　　After returning to the palace from Miracle Doctor Valley, what Chi Yan did the most every day was to stay by Bai Luo’s side and cling to him.
　　Sometimes he teases him, sometimes he kisses him, even when he eats, he has to tease Bai Luo to feed him…
　　Anyway, no matter what, Chi Yan has always been by Bai Luo’s side.
　　It’s as if he doesn’t need to deal with official business in the court anymore…
　　like now.
　　He was always like this too, when Bai Luo was in a daze, he would walk over and take his hand naturally, then hug him into his arms, and kiss him side by side.
　　So now, seeing these hands, Bai Luo subconsciously thought it was Chi Yan again.
　　But when he raised his head, he realized that it wasn’t…
　　the person who came was Nie Huaiyu.
　　It was only then that Bai Luo finally woke up.
　　Yes…
　　Chi Yan has already left.
　　He will never come back again…
　　Although Bai Luo and Nie Huaiyu are friends, he is not used to Nie Huaiyu holding his hand like this.
　　Bai Luo is not ignorant of Nie Huaiyu’s thoughts towards Bai Luo.
　　But he never liked Nie Huaiyu, and he didn’t want to disappoint Nie Huaiyu either.
　　Bai Luo wanted to take back his hand.
　　But Nie Huaiyu held on tighter.
　　”Lolo…”
　　Nie Huaiyu looked at the person in front of him very seriously, and wanted to tell him too much in his heart.
　　Although Nie Huaiyu married Shen Qing back home, he never liked Shen Qing, and he never even touched him.
　　Originally, he planned to settle the marriage between himself and Shen Qing, and then come to Bai Luo.
　　But Nie Huaiyu didn’t expect the situation to change so quickly…
　　Bai Luo came back, but Chi Yan left.
　　There’s never been a better time…
　　Missed once, he doesn’t want to miss a second time.
　　So he didn’t hesitate at all, and rushed over immediately.
　　During the time when Bai Luo “died”, not only Chi Yan was in pain, but Nie Huaiyu was also in pain.
　　He hated Chi Yan, hated Shen Yunnian, and even more, he also hated Shen Qing who was Shen Yunnian’s younger brother.
　　In his opinion, Shen Yunnian did many evils, how could Shen Qing, as his younger brother, be clean?
　　But now he clearly knows that the only person he wants to marry is Bai Luo.
　　When he divorces Shen Qing, he must marry Bai Luo back home.
　　Nie Huaiyu grabbed Bai Luo’s hand firmly, and then said to him very seriously:
　　”Luo Luo, let me take care of you in the future, okay?”
