Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 115
　　What Nie Huaiyu said was sincere.
　　He likes Bai Luo very much.
　　There were too many times before that he wanted to keep Bai Luo by his side.
　　But in the end, he could only watch Chi Yan take him away.
　　Nie Huaiyu did not have as much power as Chi Yan.
　　He has no way to compete with Chi Yan.
　　There were really too many times when he wanted to take good care of Bai Luo for the rest of his life.
　　But in the end, they couldn’t do it…
　　Now Chi Yan was finally brought down.
　　There has never been a better time than now.
　　”Luo Luo, trust me, I will treat you very well in the future. Let me take care of you…” ”
　　But…”
　　Bai Luo raised his eyes and looked in front of him people.
　　This person has saved him many times, but it is not an exaggeration to say that he is a lifesaver.
　　Bai Luo has always been very grateful to Nie Huaiyu, but he never liked Nie Huaiyu.
　　Not the slightest bit of that kind of affection for him.
　　Besides…
　　Chi Yan just left, Bai Luo still hasn’t reacted yet.
　　Although Bai Luo always hated Chi Yan, he didn’t know why…
　　After Chi Yan left, he was in a trance.
　　Even inexplicably, there is a trace of discomfort…
　　Now he doesn’t say that he accepts a new relationship, even if he completely removes that person from the bottom of his heart, he can’t do it…
　　It must have been some time ago, in order to deceive him, he pretended to be too involved.
　　I’m so invested in myself that I haven’t come out yet…
　　”Nie Huaiyu, I’m sorry, I’m temporarily…”
　　Bai Luo hadn’t said what he wanted to say, but Nie Huaiyu stopped him immediately.
　　”Luo Luo, don’t be in a hurry to deny me.”
　　Nie Huaiyu already knew Bai Luo’s choice when he heard the three words “I’m sorry”.
　　It’s impossible not to be sad.
　　His heart was filled with disappointment.
　　However, after liking this person for so many years, it is absolutely impossible for him to just give up like this.
　　”Lolo, do you know? I thought you were dead before. At that time, I was full of pain every day. I
　　thought you would never come back.
　　I don’t even know how much I drank?
　　And how much I wish I could go with you this time…
　　Lolo, your departure is like a bolt from the blue to me. I never knew I liked you so much…
　　I’m here every day Missing you… It was too hard to live that kind of life.
　　Lolo, you can’t be so cruel.
　　You can’t just reject me like this. Anyway, give me a chance first.
　　I don’t want you to be with me right away.
　　At least, let me still have a glimmer of hope, don’t make me so desperate…
　　Besides, neither of us have tried, how do you know it won’t work?”
　　Nie Huaiyu didn’t say…
　　In fact, at that time Not long after Bai Luo’s death, Shen Qing’s father acted like crazy and forced him to marry Shen Qing.
　　At that time, it was his most painful time.
　　But he could only force Shen Qing to marry him back home.
　　He already has a wife.
　　It’s just that he has been ignoring this person and neglecting this person.
　　Even now, I dare not mention this person to Bai Luo…
　　Bai Luo originally planned to refuse.
　　But after hearing what Nie Huaiyu said, he fell silent.
　　For a moment, he didn’t know how to refuse…
　　It was as if he was really cruel to reject this person.
　　”I…”
　　Nie Huaiyu hurriedly said:
　　”Luoluo, let’s talk about it first. Then I’ll go back first…”
　　-
　　When Nie Huaiyu went back, he was smiling.
　　The thing he can’t wait for now is to get rid of Shen Qing as a burden as soon as possible.
　　As long as Shen Qing is gone, he and he can pursue Bai Luo well, and then they will be together in a legitimate way.
　　When Nie Huaiyu went back, Shen Qing happened to be in his room.
　　It was clearly the wedding room of two people, but Nie Huaiyu never let Shen Qing in.
　　He was only arranged in the farthest side hall of the Hou Mansion.
　　Shen Qing is not a woman and cannot bear children.
　　Nie Huaiyu’s parents never liked him either.
　　In addition, the Shen family at the scene had long since faded away, and it was no longer as glorious as it was before.
　　The marriage between the Nie family and the Shen family would not benefit at all.
　　How could the people of the Nie family take a fancy to him?
　　Everyone wished Nie Huaiyu could divorce him as soon as possible.
　　Nie Huaiyu’s parents only hope that Nie Huaiyu can spread branches and leaves for the family earlier.
　　They were even looking for a beautiful woman for Nie Huaiyu to take him as a concubine.
　　It’s just that Nie Huaiyu was too sad before.
　　He vented his anger towards Shen Yunnian on Shen Qing. And always thinking of Bai Luo.
　　Only then did the Nie family give up.
　　Now that Nie Huaiyu saw Shen Qing in his room, the expression on his face instantly became ugly, and even his brows were deeply frowned.
　　”What are you doing here?”
　　”I heard that you went to see Bai Luo…”
　　Shen Qing originally wanted to say that he also wanted to see Bai Luo…
　　He wanted to ask Bai Luo for help with something. . But now, with his identity, he can’t see Bai Luo.
　　When I saw Bai Luo before, he was only able to go because Nie Huaiyu took him there.
　　Now, his father is using his mother as a threat to make him stay with Nie Huaiyu properly.
　　Because Nie Huaiyu didn’t like him, and even wanted to divorce his wife, his father always beat his mother.
　　Shen Qing wanted to ask Bai Luo to help him rescue his mother.
　　It’s not what he wants to keep relying on not getting along with Nie Huaiyu.
　　Shen Qing also knew how much Nie Huaiyu hated herself…
　　He was too cowardly to fight, and he was incapable of saving his mother.
　　Shen Qing knew that it was impossible for Nie Huaiyu to help him, so when he knew that his mother had been beaten by his father again, his first reaction was to ask Bai Luo for help.
　　But Nie Huaiyu subconsciously thought that Shen Qing dared to question him to go to Bai Luo.
　　”What? Can you ask me when I go to Bai Luo?
　　Shen Qing, do you think too highly of yourself?
　　Do you really think of yourself as the wife of the Marquis Mansion?
　　If it wasn’t for the damned imperial decree, you Do you think I will marry you?
　　Shut your mouth. Never mention the word Bai Luo in front of me.
　　And don’t see if you are worthy?”
　　Nie Huaiyu’s words made Shen Qing stunned.
　　His heart felt terribly uncomfortable…
　　Of course he also knew that he was not worthy, and he didn’t want to question Nie Huaiyu.
　　He just wanted to save his mother…
　　Shen Qing held a box of pastries in his hand, and it was his father who wanted him to see Nie Huaiyu eat them.
　　Father said that if Nie Huaiyu didn’t eat, he would go back and beat his mother again.
　　So Shen Qing could only hand this to Nie Huaiyu, and said to him: “My father asked me to bring it.”
　　Nie Huaiyu looked at what Shen Qing brought, full of impatience.
　　”Go out, I don’t want it!”
　　But Shen Qing refused to leave.
　　He just stood here, didn’t speak, tears were falling, and he just didn’t leave.
　　Nie Huaiyu had never seen such an annoying person.
　　In order to let Shen Qing leave, he reluctantly took a piece of pastry and stuffed it into his mouth.
　　Nie Huaiyu was in a good mood today, he didn’t want to be affected by this annoying guy, otherwise he wouldn’t be able to eat what this guy brought over.
　　But what Nie Huaiyu and Shen Qing didn’t expect was that Shen Qing’s father had already put medicine in the pastry.
　　Shen Qing’s father always felt that Nie Huaiyu didn’t like Shen Qing because he had never touched Shen Qing.
　　After all, this feeling came out of sleep.
　　How can you have feelings if you haven’t slept?
　　So in order to win over the Nie family, he actually put medicine in the pastry in advance.
　　Nie Huaiyu felt something was wrong after eating this pastry. He only felt his head spinning, and his lower abdomen seemed to be on fire.
　　There is an infinite longing in the depths of my heart.
　　But he hated Shen Qing too much, he would rather go to a prostitute than touch Shen Qing.
　　The plate in front of Shen Qing was severely smashed by him.
　　Nie Huaiyu stumbled all over.
　　Shen Qing didn’t know what happened, seeing his uncomfortable appearance, she hurried over to help him.
　　But Nie Huaiyu pushed the person in front of him away suddenly, and shouted at him with red eyes: “You despicable and shameless villain!”
　　Nie Huaiyu rushed over to open the door.
　　But the doors and windows have already been closed to death by the girl Shen Qing brought over.
　　No matter how hard Nie Huaiyu tried, he couldn’t open it.
　　The will is getting weaker and weaker.
　　Nie Huaiyu’s breathing became more and more rapid.
　　There was infinite disgust in his heart, but he had to touch the person in front of him.
　　Otherwise, he would feel that his body would be burned to the ground…
　　Shen Qing watched Nie Huaiyu walking towards him like this.
　　My heart is full of fear.
　　He is like this person.
　　From a very early age, I have liked it…
　　But at that time, he only dared to look at him secretly.
　　Never thought I would marry him.
　　Nie Huaiyu didn’t like Shen Qing.
　　Shen Qing also has self-knowledge, after marrying, he tried to stay as far away from this person as possible.
　　But he never thought that his father would do such a thing…
　　Shen Qing ran to the door and knocked on it vigorously.
　　No matter how much he likes this person, he doesn’t want him to touch him in this situation.
　　”Open the door, open the door!”
　　Shen Qing shouted desperately.
　　But the door couldn’t be opened no matter what.
　　Nie Huaiyu looked at him coldly.
　　The heart has been disgusted to the extreme.
　　”What are you pretending? Don’t you just want me to fuck you? Pretending to be nothing to do with you, for whom to see?”
　　I couldn’t control my desire.
　　Nie Huaiyu tore off Shen Qing’s clothes suddenly, and pressed him on the bed.
　　Tears of humiliation flowed from Shen Qing’s eyes.
　　He didn’t know why it became like this?
　　He really doesn’t know anything…
　　Nie Huaiyu yelled as he tore his clothes,
　　”Still crying? Shen Qing, let me tell you, even if I touch you, I will only hate you.
　　You This shameless bitch. How dare you do such a thing, I will never forgive you!”
　　Shen Qing has never felt such pain.
　　In fact, when she married Nie Huaiyu, she sat in a sedan chair.
　　Didn’t he never think about what will happen when he has an intimate relationship with Nie Huaiyu one day?
　　He also had longings for marriage…
　　but he never thought it would be like this… He
　　is obviously doing the most intimate thing between husband and wife, but he is full of despair…
