Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 119
”It’s amazing, Shen Qing. It’s even cheaper than I imagined…”
Nie Huaiyu looked coldly at everything not far away. In an instant, even his teeth were clenched tightly.
He whispered such words in his mouth.
He clearly knew that Luo was there, but his eyes did not look at Bai Luo, but kept looking at Shen Qing.
In his mind was the picture of Shen Qing always looking at him secretly…
At that time, Nie Huaiyu had no interest in Shen Qing at all.
But he also knew that Shen Qing had been watching him.
It’s just a toad that wants to eat swan meat.
Nie Huaiyu didn’t care about this person at all.
Even marrying him back home was full of helplessness.
But now…
he has been staring at Shen Qing.
There is an indescribable anger in my heart!
Look at how intimate this disgusting guy is hugging Chi Yan’s arm… Is
this called liking yourself?
There is probably nothing more ridiculous than this in this world…
It’s just a half-hearted bitch, why are you still pretending to be infatuated in front of yourself?
Nie Huaiyu walked very quickly, and his figure quickly came into sight of these people.
Shen Qing didn’t expect to see Nie Huaiyu here, and she was stunned.
He quickly lowered his head.
His face was also full of embarrassment.
Today, because of Nie Huaiyu, he didn’t take his mother away, and was severely beaten by his father.
Shen Qing didn’t want to see him at all.
But because of his family status, he was instinctively afraid of this person.
In today’s society, once you get married, your husband is your god.
No matter how bad Nie Huaiyu was to Shen Qing.
Shen Qing can’t do anything to be sorry for Nie Huaiyu.
But now, he is hugging Chi Yan…
Shen Qing subconsciously wants to let go of his hand holding Chi Yan, but dare not let go.
Others don’t know, but Shen Qing knows that Chi Yan is very weak now.
He was very ill, and he had lost so much blood just now…
If he let go of him, he might not even be able to stand upright.
Shen Qingzheng didn’t know what to do?
However, Nie Huaiyu ignored him.
Without even looking at him, she walked directly towards Bai Luo.
It was as if he didn’t exist at all.
”Luoluo, why are you outside? The wind is so strong, I’m not afraid of getting sick…”
Nie Huaiyu’s voice was not loud.
But it seemed so loud on the empty road.
Shen Qing was stunned.
There was a trace of embarrassment visible to the naked eye on his face…
He suddenly felt that he was ridiculous.
What are you thinking about?
Nie Huaiyu specifically told him not to reveal the fact that the two of them were married in front of Bai Luo.
It’s because Nie Huaiyu likes Bai Luo and wants to pursue Bai Luo…
But just now, I was still afraid that he would come in front of me…
How could Nie Huaiyu ignore Bai Luo in front of him? Myself…
he hates me so much…it’s not like what I imagined.
Nie Huaiyu really thought Shen Qing didn’t exist.
While talking, he took off his cloak and put it on Bai Luo.
”Aren’t you feeling sick today? What are you going out for? Go back quickly. Don’t be blown by the wind.” This
is the first time Shen Qing saw Nie Huaiyu showing such tenderness when treating someone…
Give this person more than a year.
He didn’t even show up at the wedding banquet.
On the night of his wedding, he spent in the brothel…and lost all his face.
Not to mention later.
Don’t say caring like this.
He didn’t even say a nice word to himself…
Every time he saw him, he either spoke coldly to him, or treated him as if he didn’t exist…
Shen Qing’s face instantly turned extremely pale .
His fingers pinching Chi Yan’s arm were all tight.
He didn’t want to care about it, but he couldn’t help it.
She is this person’s wife…
However, his tenderness will always be on someone else’s body…
Shen Qing smiled self-deprecatingly.
Isn’t it obvious that Nie Huaiyu doesn’t like himself?
What do you really care about?
Obviously, you don’t even have the qualifications to care…
do you?
——Nie
Huaiyu had a smile on his face, and he held Bai Luo’s hand with his fingers.
Bai Luo subconsciously wanted to let go of Nie Huaiyu’s hand.
But Nie Huaiyu held Bai Luo’s hand tightly as if he had an obsession. It made it impossible for Bai Luo to pull away.
Bai Luo’s eyes unconsciously looked at the direction where Chi Yan was.
But Chi Yan didn’t respond at all, and didn’t even turn his head, but continued to walk forward…
Bai Luo finally stopped struggling as if he had accepted his fate.
Instead, Nie Huaiyu led him.
However, Nie Huaiyu said loudly: “Lolo, ignore those bitches, I’ll send you back!”
as if to show off…
Before, Chi Yan was so powerful.
He can do whatever he wants.
At that time, Nie Huaiyu could only watch Chi Yan helplessly as he snatched Bai Luo away in front of him.
But now…
this Chi Yan is like a bereaved dog.
He held Bai Luo’s hand right in front of him, and he didn’t dare to say a word.
You can even insult him at will!
Nie Huaiyu held his head high, and his eyes were full of complacency.
However, it is clearly such a dream moment.
It was obviously the most elated time in my life.
But his mood was far less happy than he imagined!
His eyes fixed on the thin figure.
Watching them go further and further away.
I was so angry that I couldn’t express it.
The bastard!
See if I don’t take care of him when I go back!
Nie Huaiyu didn’t bother with Shen Qing anymore.
He obviously planned to bring Shen Qing home, but now he is holding Bai Luo’s hand.
After all, in Nie Huaiyu’s view, there is nothing more important than Bai Luo in this world.
Bai Luo still stood there in a daze.
But Nie Huaiyu pulled his hand hard and took him away from here.
—Bai
Luo was a little absent-minded.
He felt so ridiculous…
When he saw Chi Yan and Shen Qing together just now, he actually felt uncomfortable.
”Nie Huaiyu, when did Shen Qing and Chi Yan get together?”
Bai Luo didn’t know why he asked such a question?
If possible, he really wanted to make himself lose his memory again.
Now he is almost split into two people.
One was himself who was injured by Chi Yan and was covered in scars all over his body.
Hate him, blame him.
Another one is the self who fell in love with him again after amnesia…
Missing him, but not wanting him…
Bai Luo tried hard to control himself, but he still couldn’t control himself care about.
Nie Huaiyu did not expect Bai Luo to ask such a question.
He didn’t know, when did that bitch get involved with Chi Yan?
”Who knows? What does this kind of person do?”
Nie Huaiyu said lightly, but the expression on his face was not relaxed.
He looked at Bai Luo, who was also holding Bai Luo by the hand, but he damned cared about that bastard Shen Qing, did he do something to embarrass him when he was not around?
Nie Huaiyu forced himself to suppress these emotions, and then said to Bai Luo: “Luo Luo, didn’t I tell you before? Let me take care of you in the future, okay? Look at you, it’s really embarrassing
. I can take care of myself now.”
Nie Huaiyu stretched out his hand to help Bai Luo straighten his cloak while saying this.
Nie Huaiyu was a little nervous.
The one I love is right in front of me, and I was holding his hand just now…
He no longer wants to miss it.
How is Shen Qing? What does it have to do with me?
Anyway, sooner or later, I will divorce him…
”Lolo, I think, you already know my heart for you…
I like you, would you like to be with me?” Me together?”
Bai Luo was stunned for a moment.
”But I…”
He had never liked Nie Huaiyu.
Just now I asked Nie Huaiyu to hold my hand because I saw Shen Qing holding Chi Yan’s arm.
Bai Luo didn’t know what kind of psychology he had, so he didn’t take his hand back.
But now, he said with certainty:
”I’m sorry. I don’t want to lie to you. I never liked you.”
Nie Huaiyu looked at him with a wry smile:
”It’s okay. I will always wait for you. Until one day you can accept me Until…”
After saying these words, Bai Luo didn’t give him another chance to reject him.
Nie Huaiyu turned around and left.
That’s what Nie Huaiyu said, and he always thought so in his heart.
However, after being rejected, he was not as disappointed as he imagined.
Instead, he still cared about Shen Qing.
—
After sending Chi Yan back, Shen Qing walked out of the inn.
Chi Yan gave him a large sum of money as a reward.
A casual sentence back then ruined Shen Qing’s entire life.
Chi Yan was very sorry.
Although he no longer has real power, he still has some money.
Shen Qing looked at the money and wondered in his heart:
Can he use the money to redeem his mother.
Father loves money…
maybe he’ll say yes, maybe.
If that’s the case, it would be great…
Shen Qing still maintains her marriage with Nie Huaiyu because her mother is in the hands of her father.
Maybe I still dreamed.
But now, Shen Qing can’t do it anymore…
He knows that the person Nie Huaiyu likes will always be Bai Luo.
I will never get his heart.
Unlike his mother, he would not get that person’s love for the rest of his life, and would live in endless pain.
Shen Qing felt that it was better to leave quickly.
Shen Qing took the money and left.
He wanted to go back to Shen’s residence and give it a try.
But what Shen Qing didn’t expect was that it wasn’t long before he left the inn.
He saw a group of people standing in front of him, surrounding him.
And among these people stood Nie Huaiyu impressively.
Shen Qing’s heart suddenly stopped.
He did not expect Nie Huaiyu to appear here.
Nie Huaiyu’s face was ugly, even his eyes were cold.
Seeing Shen Qing’s somewhat frightened expression, he walked towards the person in front of him step by step.
”What? You still know to be afraid?
Did I treat you too tolerantly? Made you forget your identity?
The wife of the majestic mansion didn’t come home in the middle of the night and stayed with a wild man all the time.
Shen Qing , aren’t you a bit too cheap?”