Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 22
Chapter 22 He Abandoned Himself
Bai Luo looked at the things in his hand with a pale face.
These things are very light, but he feels that they weigh a thousand catties.
It was so heavy that he could barely lift it…
He pinched the ceramic kitten vigorously, and suddenly had an urge to throw it away.
Obviously I like it so much…
But now I don’t want to see it at all.
Because as long as you see this thing, it’s like constantly reminding Bai Luo how unimportant he really is…
Even those who finally hoped to visit the market together.
It’s just to help Shen Yunnian buy gifts together.
A pain in the chest…
Bai Luo’s body was already weak, but after being tormented the day before yesterday, his illness became more serious…
Originally, with his body, even standing up was a bit laborious.
But because it was Chi Yan’s invitation, he tried his best to hold on.
But I didn’t expect that this invitation was not an invitation at all…
Chi Yan only thought about Shen Yunnian.
Bai Luo’s face was already extremely pale, not even a trace of blood on his lips.
Looking at the things in his hand now, he only felt a overwhelming pain in his chest…
There is even a rush of blood in the throat…
After paying the money, Chi Yan dragged Bai Luo forward again.
Bai Luo followed him blankly, feeling that his legs were filled with lead, and he didn’t even move a step.
But at this moment, Chi Yan seemed to think of something and said to Bai Luo: “By the way, why did I forget this… Yun Nian doesn’t seem to like cats very much.”
He looked at the thing in Bai Luo’s hand and frowned.
“Forget it, this is for you.”
Just now Bai Luo looked at something for a long time, and he seemed to like it quite a bit.
Since Yun Nian doesn’t like it, then give it to him.
Chi Yan said this with some generosity.
He didn’t see anything wrong with his behavior at all.
Because usually, Chi Yan would reward those servants with anything he didn’t want. Those servants also happily took these things when they got them, and they were very grateful.
In Chi Yan’s heart, Bai Luo should be very happy that he rewarded Bai Luo so much.
However, Bai Luo’s complexion became even uglier.
After going round and round, this thing returned to Bai Luo’s hands, but he didn’t like it at all…
Because Shen Yun didn’t want it, he gave it to himself…
Bai Luo knew that he was not qualified to care about it, but he couldn’t help but think about it.
“Subordinate, I don’t want…”
It doesn’t matter who Chi Yan gives it to.
Even throw it away.
Don’t give it to yourself!
He really didn’t want it at all.
But Chi Yan suddenly straightened his face.
“Bai Luo, what’s the matter with you? How can you say no to what I gave you? Take it for me!”
Bai Luo didn’t say anything, just lowered his head silently…
He held the ceramic kitten in his palm.
Such a cold thing, but he felt scorching hot, so hot that his palms began to ache.
The fishy sweetness in the throat became more intense.
Bai Luo’s face was pale, and even the things in front of him had double images.
His body is really bad.
Because of the severe cold, when I woke up this morning, my forehead seemed to be burning, and it was scalding hot.
Bai Luo supported a small stall next to him with his hands, his brows were wrinkled, and the expression on his face was full of pain.
Chi Yan walked too fast, he couldn’t keep up.
Chi Yan walked forward for a short distance, only to realize that the man hadn’t followed at all.
He turned around and frowned at him, “What’s the matter with you today? Why are you walking so slowly?”
“I’m sorry, my lord, I feel a little uncomfortable…”
Bai Luo’s face was indescribably ugly.
It was ugly as if it would fall down at any time.
It was only at this time that Chi Yan realized that something was wrong with Bai Luo.
Fingers rested on his forehead.
The scorching temperature surprised Chi Yan.
“Why is it so hot? Are you a pig? You ran out to the market when you were so hot. Won’t you tell me?”
Chi Yan roared out all of a sudden.
He pulled Bai Luo’s wrist and walked towards the palace.
“I’ll take you to the imperial doctor.”
Chi Yan’s speed was very fast, he quickly dragged Bai Luo along.
Bai Luo stared at him blankly, only then did he realize that this person actually cared about him!
This has never happened before…
Suddenly I feel like crying.
I really didn’t expect that before I died, I could feel the care from him once.
Tears inexplicably filled Bai Luo’s eyes, almost falling down.
There is already a smell of blood in the mouth…
Bai Luo didn’t want to be seen by Chi Yan, he was desperately enduring, even if there was blood gushing out, he would swallow it.
Fortunately, the imperial doctor of the palace had been ordered by the emperor long ago, and would not tell Chi Yan about his condition.
Bai Luo thought, even if he held on, he would go to the palace… don’t let Chi Yan find out.
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However, when he was about to reach the palace, he saw that the people in the palace were already looking for Chi Yan.
It seems that there is something urgent to ask Chi Yan to do?
When these people saw Chi Yan, their faces were full of anxiety.
“My lord, that’s great, I finally found you! Miss Shen from the Prime Minister’s Mansion fell off her horse today, she seemed to be frightened. They invite you to go over.”
When Chi Yan heard the news, even his expression changed.
In a hurry, he quickly let go of the hand that was holding Bai Luo. Instead, he grabbed the guard’s arms.
“What? Is Yun Nian injured?”
“Go back to the lord, Miss Shen is in good health and didn’t suffer any injuries. But she was seriously frightened, and she has been arguing to see the lord.”
Without even thinking about it, Chi Yan said directly to the guard: “Prepare the horse for me, I’ll go find her. Yun Nian has a delicate body, so I don’t know how frightened she is?”
Chi Yan left in a hurry, now he was worried about Shen Yunnian with all his heart and eyes.
But he forgot, his original purpose of going back to the palace…
Bai Luo stood there blankly, watching the man’s back as he went away…
Without even the slightest hesitation, he left himself here.
Seeing Chi Yan go away, those guards hurriedly followed.
No one noticed that there was another Bai Luo standing there alone.
…
The smell of blood in his mouth seemed to be getting stronger.
That mouthful of sweet blood finally surged up from his throat…
Bai Luo stretched out his hand and covered his mouth. He desperately wanted to swallow the blood, but this time he couldn’t control it no matter what…
The bright red blood slowly seeped out from between his fingers. Drop by drop on the ground…
Bai Luo covered his mouth with his hands, and the figure of that person was farther and farther away from him…
until it disappears…
Inexplicably, the body that had been supporting itself in front of Chi Yan suddenly seemed to lose the motivation to support it.
His legs felt unsteady…
Bai Luo weakly supported the wall behind him, he thought, it was not too far away from the palace.
He just needs to clean himself up and go back.
But.
The picture of the eyes has become darker and darker…
His consciousness is becoming more and more blurred…
Bai Luo’s body began to slide down uncontrollably.
He fell to the ground, completely unconscious.
