Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 23
　　It was not accidental that Chi Yan went to find Shen Yunnian.
　　But Shen Yunnian did it on purpose.
　　The spies in the palace today told her.
　　Early in the morning, Chi Yan took that Bai Luo out to the market.
　　And two days ago, the two of them slept in the same room for a whole night…
　　How could this not make Shen Yunnian feel a huge sense of crisis?
　　After Shen Yunnian knew that Chi Yan took Bai Luo out to the market, he immediately sent people from his family to look for Chi Yan.
　　She just didn’t want Chi Yan and Bai Luo to get closer.
　　Chi Yan belongs to her, so what does it have to do with that bitch?
　　Sure enough, after Chi Yan heard the news of Shen Yunnian’s injury, he immediately came to the Prime Minister’s Mansion non-stop.
　　When Shen Yunnian saw Chi Yan, his heart was filled with joy.
　　”My lord…”
　　She pretended to be very scared, and threw herself into Chi Yan’s arms. “It’s a good thing you’re here, I’m about to be scared to death…”
　　Chi Yan quickly stretched out his hand and hugged Shen Yunnian.
　　”It’s all right, isn’t this king here? Don’t be afraid.”
　　”Hmm…”
　　Shen Yunnian laughed through his tears.
　　Chi Yan was still holding the gadgets he bought at the market just now.
　　After Shen Yunnian saw it, he immediately took those things into his hands.
　　”Did you buy this for me?”
　　”That’s right!”
　　Chi Yan looked at the things he was holding in his hand, and then he remembered vaguely that he and Bai Luo bought them together just now.
　　However, he himself was in a hurry to see Shen Yunnian, so what about Bai Luo?
　　This guy is not a child anymore, he should go back by himself…
　　Chi Yan didn’t care too much, and said directly to Shen Yunnian:
　　”Look, do you like it?”
　　Shen Yunnian nodded vigorously.
　　These are worthless gadgets, how could she like them?
　　It’s just that these things were given by Chi Yan, no matter how much she doesn’t like them, she can only say she likes them.
　　Shen Yunnian flipped through these things impatiently.
　　She didn’t know why, Chi Yan always gave her these.
　　I have given it away before, and I will give it back this time…
　　Shen Yunnian really wanted to tell Chi Yan that she is a lady from everyone, not a poor boy who has never seen the world, how could she like this kind of thing?
　　But Shen Yunnian didn’t know.
　　These things are the girl he likes in Chi Yan’s memory, things he likes very much…
　　It’s just that at that time, the two of them were trapped in the mountains, and he didn’t have these things on him.
　　At that time, Chi Yan told that girl that he would give her a lot in the future…
　　Chi Yan has been holding Shen Yunnian halfway, watching these things with her.
　　This was what he had hoped for the most.
　　Once upon a time, he even dreamed about this girl…
　　Chi Yan liked Shen Yunnian for a long time, and he liked her since he was very young.
　　However, at that time, he didn’t know the girl’s name, whose family was it?
　　So he keeps looking for her.
　　I thought I would never find it in this life.
　　But he didn’t expect to find…
　　Chi Yan hugged the person in his arms vigorously.
　　Finally realized my dream. He should be very happy.
　　But, even Chi Yan himself didn’t know why?
　　Holding Shen Yunnian in his arms, he didn’t feel even the slightest bit of happiness.
　　Instead, he was still thinking about that guy Bai Luo.
　　Bai Luo’s condition is very bad today, his face is as pale as a piece of white paper.
　　It looks a little scary.
　　Chi Yan couldn’t help feeling a little worried.
　　But soon he felt that his worries were unnecessary…
　　He was really crazy.
　　Why worry about a guy with rough skin and thick flesh?
　　In such a cold day, even a dog could freeze to death, but he didn’t freeze to death.
　　Isn’t that enough to say that the guy is physically good enough?
　　So what if it’s a bit cold?
　　He should just take some medicine…
　　Bai Luo fell into a drowsy sleep.
　　Even in his sleep, he felt pain in his heart.
　　The back of Chi Yanyuan kept appearing in his dreams…
　　No matter how hard he chased him, he couldn’t catch him.
　　When Bai Luo opened his eyes, he was still rejoicing that this was a dream.
　　But after a while, he remembered, where is this a dream?
　　Obviously it happened for real…
　　He was really abandoned by that man…
　　His heart pumped hard, Bai Luo coughed violently, and a mouthful of blood gushed out of his throat.
　　Bai Luo stretched out his hand and covered his mouth with it.
　　He clenched his fingers vigorously, subconsciously hiding the blood.
　　At this moment, Bai Luo suddenly heard a man’s voice from beside him.
　　”Are you awake?”
　　Bai Luo realized at this moment that he was not in the palace.
　　It was not Yang Qian who appeared in front of him
　　, but the young master he saw at the reception last time.
　　Before Bai Luo could speak, he heard Nie Huaiyu say to himself:
　　”Before, I have always heard that the emperor found a medicinal Gu for Chi Yan. It was used to treat the poison on his body.
　　That medicinal Gu is you, right
　　? , I didn’t expect…
　　it turns out that making medicine Gu requires such a sacrifice…”
　　Nie Huaiyu thought of how he picked Bai Luo back from the street.
　　Where does this guy look like a living person? It’s almost the same as being dead.
　　He fell to the ground with his eyes closed, and his mouth was covered in blood.
　　Fortunately, Nie Huaiyu passed by there today, otherwise, this Bai Luo would have died…
　　”Bai Luo, is this medicinal Gu used to absorb Gu poison? Is it true that Chi Yan’s health is better, your body Worse?”
　　Bai Luo looked at him in disbelief, and subconsciously said,
　　”My health is fine…”
　　Nie Huaiyu looked at Bai Luo, frowning slightly.
　　He grabbed Bai Luo’s hand violently, and opened his fist-shrunk hand.
　　The shocking red was instantly displayed in front of the two of them.
　　Bai Luo didn’t expect Nie Huaiyu to easily discover the secret he had hidden for so long.
　　He had been with Chi Yan for so long, Chi Yan never knew it.
　　But a stranger found out!
　　Bai Luo felt extremely sad.
　　His health was indeed poor, and he always began to vomit blood unconsciously. Sometimes even halfway with Chi Yan, he could spit out blood.
　　At that time, in order to cover up, he carefully hid the blood in the palm of his hand, and then wiped it off when Chi Yan was not paying attention.
　　He thought he was hiding well, that he would never be discovered by anyone.
　　However, I never thought that it would be so easy to find out…
　　It turned out that as long as he broke the hand he was holding tightly, he would know everything.
　　It is true that he is too stupid.
　　I’m afraid that only if you don’t care to the extreme, you won’t notice at all…
　　Nie Huaiyu stared at the pool of blood, and then said: “This is what you said? Does Chi Yan know?”
　　Nie Huaiyu still remembers that day Chi Yan insulted Bai Luo’s words.
　　Chi Yan made Bai Luo’s remarks unsightly, as if he was a villain who only made medicine Gu for the sake of glory and wealth.
　　However, who would give up their lives for the sake of glory and wealth?
　　Nie Huaiyu suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
　　”I’ll tell him for you.”
　　This fool was about to die because of Chi Yan, but Chi Yan still didn’t know anything.
　　Even insulting him like that.
　　This is too unfair!
　　Although the two of them were not familiar with each other, Nie Huaiyu subconsciously wanted to help Bai Luo out.
　　However, Bai Luo grabbed Nie Huaiyu’s clothes and shouted excitedly:
　　”No!”
　　”Please don’t!”
　　Bai Luo didn’t want to let Chi Yan know that he was about to die.
　　He was afraid that if Chi Yan knew about this, Chi Yan would look at him with disdain, and then said to him: “Great, a disgusting person like you can finally disappear!” Although Bai Luo knew that Chi
　　Yan hate oneself.
　　But no matter what, he couldn’t bear him saying such things in front of himself.
　　That way, he would feel that even his existence in this world was a mistake!
　　”Please…don’t say…”
　　At least let him die with dignity…
　　Bai Luo had actively sought medical treatment before, hoping that he could live longer.
　　But now, he only hoped that he would not die so embarrassingly.
　　Nie Huaiyu looked at Bai Luo in disbelief, he had never seen such a stupid person.
　　I was about to die for one person, but I still refused to let that person know.
　　His brows furrowed slightly.
　　Forget it…
　　it was none of his business.
　　It’s just…
　　I feel inexplicably distressed.
　　Nie Huaiyu looked at Bai Luo helplessly, shook his head and said,
　　”Why are you so stupid… Then even if you die later, he won’t know! Even he still misunderstood you…”
　　Bai Luo’s body trembled Trembling, said with some difficulty:
　　”I don’t care…”
　　But, how could it be possible not to care?
