Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 32

Chapter Thirty-Two Even if it’s gone, it’s no big deal

After visiting the Lantern Festival.

After Chi Yan returned to the mansion, he habitually asked his servants to call Bai Luo over.

Chi Yan and Bai Luo have been together for too long.

It’s been so long that even he himself didn’t realize that Bai Luo’s existence has completely integrated into every part of his life for him.

During the two days before Bai Luo was away, he couldn’t even sleep well.

Now, he had just sent Bai Luo away, yet he was anxious to see Bai Luo again.

However, just as Chi Yan’s words were spoken, the servants carefully reminded him.

“My lord, did you forget? You have already sent Bai Luo to Miss Shen’s residence.”

Chi Yan sat down a little annoyed.

It wasn’t until this moment that he remembered that he had already sent Bai Luo away…

“It’s good to send it away.”

Such a vicious Bai Luo really needs someone to teach him well.

Although Chi Yan thought so in his heart.

But he was lying on the bed by himself, but couldn’t fall asleep after tossing and turning.

I just feel that the side of my bed is empty, as if something is missing.

Habits are such a terrible thing…

When people are by their side, they don’t feel anything.

But once it’s gone, there will be a sense of emptiness that makes people lose their minds.

Chi Yan couldn’t sleep no matter what.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he seemed to see Bai Luo beside him.

Then carefully please yourself.

I don’t know how this guy is doing now?

Chi Yan felt as if he was in a daze.

He had just sent Bai Luo away, but he kept thinking of him.

Chi Yan suddenly sat up from the bed.

Then he walked out the door impatiently, and asked the guard outside, “How is Bai Luo doing now?”

Inexplicably want to know his news…

I don’t know if he can’t sleep now like himself? Or sleep soundly without heart?

Chi Yan was thinking, if that guy dared to sleep soundly, he would definitely take care of him!

They have already given Bai Luo away, but when Chi Yan thought of Bai Luo, there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He suddenly regretted it.

In fact, Bai Luo can also train him himself, it’s not that Shen Yunnian is required…

–

Shen Yunnian had spies in Chi Yan’s house, so Chi Yan naturally had one too.

If he wanted to know the news about Shen’s residence, he only needed to open his mouth to know.

However, just as Chi Yan said his words, the guards were all stunned.

“Go back to the prince, Bai Luo has not returned to Miss Shen’s residence.”

“What did you say?”

Chi Yan looked at them in disbelief, what does it mean that Bai Luo did not return to Shen Yunnian’s house?

Bai Luo got into Shen’s carriage, and he saw it with his own eyes.

How could he not have returned to Shen Yunnian’s residence?

Chi Yan was already a little uneasy in his heart.

Hearing what they said now, the uneasiness in my heart instantly magnified infinitely.

The strange scene I saw in the palace before was in my mind.

At that time, he wanted to go to find out.

It was just stopped by Shen Yunnian.

Now as long as he thinks about the scene that happened before, he feels his heart flustered instantly.

Even the tone of his speech became extremely fierce.

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier that Bai Luo didn’t go back! Where did he go now?”

The guards looked at each other in blank dismay, unable to answer at all.

How could they know where Bai Luo went?

“Subordinates don’t know…”

“Why don’t you know? Why don’t you follow Bai Luo!”

Chi Yan kicked these people violently. I just feel like my scalp is tingling.

Could something happen to Bai Luo?

Those bad premonitions before spread rapidly in Chi Yan’s heart…

However, the guards still felt very wronged.

They all know how much the prince hates Bai Luo, so no one will pay special attention to Bai Luo’s whereabouts.

Even if Bai Luo didn’t return to the Prime Minister’s Mansion, they didn’t take it to heart.

After all, the prince hates him so much…

To the prince, Bai Luo is like a dog.

Who lost a dog and would go to report to the prince?

“But my lord, you hate Bai Luo so much, we thought you wouldn’t care…so we didn’t inform you…”

When Chi Yan saw these people say such words, his heart sank.

What do you mean he doesn’t care?

How could he not care?

Chi Yan grabbed the guard by his collar and slammed him to the ground, “Bastard, what use does this king want you for?”

Having no time to deal with these guards, Chi Yan rushed to the Prime Minister’s Mansion non-stop.

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Unlike Chi Yan who was in such a hurry, Shen Yunnian did not show any nervous expression after hearing the news that Bai Luo was not there.

He even said indifferently:

“My lord, I thought what’s wrong? Isn’t it just that a servant has disappeared? Why is your lord so anxious?”

Shen Yunnian still doesn’t know Bai Luo’s current situation. She thought that Bai Luo must be raped and defiled by those people.

There was a smug smile in his eyes, but there was also a trace of jealousy full of disgust in his heart.

This Bai Luo really should have been eliminated sooner.

Chi Yan actually came to find him just for him!

I really want Chi Yan to take a good look at the picture of Bai Luo sleeping with a group of men…

However, there is no rush.

Shen Yunnian couldn’t let Chi Yan know that Bai Luo’s accident was related to him, so he could only pretend that he didn’t know anything.

“My lord, I don’t know where that Bai Luo went? Those servants didn’t inform me either.

I’ll let them find it now. When I find it, I will send someone to notify the prince…

It’s already so late, the prince can rest at my house first. ”

Speaking of which, Shen Yunnian walked over, wanting to hold Chi Yan’s arm and let him live in the prime minister’s mansion temporarily.

But how could Chi Yan rest?

His heart felt like he was scratching his heart.

Chi Yan said to his guards: “You look for me, even if you dig three feet, you have to find Bai Luo! If you can’t find it today, none of you will be allowed to sleep!”

As he said that, Chi Yan shook off Shen Yunnian’s hand and walked out the door.

Shen Yunnian looked at his hand that was thrown away, and his face changed suddenly.

She didn’t expect Chi Yan to treat herself like this.

When did Chi Yan not take good care of her when he saw her before? Never even spoke loudly to her once.

Now he actually threw himself away because of that Bai Luo!

Shen Yunnian called out all of a sudden.

“My lord! What’s wrong with you? That Bai Luo is just a servant. Even if he disappeared, there is nothing to look for.

Now the prince actually pushed me away because of him. Could it be that Bai Luo is more important than me? ”

Chi Yan was stunned by Shen Yunnian’s words.

“how can that be possible?”

Chi Yan habitually said such words, he looked at Shen Yunnian’s angry face, and hurried over to comfort her.

“I’m sorry, Yun Nian. It’s my fault…you’re right. Then Bai Luo is just a servant. Even if you can’t find it, it’s no big deal…”

With that said, Chi Yan hugged Shen Yunnian into his arms again.

Feeling the person in his arms, Chi Yan also felt that his reaction just now was too much.

How could he treat Yun Nian like this for Bai Luo?

Shen Yunnian even said to Chi Yan:

“If the prince wants guards, I have plenty here, and I will give some to the prince when the time comes!

If Bai Luo is gone, he will be gone. I don’t think the prince even needs to look for it. Isn’t this a waste of troops? ”

“Um……”

Chi Yan nodded.

In his own heart, he desperately told himself.

Yun Nian was right.

Bai Luo is just a lowly servant.

Now that his Gu poison has been cured, Bai Luo has no use for himself anymore.

Even if such a person disappears, it is no big deal.

But……

Even if Chi Yan has already told himself so hard.

But there is no way to control the discomfort in my heart.

That kind of impatience came from all directions and filled him up!

Chi Yan didn’t know how to describe that feeling.

It seems…

Very important very important people.

It’s almost like disappearing from my life!