Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 33
　The palace lost a servant, which was an insignificant matter.
　　After all, there are so many servants in the palace, it is impossible for Chi Yan to know every one of them.
　　Even His Majesty the Emperor sent seven or eight people over the next day. It is said that it is a new medicine Gu specially selected for Chi Yan.
　　This time Chi Yan can pick whoever he wants.
　　There is no need to stick to Bai Luo alone.
　　Chi Yan and Bai Luo slept together for five years, during which time the emperor sent many people to Chi Yan.
　　However, Chi Yan refused on the grounds that these people were not medicine Gu.
　　Naturally, the emperor would not allow Chi Yan to favor only a lowly guard.
　　It’s just that at that time, only Bai Luo could detoxify Chi Yan’s poison, so even if he didn’t like it, there was nothing he could do.
　　Now five years have passed, and the Gu poison on Chi Yan’s body has almost been cured.
　　The emperor thought about giving away Chi Yan again.
　　These people in front of me are said to be medicine Gu, but compared to Bai Luo back then, they are completely different.
　　They have never experienced the suffering that Bai Luo experienced.
　　It’s just some beauties who were sent over with the excuse of medicine Gu.
　　Chi Yan looked at the people in front of him, and squeezed his fingers hard.
　　I can’t express the irritability in my heart.
　　Now, everyone is telling him.
　　It’s just an insignificant servant lost, it’s no big deal.
　　Yun Nian said so, the guards said so…
　　even he himself felt so.
　　Isn’t it just a servant lost?
　　What’s the big deal.
　　It doesn’t matter if there is no servant like Bai Luo.
　　It’s not even necessary to find…
　　However, when he looked at these people in front of him, he felt an unspeakable pain in his heart.
　　Chi Yan still remembers how the emperor sent Bai Luo to his side…
　　At that time, Bai Luo was only sixteen years old, and he was only a half-grown child.
　　When he looked at himself, there was a hint of ignorance in his eyes, but also an attachment that even Chi Yan himself found strange.
　　At that time, when Chi Yan saw him, he just felt ridiculous, how could he sleep with a man?
　　No matter how beautiful Bai Luo is, he is still just a man!
　　There is not a day when Chi Yan does not wish that Bai Luo can disappear from this world.
　　Even if it must be a medicinal Gu used to cure diseases, it shouldn’t be a man…
　　Now the emperor really sent a lot of women to Chi Yan.
　　But Chi Yan didn’t feel happy at all.
　　Instead, I felt my heart was throbbing.
　　That’s right…
　　Bai Luo is just a medicine Gu, if you don’t have it, just replace it with another one.
　　Even more than one, as long as Chi Yan speaks, he can have countless.
　　But when Chi Yan looked at these “medicine Gu” in front of him, he felt angry.
　　The anger that didn’t know where it came from enveloped his whole body.
　　Now Bai Luo’s life and death are unknown, and his people have searched for the whole night, but there is no news.
　　These people are so eager to replace him!
　　Does this mean that… from now on, I will never see that guy again?
　　It is the most normal thing to change the old and the new…
　　However, Chi Yan can’t accept such a thing to happen.
　　He grabbed the things on the table violently and threw them at these people.
　　”Get out! You all get out!”
　　Although Chi Yan had also found the so-called medicine Gu himself in order to stimulate Bai Luo before.
　　However, looking at these people now, he wished that they would all disappear.
　　He didn’t want anyone to replace Bai Luo!
　　Bai Luo fell into a drowsy sleep, and his mind was full of images of himself being raped and defiled.
　　Even in his sleep, he desperately resisted.
　　Isn’t he already dying?
　　Why are these people still able to lie on their bodies and pick up their clothes?
　　Tears welled up from Bai Luo’s eyes.
　　He let out a desperate cry of pain.
　　Don’t…
　　In a trance, Bai Luo felt that the cloth strip in his mouth had disappeared.
　　He would never allow such a thing to happen, he didn’t even think about it, he bit his tongue directly.
　　”Ah!” A scream rang out all of a sudden.
　　Bai Luo suddenly opened his eyes.
　　It wasn’t until this time that he realized that everything that happened just now was just a dream.
　　It’s just that what was biting in his mouth was not his own tongue, but Nie Huaiyu’s fingers.
　　Bai Luo bit his tongue and committed suicide with a death-defying heart in his heart. So he has great strength.
　　That bite directly dripped blood from Nie Huaiyu’s hand.
　　And that scream came from a maid beside Nie Huaiyu.
　　When Nie Huaiyu sent Bai Luo back before, he originally thought that he belonged to Chi Yan, so he returned it to Chi Yan.
　　But he didn’t expect that Chi Yan made Bai Luo kneel in the busy market that day and suffered all kinds of humiliation.
　　Nie Huaiyu felt a little guilty in his heart, he was afraid that something would happen to Bai Luo again, so he sent two secret guards to follow him.
　　Unexpectedly, something really happened this time…
　　Nie Huaiyu will never forget the scene when he saw Bai Luoshi again.
　　Bai Luo’s whole body seemed to be soaked in blood.
　　So much bright red blood flowed out of his body, a living person was already dying.
　　His clothes were torn and tattered, and there were bruises on his body from being forced.
　　If it wasn’t for his people to go in time, the consequences would be unimaginable.
　　At that time, Nie Huaiyu almost thought that Bai Luo was dead.
　　Such a boy who loved Chi Yan deeply, after returning to Chi Yan’s side, what he got was not Chi Yan’s love, but his inhumane treatment!
　　Nie Huaiyu felt a stagnation in his heart.
　　He was thinking, if he hadn’t sent Bai Luo back, wouldn’t Bai Luo have become like this… Nie
　　Huaiyu took care of Bai Luo by his side for two days, and finally took care of his situation. better.
　　Before she had time to be happy, she never thought that the first thing Bai Luo would do after waking up would be to kill herself by biting her tongue!
　　Nie Huaiyu didn’t think about it, and directly leaned over and hugged Bai Luo in his arms.
　　”It’s all right, it’s all right…”
　　He kept comforting him in his mouth.
　　The finger was still in Bai Luo’s mouth, and he didn’t dare to take it out, just letting him bite like this.
　　Bai Luo felt the salty taste of blood in his mouth, and only then did he realize that his nightmare was over…
　　Tears burst out of Bai Luo’s eyes.
　　He loosened his teeth and kept apologizing to Nie Huaiyu.
　　”I’m sorry…”
　　However, even though he was no longer in the previous dangerous situation, the fear in Bai Luo’s heart did not decrease at all.
　　He was still terrified and uneasy in his heart, and he curled up into a ball.
　　Seeing Bai Luo like this, Nie Huaiyu had no choice but to cover him with the quilt and turn off the wick, wanting him to rest first.
　　However, what Nie Huaiyu didn’t expect was that when Bai Luo saw the darkness everywhere, his whole body trembled.
　　Nie Huaiyu didn’t know that when Bai Luo was about to be raped and defiled before, it was such a dark scene…
　　The blackness was boundless, extinguished all his hopes, and almost buried him…
　　Bai Luo Seeing the darkness in front of him, the most terrifying memory in his heart suddenly emerged.
　　Obviously there was no one in front of him, but he felt that in front of him were those two people who wanted to rape him.
　　It was as if they were right in front of my eyes, walking towards me with a ferocious face.
　　”No! Don’t!”
　　Bai Luo screamed desperately, his eyes full of fear.
　　He kept moving back and forth, but behind him was a wall.
　　He has no way out.
　　That terrifying feeling of suffocation almost enveloped Bai Luo’s whole body.
　　He screamed in pain, not knowing how to escape from here? In desperation, he turned around and smashed his head against the wall.
　　Even if he is dead, he cannot be touched by these people!
　　It never occurred to Bai Luo to have such a big reaction after turning off the lights.
　　Nie Huaiyu was terrified.
　　He quickly hugged Bai Luo, and ordered someone to light up the lamp.
　　A trembling voice then rang in Bai Luo’s ear.
　　”Don’t be afraid, I’m not leaving. With me here, no one will bully you. I can protect you…”
