Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 36
　”Bai Luo!”
　　Chi Yan felt like he was going crazy.
　　The moment he saw Bai Luo jumping out of the car, he felt his whole heart throbbing, and even his scalp was numb.
　　Chi Yan didn’t even have time to react, so he followed Bai Luo and jumped under the car.
　　She tightly hugged Bai Luo’s body with her fingers, and hugged him in her arms.
　　The body hit the ground heavily. Severe pain came from Chi Yan’s left arm.
　　Fortunately, when he jumped, he deliberately jumped in the direction of the grass, otherwise the fate would be disastrous.
　　All the guards around were terrified.
　　This is the prince!
　　If there is something wrong with the prince, they can’t even think about living.
　　These people rushed up one by one in an instant, and surrounded Chi Yan.
　　”My lord, are you alright?”
　　However, Chi Yan didn’t care about himself at all, he was checking on Bai Luo’s injuries.
　　”No injury, right?”
　　Chi Yan’s heart is still beating thumpingly.
　　The fear of being about to lose has never disappeared since the very beginning…
　　In fact, when Chi Yan saw Bai Luo just now, he had already discovered it…
　　Bai Luo’s condition did not seem to be Not very good.
　　The person who was supposed to enjoy himself in the Hou’s mansion turned out to be emaciated and out of shape. Even his face was frighteningly pale, and he didn’t know if he was sick…
　　Now, the speed of this carriage is so fast, if Bai Luo jumped from here, something might happen to him!
　　Good thing… he hugged him.
　　Chi Yan looked at Bai Luo seriously.
　　I’m afraid even he himself can’t understand that his status is so noble.
　　How could you do this for a lowly guard?
　　But Chi Yan couldn’t help it.
　　The bad premonition in my heart was too strong.
　　At this moment, even he himself has to admit that he can’t lose Bai Luo at all!
　　However, Chi Yan was already like this, yet Bai Luo didn’t even look at him.
　　Don’t say any words of concern, but still walk towards the direction where the string of beads is.
　　He even picked up those beads one by one.
　　Chi Yan’s hand was squeezed fiercely, and the expression on his face became extremely ferocious.
　　Once upon a time, he didn’t say that he was injured like he is now. Even if a small cut was made with his finger, Bai Luo would make a fuss beside him, and his heart ached terribly.
　　Now he is already doing this for Bai Luo, but Bai Luo doesn’t even look at him.
　　Still thinking about those beads!
　　”Bai Luo!”
　　Chi Yan gritted his teeth and called Bai Luo’s name, trying to pull him up.
　　But Bai Luo shook his finger away forcefully.
　　Chi Yan had never been treated like this by Bai Luo before, and his face became more and more gloomy and ugly.
　　Bai Luo’s arm was also scratched a little, and red blood was still oozing out of it.
　　However, Bai Luo didn’t care about his injuries at all, some beads even got into the grooves in the ground, so he lay down on the ground to pick them up.
　　His body was covered with dust and he looked miserable.
　　”Bai Luo, do you know what you look like? You look like a beggar!
　　I’ve already told you that these things are worthless now, and even if you pick them up, they’re useless Even if you are greedy for money, you should use your brain!”
　　Hearing Chi Yan’s belittling words, Bai Luo’s fingers froze a little.
　　Tears are already rolling in the eyes.
　　Anyway, in Chi Yan’s heart, he is always the most humble.
　　Any bad word, he will use it on himself.
　　A beggar…
　　greedy for money…
　　But, in Chi Yan’s heart, he is already so unbearable, why he still refuses to let himself go?
　　Bai Luo’s fingers were trembling. Chi Yan pulled him up all of a sudden.
　　”Don’t pick it up. I order you not to pick it up!”
　　Chi Yan looked at Bai Luo angrily.
　　”If you really like it so much, can I compensate you? No matter how many beads you want, I will give it to you!”
　　Anyway, this string of beads is not difficult for Chi Yan to get.
　　As long as he opens his mouth, let alone such a piece, even if there are thousands of pieces, he can easily get them!
　　But Chi Yan didn’t understand that what Bai Luo wanted was not the beads themselves.
　　What he cares about is the heart conveyed to him by Nie Huaiyu…
　　A person who has never been cherished by others in this life… This is
　　the first time I feel such a precious heart.
　　How could he not care…
　　Now such a precious heart is trampled like this.
　　Bai Luo desperately wanted to get it back and protect it.
　　”You don’t understand, it’s different…”
　　Bai Luo said silently.
　　”Why is it different?”
　　Chi Yan’s face was full of sarcasm.
　　The only difference is that one was given by Nie Huaiyu and the other by himself!
　　Is Nie Huaiyu that good?
　　Just so worthy of this bastard’s liking?
　　As long as he thinks of this, Chi Yan will be full of anger.
　　There was no way he could accept such a conjecture.
　　He would rather be Bai Luo who is greedy for money than that he has moved on!
　　Chi Yan gritted his teeth and forcibly pulled Bai Luo back into the carriage.
　　He couldn’t wait to pinch Bai Luo’s cheek, and then kissed him on the lips.
　　Chi Yan kissed Bai Luo forcefully, even biting his lip.
　　The anger in my heart could not be controlled at all.
　　This bastard, he left without authorization and ran to Nie Huaiyu’s house to post back.
　　Still holding that broken bead, making such a disgusting gesture there!
　　There was unspeakable anger in my heart.
　　It seems that only by holding him tightly in his arms like now, can his heart that has already been frightened become a little more comfortable…so even if Chi
　　Yan His side arm was already injured, but he was unwilling to let go of Bai Luo at all… Finally,
　　transparent tears passed from the corner of Bai Luo’s eyes and slowly fell into their mouths.
　　Salty tears, dizzy in the mouth, unspeakably bitter.
　　Chi Yan sensed the presence of that tear, and was immediately upset.
　　Everything seems to be out of control…but he doesn’t know how to get everything back to the way it was?
　　Once upon a time…
　　when he kissed Bai Luo, Bai Luo always had a joyful smile.
　　He will look at himself carefully, and then please himself.
　　But now there are only tears!
　　Such a change filled Chi Yan’s heart with a gap.
　　Chi Yan let go of Bai Luo’s arm, and yelled at him fiercely:
　　”Don’t forget, you belong to me! You can’t have anyone else in your heart except me! You belong to Chi Yan alone! Do you remember?” Bai Luo just looked at the person in front of him like this,
　　listening Watching what he said to himself…
　　an unspeakable bitterness spread in his heart…
　　Chi Yan sent him away, and let him fall into such a dangerous situation.
　　When he begged Chi Yan to save him in desperation, Chi Yan was still with Shen Yunnian…
　　He was unwilling to even step forward to take a look at such a simple thing.
　　But now he said that he was his…
　　He also made himself unable to like others.
　　Bai Luo stared at Chi Yan intently, transparent tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.
　　”But lord, you forgot…you have already abandoned me with your own hands…” a
