Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 50

Chapter 50 Chi Yan, everything should be over

Bai Luo was sent to Yang Qian’s place by Chi Yan.

Yang Qian knew at a glance that Bai Luo’s injury was intentionally bitten open again.

Yang Qian was really angry and anxious.

Taking advantage of Chi Yan’s absence, Yang Qian hurriedly said to Bai Luo: “Bai Luo, are you crazy? Are you so anxious to die?”

Although Yang Qian knew that Bai Luo would definitely die.

But he just felt bad.

He was really working hard to help Bai Luo find a way to survive…

As long as there is a glimmer of life, he doesn’t want to miss it.

Yang Qian has been in the palace for so many years, he has already regarded Bai Luo as his own younger brother.

He simply didn’t want to see Bai Luo die helplessly like this.

Bai Luo looked at Yang Qian with a pale face, and tears began to glisten in his eyes.

If he died like this…

Apart from being reluctant to part with his younger brothers and sisters, Yang Qian should be the one who is most reluctant…

Bai Luo wrote on Yang Qian’s palm with his own hand:

“It’s fine.”

Bai Luo paused, and wrote another sentence: “If possible, I would like to ask you one thing.”

Bai Luo knew that he would do a great thing.

He wanted to make Chi Yan lose face.

If possible, it would be best to let Chi Yan kill himself in a fit of anger.

Even if Chi Yan didn’t kill him, he would kill himself.

Anyway, it’s a death anyway.

Bai Luo was afraid that Chi Yan would take Yang Qian’s anger after his death.

So he wanted Yang Qian to leave with his siblings.

Bai Luo couldn’t let Yang Qian know his plan, and he knew Yang Qian’s personality.

Yang Qian is a person who pays too much attention to loyalty. If you let him know what he thinks, he will definitely not want to leave.

So Bai Luo could only write to Yang Qian: “I found a place for my younger brothers and sisters, but I don’t trust others. So I can only ask you for help. Please help me send them there!”

Yang Qian really agreed.

“Okay, I’ll help you!”

With no more worries, even the smile on the corner of Bai Luo’s mouth became extremely gentle.

It’s been a long time since he smiled like this.

In the palace for so many years, every day is so unworthy.

All his love, all his enthusiasm, all went to waste here.

In the end, it seemed that even his own existence had become worthless…

Bai Luo didn’t even know, what was he doing alive?

In the past, Bai Luo lived in poverty in the Valley of Miraculous Doctors, but in fact he was also a person who loved to laugh.

Before meeting Chi Yan, he was smiling every day.

But now, even if he could make him laugh from the bottom of his heart, he couldn’t do it.

Only today, his smile is full of relief…

I’m afraid I know I’m going to die.

That’s why Bai Luo smiled unusually softly.

When Chi Yan rushed over, what he saw was Bai Luo’s gentle smiling face.

His face became particularly ugly again.

What Chi Yan can’t stand the most is Bai Luo smiling at other men.

After Yang Qian healed Bai Luo and left.

Chi Yan walked up to Bai Luo, and said to Bai Luo in a warning tone:

“Have you forgotten that you are mine?

Don’t flirt with Yang Qian in front of me again, otherwise I don’t mind killing him! ”

“But……”

Bai Luo’s tongue was already in pain, and it was difficult to make a sound at all.

But he still said to Chi Yan with an extremely hoarse voice:

“In the heart of the prince, isn’t a subordinate equal to a dog? How can the prince care who a dog flirts with?”

Bai Luo looked indescribably wronged.

He said this on purpose, in order to let Chi Yan know that he had heard everything Chi Yan and Shen Yunian said.

After following Chi Yan for five years, he is nothing more than a dog in Chi Yan’s heart!

I’m afraid there is nothing more ironic than this, that he doesn’t even count as a person.

Bai Luo wanted to know, if he said that to Chi Yan, would he feel uneasy?

I’m afraid not.

After all, how could this person care about the feelings of a guard if he was so high above him?

However, Bai Luo didn’t care about Chi Yan’s thoughts at all, he just wanted to embarrass him.

Even if he doesn’t care about himself anymore, he will still feel uneasy if he is asked face to face like this.

Chi Yan was taken aback when he heard Bai Luo’s words.

Before when he told Shen Yunian that he regarded Bai Luo as a dog, he didn’t think much about it.

He even felt that even if Bai Luo knew about it, it would be nothing.

But now being asked by Bai Luo himself.

But he felt that his heart was full of fear and anxiety, he didn’t want Bai Luo to show such aggrieved expression in front of him at all.

“Bai Luo, if you behaved well, I wouldn’t treat you like that…”

“Then what do you think of your subordinates? In the heart of the prince, is Miss Shen more important than your subordinates?

If only one of his subordinates and Miss Shen can survive, will the prince choose Miss Shen without hesitation? ”

From Chi Yan’s point of view, Bai Luo’s question is simply beyond his control!

Shen Yunnian is irreplaceable in Chi Yan’s heart, so how can he be compared to Bai Luo?

But Chi Yan couldn’t say such an obvious answer again.

As if it was an unspeakable answer.

The irony in Bai Luo’s eyes was even worse.

But he still resolved Chi Yan’s embarrassment.

“Forget it, this subordinate also knows his own position. How dare this subordinate compare with Miss Shen?

As long as he can make the prince happy, Bai Luo is already satisfied.

It’s just… I hope that in the future, the prince will stop treating Bai Luo as a dog.

No matter how humble Bai Luo is, he still feels uncomfortable…”

While saying such words, Bai Luo actually leaned over and kissed Chi Yan’s lips.

Chi Yan was still guilty of treating Bai Luo as a dog.

However, after being kissed by Bai Luo like this, even his eyes turned red in an instant.

Chi Yan and Bai Luo have been together for so long, Bai Luo has never taken the initiative.

Bai Luo is too reserved, except that at the very beginning, Bai Luo took off his clothes and begged himself to fuck him.

The back is almost like a piece of wood.

When you are in bed, you don’t understand sex at all.

Chi Yan himself couldn’t imagine why he had been in bed with a piece of wood for so long?

At this moment when Chi Yan was kissed by Bai Luo, his heart began to beat fast.

For a moment, he looked like a fledgling young man with an indescribable smile on his mouth.

Knowing that Bai Luo’s health is really bad now, Chi Yan couldn’t control it.

The emotions I want to get in my heart are too strong.

With one hand, he tore off the clothes on Bai Luo’s body, and threw him onto the bed.

Bai Luo endured everything this man brought to him.

Pain, sorrow, and skin-to-skin contact like this now…

She obviously hates him so much, but she can only please him like she is doing now.

There is nothing more tragic than this in this world…

Chi Yan was too impatient, he was eager to possess everything that Bai Luo had.

At this moment, there is not much foreplay at all, so she is eager to possess him.

Bai Luo’s body hurts, but his heart hurts even more…

But it doesn’t matter.

He knew that it would be over before long.

Bai Luo slowly closed his eyes.

Let Chi Yan sink infinitely in this ocean of desire.

–

“Brother, when are you coming to accompany us?”

It was Bai Luo’s younger brother who said this.

Over the past few days, Bai Luo and Chi Yanxu have been arguing with each other.

He managed to gain Chi Yan’s trust, and said that he would let Yang Qian take his younger brothers and sisters out to the market to play.

Because Bai Luo didn’t leave by himself, Chi Yan didn’t stop him too much.

Bai Luo knew that his chance had come.

When he was in the palace, Bai Luo didn’t have much chance to accompany his younger brothers and sisters.

Now that he is about to die, he will never have the chance to be with them again.

Bai Yu touched the faces of these children with his hands, his eyes were full of sadness.

“Brother will look for you as soon as possible. You must do well in the future and make a big career, so that your brother will be proud.”

Bai Luo was afraid that the longer he watched them, the more reluctant he would be…

So after saying this, he ruthlessly stuffed his younger brother into the carriage.

Then he directly ordered the coachman to drive away.

Bai Luo stood there blankly, watching the carriage gallop away.

There was an unspeakable pain in his heart.

When Bai Luo brought them out together, Bai Luo promised that he would take care of them for the rest of their lives.

But now, he is doomed to break his promise.

he will die…

And die a very miserable death soon.

Bai Luo has been standing here, watching the carriage leave.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and happiness in his eyes.

Bai Luo knew that there would definitely be many shadow guards by his side.

Chi Yan took himself very seriously, he would not allow himself to leave.

But Chi Yan didn’t expect that if he didn’t leave, he could send away all the people he cared about.

A charming smile appeared on the corner of Bai Luo’s mouth.

It looks like it’s covered with thorns!

Now he is like the most beautiful flower, but no one knows that this flower is poisonous at all.

It is untouchable.

Bai Luo stretched out his hand, looking at the string of beads on his hand.

It was Chi Yan who found him again.

This bead is indeed priceless.

It was even better than what Nie Huaiyu gave him before.

If it was the past, Bai Luo would be so happy that he couldn’t sleep for days and nights.

But now, he felt extremely disgusted.

Without even hesitating, Bai Luo went to a dagger stall and exchanged the string of beads for a dagger.

Chi Yan would never know that the dagger he used to end his life would be exchanged for the beads he sent.

If he knew, the expression must be very good.

Bai Luo felt a little regretful that he couldn’t see it anymore.

But it doesn’t matter.

There was a cruel smile on the corner of Bai Luo’s mouth.

Silently thinking in my heart:

Chi Yan, everything should end…