Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 57
　Red blood trickled down from Bai Luo’s wrist drop by drop.
　　It fell into the bowl that Chi Yan was holding.
　　The circles of water patterns on it slowly swayed around.
　　Bai Luo’s face was weak with naked eyes, he didn’t speak any more, and his eyes had already dimmed.
　　Everything came back to the original point…
　　Yang Qian’s antidote turned into poison.
　　The more blood you bleed, the longer it will take for the poison to take hold.
　　Bai Luo would have died in the first place…
　　but now it’s just back to the very beginning.
　　Originally…
　　he was also short-lived, had hoped to survive.
　　It’s just that this hope has been cut off by Chi Yan himself…
　　Chi Yan watched the light in Bai Luo’s eyes start to go out little by little, only feeling the indescribable irritability and uneasiness in his heart.
　　Bai Luo’s words still ring in his ears.
　　”Chi Yan… have you ever thought about it? This is not blood, this is my life…”
　　But, how could this be life?
　　It’s just a little bit of blood.
　　Chi Yan knew that he bled Bai Luo too much.
　　However, it is impossible for this blood to kill Bai Luo!
　　”Bai Luo, I’ve asked them to make you blood-enriching herbs, and from now on your daily food will also be for your blood-enriching.
　　I won’t let anything happen to you…I’ve made you suffer this time. I can compensate you…”
　　Chi Yan stroked Bai Luo’s wrist with his hand.
　　He sprinkled the special medicinal powder given to him by Shen Yunnian on Bai Luo’s wrist.
　　This was given to her by the genius doctor in Shen Yunnian’s residence.
　　It is said to allow wounds to heal quickly.
　　Looking at it now, it really is.
　　The incision that was so deep just now is now intact.
　　Bai Luo looked at the medicinal powder, and said to Chi Yan in a hoarse voice:
　　”At that time, in the prime minister’s mansion, I was beaten to pieces with a whip by Shen Yunnian, and they also sprinkled this medicinal powder on my body… Then the injury is healed…just continue smoking…sprinkle again…continue…”
　　Bai Luo said and then laughed, his smile It’s so ironic.
　　There was no emotion on his face other than sarcasm.
　　Not even a little excitement.
　　It’s as if what he said didn’t happen to him.
　　It happened to other people…
　　However, Bai Luo’s state made Chi Yan feel that he was talking nonsense.
　　”Don’t be like this, Bai Luo…”
　　Chi Yan knew that Shen Yunnian’s bodyguard had whipped Bai Luo that day.
　　But he also knew that Shen Yunnian would never torture him repeatedly like Bai Luo said.
　　After all, Shen Yunnian is such a gentle and kind person.
　　Bai Luo had already treated her like that in public, and she never said that she would execute Bai Luo.
　　So it was hard for Chi Yan to believe what Bai Luo said.
　　In his heart, Bai Luo was the kind of person who would say anything in order to slander Shen Yunnian.
　　Now that he has shed so much blood of Bai Luo for Shen Yunnian, Bai Luo definitely cannot accept it.
　　However, Chi Yan was not angry with Bai Luo either.
　　Instead, he looked at Bai Luo with pity.
　　The current Bai Luo looks really weak.
　　Weak as if he would leave this world at any moment…
　　Chi Yan only hoped that he would get better soon, and then the two of them could go back to the past…
　　Hearing what Chi Yan said, Bai Luo didn’t continue.
　　Bai Luo knew that Chi Yan would not believe him, anyway, he never believed anything he said…
　　so Bai Luo would not be disappointed at all.
　　After taking the blood, Bai Luo was extremely weak. He slowly closed his eyes, even standing still, but he couldn’t help tilting his head to one side, and then fell asleep.
　　Chi Yan quickly hugged Bai Luo in his arms.
　　He carefully put Bai Luo on the bed.
　　Order others to go down.
　　Then kissed him on the lips again.
　　Chi Yan suddenly didn’t want to punish Bai Luo anymore…
　　he didn’t plan to care about what Bai Luo did before.
　　From now on, the two of them will be the same as before, just be good…
　　Chi Yan misses the past, when Bai Luo looked at him with admiring eyes in his arms…
　　even before , Bai Luo’s false deceit, and the time when he pretended to be friendly with him, Chi Yan misses it very much.
　　He just wants to have a good time with Bai Luo now.
　　Chi Yan’s kiss slowly moved to Bai Luo’s forehead.
　　The voice sounded softly:
　　”Bai Luo, when Yun Nian is cured, I can make it up to you. I will give you everything you wanted before.
　　What glory and wealth, what lofty status… .Even
　　…”
　　Chi Yan paused, and unexpectedly said four words:
　　”Accept you as a concubine.”
　　When Chi Yan said these four words, even he himself paused .
　　He never thought that he would say such a thing to a servant who had never disdain.
　　And this servant is a man whom he resisted so much in the past!
　　But after saying this sentence, not only did Chi Yan not feel that there was anything wrong, but a trace of inexplicable excitement flickered in his mind.
　　Yes.
　　He had never considered that he could marry Bai Luo before…
　　He only wanted to marry Shen Yunnian back home, but he never thought that he could actually marry more than one person.
　　So what if Bai Luo is a bodyguard?
　　As long as you want to do it?
　　Who can stop him?
　　Chi Yan suddenly felt very happy.
　　In this way, Bai Luo will stay by his side forever.
　　The corners of his mouth could not help but slightly curl up.
　　Yes…
　　Forever…
　　”Bai Luo, didn’t you always want me to be with you? Now I can marry you! When you wake up and hear it, will you Very happy?”
　　However, just as Chi Yan said his words, Shen Yunnian’s voice suddenly came from outside the door.
　　”My lord!”
　　Shen Yunnian’s voice was extremely trembling, even through a door, Chi Yan seemed to be able to hear the hideousness in Shen Yunnian’s voice.
　　Chi Yan frowned and walked out.
　　Then he saw Shen Yunnian looking at him with red eyes.
　　Shen Yun wanted to die and never thought that Chi Yan really wanted to marry Bai Luo as his wife!
　　Although he knew that Bai Luo would definitely die.
　　But Shen Yunnian just couldn’t accept it.
　　What kind of thing is Bai Luo, is he worthy?
　　Such a person is also worthy to marry Chi Yan, and then sit on an equal footing with himself?
　　”My lord, Bai Luo is so disgusting and vicious. What he did to me made me lose all face! My lord actually said that I want to marry him? My lord, compensation for someone is not like this!” Shen
　　Yunnian
　　simply Go crazy.
　　She would never allow Chi Yan to marry Bai Luo in!
　　However, Shen Yunnian’s words did not dispel Chi Yan’s thoughts.
　　Chi Yan even blurted out.
　　”That’s not compensation!”
　　Chi Yan was talking about compensation when he was facing Bai Luo just now.
　　In order to compensate Bai Luo, that’s why he wanted to marry him as his wife.
　　But now that Shen Yunnian said this, Chi Yan instinctively denied it.
　　”Isn’t that compensation?”
　　Shen Yunnian was obviously aggressive.
　　She really couldn’t accept that Chi Yan said such a thing!
　　But just after Shen Yunnian asked this sentence, he already regretted it…
　　If it’s not compensation, what is it?
　　Even Shen Yunnian himself was afraid of this answer.
　　She gritted her teeth and looked at Chi Yan, and said deliberately: “My lord, I know you feel a little guilty for drawing Bai Luo’s blood for me, but don’t forget, it was Bai Luo who bit me with a poisonous snake first!
　　So You don’t need to make any compensation to him at all! Even if you give him a little gold and silver treasure, it will be a great gift to him!”
　　Shen Yunnian looked at Chi Yan with red eyes.
　　She wanted Chi Yan to tell her that he knew he was wrong, and he would not try to make up for Bai Luo anymore.
　　But Chi Yan didn’t do what Shen Yunnian wished, but just said to her:
　　”Yun Nian, Bai Luo’s blood has been taken for you just now, you should go back quickly. Otherwise, the blood will be taken for nothing after a long time.” After saying this, Chi Yan also motioned the guards to send
　　Shen Yunnian away .
　　Shen Yunnian was so angry that she was dying, but she had no choice but to turn around and leave here!
　　Seeing Shen Yunnian leaving here step by step, Chi Yan turned around and opened the door of Bai Luo’s room again.
　　He looked at the person lying on the bed, his mind was full of what Shen Yunnian asked him just now: “What is it not compensation?” In
　　fact, Chi Yan was stunned at that time.
　　If it wasn’t compensation, why did he insist on marrying Bai Luo back home?
　　Why do you want to make him your wife?
　　Why don’t you want him to leave you no matter what, and want to keep him by your side for the rest of your life?
　　Chi Yan was thinking about these questions all the time…
　　He walked to Bai Luo’s bedside and looked at him seriously.
　　Bai Luo in his sleep looked so weak.
　　Chi Yan caressed Bai Luo’s cheek, afraid of waking him up.
　　Chi Yan didn’t want to see Bai Luo showing that kind of eyes full of fear and disgust to him again.
　　Chi Yan never thought that he would be so concerned about Bai Luo’s opinion of him…
　　But why?
　　There is an answer on the horizon.
　　Chi Yan suddenly felt that he was extremely stupid…
　　In fact, his need for Bai Luo had already reached this point.
　　Why haven’t I been able to discover my own feelings?
　　Why else?
　　Obviously when seeing Bai Luo sad and sad, he would feel sad too.
　　Obviously when Bai Luo said he was going to leave, he would be full of anger.
　　Obviously, when he sees Bai Luo with others, he will be full of jealousy again!
　　Why can this be?
　　Of course because I like it!
　　Chi Yan lowered his head, and said to Bai Luo in a low voice: “Luo Luo, I’m in love with you.”
　　Chi Yan felt a little uncomfortable, why didn’t he realize it until now?
　　If from the very beginning, he could have known his feelings for Bai Luo so clearly, everything would not be what it is now.
　　Yes, he fell in love with Bai Luo when he hurt Bai Luo all over his body. author_say sorted out the outline a little today, there are probably three or four abuse points, and the abuse will start.
　　Don’t want to cut the outline, don’t rush me.
　　This book is indeed a bit abused, and there may be no buffer, which makes you feel unbearable.
　　It’s just that when I wrote it, I wanted to include all the plots that I thought were good-looking. Write a little more exciting.
　　So it has been going high energy. This is my writing style and I can’t change it for now.
　　Also, it’s okay to scold Gong, but don’t scold me.
　　There were people who called me stupid yesterday, but I was really convinced.
　　Then, if you can’t stand long-form abuse, Amway can take a look at my fast travel, it’s all very fast, and it’s guaranteed to be very cool.
