Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 72
Chi Yan has never been as crazy as he is now.
The heart seemed to be constantly being cut by a sharp knife.
He was trembling all over.
It hurts so badly.
Chi Yan didn’t care about the pain in his body at all, and slammed against the iron gate with all his strength.
He was like a mad beast.
The mouth roared in pain.
Tears kept falling from the eyes.
He desperately called Bai Luo’s name.
But it was of no use at all.
He could only watch Bai Luo collapse in front of him like this, and close his eyes…
Unspeakable fear and uneasiness enveloped Chi Yan.
Chi Yan had never been so weak before.
It is obvious that the person is right in front of his eyes, and the distance between him and him is only close at hand.
However, it’s only a little short, but it’s like a world away…
He can’t touch him no matter what!
He could only watch helplessly as Bai Luo scratched his body all over in front of him.
So much blood flowed out of Bai Luo’s body continuously.
He will die…
Only now did Chi Yan know what it meant to be too late to regret.
It was just a person who was going to be bought as a dog, but now it caused him such pain.
How else could Chi Yan deceive himself?
He likes Bai Luo.
I love Bai Luo deeply.
He simply has no way to lose Bai Luo…
Chi Yan wailed in pain, slashing desperately with the knife. He wanted to rush in and rescue Bai Luo.
Seeing Chi Yan’s appearance, the surrounding guards also hurriedly chopped down the iron gate together.
The door was finally opened.
Chi Yan rushed over rolling and crawling, hugging Bai Luo who was on the ground into his arms.
Bai Luo was dying, his eyes were tightly closed, his skin was frighteningly white, and the color of his lips had also turned dark purple due to excessive blood loss.
Chi Yan held Bai Luo in fear and came to his carriage, telling the driver to drive to Shen Yunnian’s house quickly.
The location of the brothel was too far away from the palace, Chi Yan couldn’t bring Bai Luo back to Yang Qian for treatment in time.
But it is very close to Shen Yunnian’s residence.
Chi Yan remembered that there was a genius doctor in Shen Yunnian’s mansion, whose medical skills were comparable to Yang Qian’s.
And he also has a very powerful medicine powder.
The medicinal powder is very miraculous, as long as a little bit is sprinkled on the affected area, no matter how serious the injury is, it can be easily healed.
When Bai Luo bled to save Shen Yunian, he used this powder to heal the wound.
Chi Yan kept urging the driver.
He hoped to rush to Shen Yunnian’s residence as soon as possible, so that the miracle doctor could cure Bai Luo.
Chi Yan hugged the person in his arms with his hands, tears kept falling from his eyes.
Bai Luo bled so much that the clothes on Chi Yan’s body were stained red.
Chi Yan stretched out his hand and hugged Bai Luo tightly in his arms, and kept saying, “It’s okay, it’s going to be okay.” I don’t know if
he was comforting the unconscious Bai Luo, or comforting himself. .
But the blood on his hands also stained Bai Luo’s face red…
No matter how much he wiped it off, he couldn’t clean it off…
Looking at all this in front of him, Chi Yan felt a piercing pain in his heart. Tears had already filled the entire eye socket, and kept falling out of it.
”You’ll be fine…I won’t let you be in trouble!”
Chi Yan tightly clenched his hands He punched, never hated himself so much as now.
Why did he do such a thing?
It’s not like he didn’t know that Bai Luo had been subjected to severe mental stimulation…
even before, Bai Luo was so desperate that he wanted to commit suicide because of the strong stimulation.
It was he who despicably used Bai Luo’s younger brothers and sisters as a threat to make Bai Luo suppress the pain in his heart and stop making self-destructive actions.
Chi Yan always thought that he could use Bai Luo’s younger brothers and sisters to threaten him, so that Bai Luo could do everything according to his own ideas.
He suppressed him, insulted him, even looked down on him.
He wanted to smash all of Bai Luo’s rebellious psychology, so that he would never dare to leave him again.
But Chi Yan forgot that Bai Luo is not a puppet.
He is a real person!
He is also emotional and dignified.
Once a person is desperate to the extreme, he will do things that he can’t even control himself.
Chi Yan wanted to sell Bai Luo as an item, and let those men spend money to buy him.
Bai Luo had no choice, nor did he dare to seek death.
In the end, this was the only way to make everyone hate him…
He scratched himself all over.
Let yourself have ugly scars all over your body, so that no one will like him anymore…
Chi Yan felt painfully as if his heart had been hit hard by a hammer.
The pain made him tremble all over.
What exactly did he do?
Driving Bai Luo into such a desperate situation…
Yunnian never thought that Chi Yan would bring Bai Luo to his residence to see a doctor.
When she saw the injuries on Bai Luo’s body, she wished he could die immediately.
How could she treat Bai Luo properly?
She even hinted to the genius doctor in her family that she might as well put Bai Luo to death.
Shen Yunnian could no longer tolerate Bai Luo living in this world.
However, her thoughts were stopped by the genius doctor.
Because the genius doctor could tell at a glance that Bai Luo would not live long.
His face is full of death, there is no need to do it himself, sooner or later he will die.
”Miss, he is just dying. Even if I heal his wounds, he still won’t live long.
You take action at this time and put him to death. It will make King Rui doubt you.”
When Shen Yunnian heard this, a smile finally appeared on the corner of his mouth.
However, even if Bai Luo’s injuries could be healed, she still didn’t want to see Bai Luo get better.
Shen Yunnian deliberately walked to Chi Yan’s side, and at this time, he still did not forget to speak provocatively.
”My lord, you don’t have to blame yourself. Bai Luo asked for all of this. If he hadn’t gone so far with Nie Huaiyu, the lord would not have punished him like this. In my opinion, there is nothing wrong with the lord’s punishment
I I thought Bai Luo would do this, but it was just a ruse.
He knew that the genius doctor in my family had medicine that could treat scars, so he deliberately did such a thing, and then asked the prince to treat him.
In this way, the prince can forget the excessive things he has done.
And he can be intact as before, like a normal person.
Prince, don’t worry, with the genius doctor in my house, Bai Luo’s wounds will heal soon. ”
Obviously Luo Du has been forced to this point, but Shen Yunnian is still saying such words, as if Bai Luo did this on purpose, and then let Chi Yan feel pity for him. It’s a pity that Chi Yan didn’t say a word to her
. He couldn’t listen to the words.
At this moment, Chi Yan only had Bai Luo in his eyes.
He didn’t even want to see Shen Yunnian’s face.
”Yun Nian, go down and rest first. Don’t come here again. Bai Luo, I’ll just keep it. ”
After Chi Yan said this, he even asked his guards to send Shen Yunnian away.
This was obviously Shen Yunnian’s residence, but Chi Yan didn’t even let Shen Yunnian approach him.
Shen Yunnian’s face turned pale with anger, and she Gritting his teeth and looking at Chi Yan, he could only leave angrily.
After a long time, the door of the room finally opened.
Chi Yan rushed over at once. When he saw the genius doctor, he directly grabbed his arm Arm.
” Bai Luo, is he alright? Has his bleeding stopped? And the injuries on your body, are they all healed? ”
Chi Yan asked a lot of questions in a series.
The genius doctor frowned and said:
”I have stopped his bleeding, and now he is fine, but he is too weak and needs follow-up recuperation. ”
”That’s great…that’s great…”
Chi Yan was about to cry.
Just when Bai Luo was dying, he realized that Bai Luo was more beautiful than he imagined. It’s much more important.
At that time, he didn’t know how many terrible thoughts flashed through his mind…
It was hard for him to imagine, if Bai Luo was really no longer in this world, how would he live?
Fortunately, Bai Luo is fine at last…
the miracle doctor stopped in the middle of speaking.
Chi Yan’s heart closed again, “Just what? Tell me clearly!” ”
My lord, come here and see for yourself.”
The miracle doctor led Chi Yan to the place where Bai Luo was treated just now.
Bai Luo lay quietly on the bed.
His body has not completely healed as Chi Yan imagined.
On the contrary, there are hideous scars all over his body.
Just looking at those scars makes people feel terrified and full of fear.
”Why didn’t you treat him?”
Chi Yan said eagerly.
He looked at the scars on Bai Luo’s body.
The heart is throbbing with pain.
”It’s not that I don’t want to heal these injuries on his body. It’s that I really don’t have the ability to heal him.”
Chi Yan was stunned.
”How is it possible?”
He called out all of a sudden, “Don’t you have medicine powder that can heal scars? Why don’t you dare to use it for him? I order you to cure him quickly!” How could
Bai Luo have such a beautiful body ? Leaving these incomparably terrible scars?
Chi Yan didn’t want to see these scars on Bai Luo’s body again.
These scars remind him all the time, what terrible things he has done to Bai Luo!
But the genius doctor shook his head.
”I do have medicinal powder that can heal scars, but the premise is that he didn’t apply herbal medicine to prevent my medicinal powder on the sharp weapon that hurt him…”
Chi Yan looked at the miracle doctor in disbelief, and rolled his eyes. His eyes widened, and in an instant, he even felt that it was becoming difficult for him to breathe.
”I mean, he deliberately didn’t want to heal these scars on his body.
So he smeared the herbal medicine that prevented my powder on the knife that scratched his body in advance.
So, I didn’t There is a way to cure him.
These herbs are highly corrosive, and when applied to the scars, they will cause the wounds to be extremely painful. I don’t know where he got them from. All I can say is that these scars will always remain on his body , with him for the rest of his life…”
Chi Yan was completely dumbfounded.
For a moment, he only felt his brain buzzing.
Just now Shen Yunnian also said that Bai Luo did this on purpose. It was because she knew that the miracle doctor in her family could cure him, that’s why she dared to do such a thing.
But now…this cruel reality slapped Chi Yan hard!
Bai Luo didn’t want to be cured at all.
Even in order to keep his scars on his body, he even smeared such terrible herbs on the blade.
The doctor said that this herb is highly corrosive. Applying it on the scar will make the wound painful.
It’s hard for Chi Yan to imagine what kind of mood Bai Luo is in, to smear such a terrible herbal medicine on the blade… I am afraid that only the extreme fear and despair will do such a thing.
But all of this was caused by himself, and it was he who pushed him step by step into such a desperate situation.
When Chi Yan and Bai Luo were together before, Bai Luo cherished his skin very much…
because Chi Yan liked his body to be pure and flawless.
In order to please Chi Yan, Bai Luo also cherishes himself…
he really loves this person too much…
so much that he is willing to lose himself for him.
Just because of Chi Yan’s words, Bai Luo can do many things for him.
Even if he was ridiculed by other guards, a man actually wants to take care of him like a woman.
He didn’t care either.
But now, he intentionally hurt himself like this…
Leaving so many ugly but unhealed scars on his body.
Chi Yan’s mind is full of the words Bai Luo said,
”Now that this body is so broken, don’t you like it?”
Actually, it’s not…
What he likes is not at all. Bai Luo’s body.
What he likes is Bai Luo!
Chi Yan held Bai Luo’s hand in pain, crying bitterly.
”Bai Luo, I’m sorry…”
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