Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 80
Chi Yan imprisoned Bai Luo in a room, but he never told him that he wanted to cancel their marriage.
　　Instead, he said to Bai Luo:
　　”Bai Luo, don’t you want to leave? I won’t let you go! I will show your younger brothers and sisters how we got married! I will send
　　you Imprisoned by my side forever, let you be with me forever.”
　　Seeing Bai Luo looking at him with an angry face, Chi Yan felt even more annoyed.
　　Although he had already said that to the emperor, he was still thinking about it in his heart.
　　I want to give Bai Luo a chance…
　　As long as Bai Luo shows that he is willing to marry him, maybe he will still marry him.
　　But now, Bai Luo didn’t even want to act anymore, and he actually looked at himself with such eyes.
　　Chi Yan’s heart was already chilled.
　　very good!
　　Since Bai Luo doesn’t want to marry him, then he will follow his wish.
　　Let him know what price he will pay if he doesn’t want to marry him?
　　”Bai Luo, don’t you forget that your younger brothers and sisters are still in my hands?
　　Do you want them to know that for the past five years, you have supported them by sleeping with me?
　　Or let them think that you married me voluntarily ? Yes, you should know what to say, right?
　　At least on the surface, I am willing to let you retain a little bit of dignity.”
　　After Chi Yan finished speaking, he was about to turn around and leave.
　　And Bai Luo sat on the bed in great pain, tears fell from his eyes all at once.
　　Why…
　　why did he have to make him suffer so much?
　　Even if it is death, he doesn’t want to be close to this person anymore…
　　The love that was once so strong has disappeared bit by bit in this painful torment.
　　Bai Luo simply didn’t want to tie himself with Chi Yan again.
　　Originally, he wanted to use the sum of money rewarded by the emperor to settle down his younger brothers and sisters well after he escaped from Chi Yan.
　　But unexpectedly, he was not able to escape. Instead, he let himself return to such a terrifying cage again.
　　Bai Luo knew very well that his lifespan had come to an end, and he probably wouldn’t live for too long.
　　In the past few days, there will always be a fishy sweetness in his throat.
　　The body is also declining at a speed visible to the naked eye.
　　He is really about to die…
　　Bai Luo is extremely humble, he only has one thought now, and that is, he must protect his younger brothers and sisters.
　　Seeing that Chi Yan was about to leave here, Bai Luo firmly grabbed his hand.
　　”Chi Yan, I am willing to marry you!”
　　Chi Yan’s heart beat violently.
　　But in the next sentence, Bai Luo said: “But you must promise me one thing, after I marry you. You promise me that you will never embarrass my younger brothers and sisters again. If one day I unfortunately
　　die , you must take good care of them.
　　Otherwise, even if I die, I will turn into a ghost and pester you forever!”
　　When Chi Yan just heard Bai Luo say that he would marry him, even his heart beat faster .
　　But he didn’t expect that Bai Luo’s willingness was only because of his younger brothers and sisters.
　　That’s all!
　　Chi Yan narrowed his eyes, and his eyes were also cold and stern.
　　As for the second half of what Bai Luo said, he didn’t listen to a word at all.
　　What died? What turned into a ghost?
　　With himself by his side, how could he die?
　　”Okay. I promise you!”
　　—
　　Bai Luo’s younger brothers and sisters surrounded him together.
　　Everyone’s face is full of excitement.
　　Because just now Bai Luo actually told them that he was going to marry the prince.
　　When Chi Yan stopped Bai Luo and took Bai Luo away, he didn’t rough Bai Luo in front of his younger brothers and sisters.
　　Although his attitude was not very good, he was still restraining himself.
　　So these children just thought that the prince was angry with his elder brother.
　　When they saw Bai Luo just now, they were still trying to persuade Bai Luo not to make the prince angry.
　　But he didn’t expect his elder brother to tell them such news.
　　”Brother, is it true?”
　　These children were all very happy.
　　”You are actually going to marry the prince? So before the eldest brother took us away, was he trying to get angry with the prince?”
　　Bai Luo didn’t want these younger siblings to worry about him, so he nodded at them.
　　Those children only knew that their elder brother was the most powerful guard around the prince, but they never thought that one day, the prince would marry the elder brother as his wife.
　　”Brother, don’t be angry with the prince. The prince is so good. It is a great blessing to be able to marry him! Listening to
　　these words of the younger brother, Bai Luo can only feel the unspeakable bitterness circulating in his heart.
　　Blessing …
　　I used to think so too.
　　But in the end, he realized how terrifying this person is!
　　But Bai Luo didn’t dare to tell these children about Chi Yan’s horror, and only dared to maintain a The illusion that I am very happy.
　　At this time, the younger sister asked Bai Luo again:
　　”Does the elder brother love the prince very much? Will you be happy with the prince in the future? ”
　　Bai Luo was taken aback.
　　Do you love me?”
　　In the past, I really loved him…
　　But, this love has long since disappeared in the endless torture and pain…
　　What do I do to him now? Dare to love him again?
　　Some just want to get away as soon as possible.
　　He hadn’t spoken yet, but the younger brother spoke up first.
　　”Eldest brother will be happy when he is with the prince. You know, that is the prince! Can elder brother be happy with him? Isn’t it? Eldest brother!” Bai Luo could only nod to his younger brother
　　.
　　”Brother is happy…he will be very happy…”
　　The little girl showed a smile, and threw herself into Bai Luo’s arms.
　　”It’s good that elder brother is happy. I hope that elder brother is happy.”
　　Chi
　　Yan’s wedding date is very fast, and it will arrive in just a few days.
　　During this time, the palace has been making intensive preparations.
　　The younger brothers and sisters beside Bai Luo are all proud of Bai Luo.
　　Who would have thought that their elder brother would marry the prince?
　　What’s more, the entire palace here is so beautifully decorated.
　　These are all prepared for the eldest brother!
　　It’s almost like dreaming.
　　The children were with Bai Luo every day, chirping.
　　Although Bai Luo didn’t want to marry Chi Yan, but now he has accepted his fate.
　　Accept the fact that you must marry him.
　　Originally, she didn’t really want to die in front of that person…
　　but now it’s the only way…
　　Bai Luo lay on the bed blankly, weeping uncontrollably.
　　Although I keep telling myself that I don’t love him anymore.
　　However, he still didn’t want Chi Yan to witness his death.
　　Bai Luo felt that he was really worthless.
　　Even now, it’s still scary.
　　I don’t know if Chi Yan will protect his younger brothers and sisters as he promised when he dies?
　　—
　　Marriage in the palace has always been a major event.
　　Even if Bai Luo is only a side concubine, it is impossible that there is no one around to serve her.
　　But Chi Yan really didn’t give him anything except a set of wedding dress for Bai Luo.
　　He was not even given the sedan chair to ride on.
　　And Chi Yan also let him go to the wedding hall by himself.
　　Bai Luo felt indescribably embarrassed.
　　His younger brothers and sisters were by his side, but he could only let these children see him walking to the wedding hall by himself.
　　Fortunately, these children have only seen weddings of poor people, and don’t know what it’s like for a prince to marry?
　　They were just wondering why my brother didn’t have a sedan chair, and why the prince didn’t come to pick him up?
　　Bai Luo kept his mouth shut and walked forward step by step.
　　When he came to Xitang, Chi Yan didn’t come over, it was empty and there was nothing…
　　Bai Luo looked at the decorated everything in front of him, feeling a little dazed.
　　He thought maybe he came earlier, so there was no one here.
　　I never thought that I would be married again in this life.
　　Unexpectedly, at the end of his life, there would be such a day…
　　Bai Luo’s eyes suddenly became moist, he didn’t know what kind of feeling he was feeling in his heart?
　　In short, I suddenly feel like crying…
　　Seeing the beautiful decoration in the wedding hall, those children screamed out in surprise.
　　”It’s amazing, brother, the prince prepared these for you.”
　　Bai Luo nodded towards them.
　　But at this moment, there was a very lively sound of firecrackers outside the door.
　　The place that had been deserted just now suddenly became lively.
　　There was a lot of people outside.
　　Bai Luo felt a little nervous, he stood here waiting for Chi Yan to appear…
　　Soon Chi Yan walked in.
　　He was wearing a bright red cannon, and he looked energetic.
　　Bai Luo stared at him blankly, and couldn’t help thinking, did he just marry him…
　　But at this moment, when a group of guests around Chi Yan saw Bai Luo, they suddenly The child was stunned.
　　They looked at Bai Luo very strangely, as if they were shocked, why would there be a person standing here in a wedding dress ahead of time?
　　At the same time, Shen Yunnian was also brought in by Xi Po.
　　Shen Yunnian’s body was a very complicated wedding dress, with peacock feathers outlined on it, emitting colorful lights.
　　The cuffs are embroidered with peonies in gold thread and auspicious clouds in silver thread. Even the hem of the clothes is embroidered with incomparably precious gemstones.
　　You can tell at a glance how much the royal family attaches importance to this wedding.
　　Compared with her, the pure red dress Bai Luo was wearing looked really shabby.
　　Where does it look like the clothes that a prince’s side concubine should wear?
　　It was as if Bai Luo had prepared the clothes himself.
　　Bai Luo still didn’t understand why Chi Yan brought Shen Yunnian here, but suddenly heard Chi Yan shouting to himself extremely sternly: ”
　　Bai Luo! Today is the marriage between my king and Yun Nian, what are you doing here?
　　You are still wearing your wedding dress!
　　Why… Do you think that wearing a wedding dress and standing here with a shy face can make this king marry you? You are too shameless! Get out of here quickly! ”
　　Chi Yan’s words made Bai Luo stunned.
　　What did he mean?
　　Bai Luo’s whole mind was buzzing.
　　It was obviously Chi Yan who asked him to come…
　　He was also the one who said that he wanted to be here Marry yourself…
　　But why, now he wants to say such words to himself?
　　Bai Luo looked at the person in front of him without moving.
　　The people around heard Chi Yan’s words, and began to look at him with funny eyes Bai Luo.
　　They pointed at Bai Luo, as if they were laughing at how this little guard dared to be so overreaching!
　　Bai Luo was completely stunned. He
　　felt a huge cold current that shook his entire body. It was wrapped up.
　　It was like falling into an ice cellar.
　　At this time, Bai Luo knew Chi Yan’s intention.
　　He deliberately let himself wear a bright red wedding dress, and walked here alone.
　　The purpose is to make everyone think that he is It was because he wore the wedding dress without authorization and wanted to marry him!
　　He wanted to turn himself into a joke.
　　A clown who was pointed at by everyone.
　　Bai Luo looked around him, those younger brothers who were at a loss Sisters, I just feel my heart is hurting.
　　Why does he want to marry himself…
　　he just wants to humiliate himself harder in front of so many people!
