Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 83
Chi Yan looked up at Yang Qian blankly.
　　Yang Qian’s words were too terrifying.
　　He said that he pushed Bai Luo to a dead end…
　　he killed him with his own hands…
　　but even though Bai Luo vomited blood, his body was also seriously injured.
　　But before he was stimulated by himself today, he was obviously fine.
　　This guy still wants to take the reward from the emperor and bring his younger brothers and sisters to enjoy the blessing…
　　How could something happen to Bai Luo like this?
　　”Yang Qian, are you kidding me?”
　　Chi Yan looked at Yang Qian with red eyes, although he said such words, his voice was already trembling.
　　My heart was filled with fear and dread.
　　”You must be angry at me for treating Bai Luo like that, so you’re scaring me, right?
　　Bai Luo is obviously fine. Why did I push him to a dead end…”
　　With trembling hands, Chi Yan moved towards Yang Qian walked in the direction.
　　”I… I already know I was wrong. I know I treated him badly.
　　I also know that I hurt him badly.
　　But, that’s also…”
　　That’s what he Because he wants to leave me!
　　Chi Yan was a little speechless.
　　At this moment, it is meaningless to discuss with Yang Qian whose responsibility it is.
　　”Well, it is indeed my fault. Yang Qian, please save him. You can’t let him lie here forever. Can you
　　save him?
　　I swear, I will never treat him like that again.
　　I I know you’re angry with me, that I treated him badly. That’s why you said such scary things to me.
　　From now on, I will definitely treat Bai Luo well…”
　　Yang Qian clenched his fingers into fists in an instant when he heard Chi Yan’s words.
　　In such an instant, he could not wait to kill this Man!
　　This bastard, until this time, still said such words to himself.
　　He actually thought he was lying to him!
　　But who knew that the person lying on the bed was already dying, and there were not many days left. His lifespan is up!
　　He has lost so much blood, those toxins have already started to take effect quickly after counteracting the poison of the medicine Gu. How can
　　he save this?
　　Yang Qian looked at Chi Yan coldly, his eyes wide open. It had turned red.
　　He stood up from the ground suddenly, his heart was burning with indescribable anger.
　　Then he punched Chi Yan fiercely.
　　Yang Qian gritted his teeth and looked at Chi Yan. , and shouted at him:
　　”I fought for Bai Luo! ”
　　”Because he is so infatuated, so stupid! ”
　　”In order to save a bastard like you, you actually have to send your life away! ” ”
　　” Chi Yan, you really don’t deserve it! I don’t deserve him to treat you with all his heart and soul!
　　However, at this time, his life is almost gone! How dare you say such bastard things to me! You are simply the biggest bastard in the world! ”
　　Yang Qian was trembling as he spoke, and big tears fell from his eyes.
　　He couldn’t control his emotions at all. He
　　obviously had a chance to save Bai Luo…
　　he would He has been cured…
　　But, it’s all because of this bastard in front of him.
　　It’s all because of him.
　　All hope of Bai Luo’s survival has come to naught…
　　He made Bai Luo’s body, which had already been healed, have so many blood marks on it.
　　But who knows, every one of them is Bai Luo’s life!
　　Yang Qian has no way to save Bai Luo…
　　He doesn’t even know how to save him?
　　There was so much blood coming out of Bai Luo’s body.
　　Let all his internal organs be eroded.
　　Now he is like a big tree eaten by moths.
　　It might wither at any time…
　　Yang Qian could only look at him in pain, but he was helpless.
　　Bai Luo is really about to die!
　　Chi Yan was stunned.
　　He couldn’t understand Yang Qian’s words more and more.
　　Yang Qian said that Bai Luo was going to die…
　　He also said that Bai Luo died for him…
　　Chi Yan really didn’t understand, what did Yang Qian mean by that?
　　But even if he didn’t understand these meanings, his heart was getting more and more flustered.
　　It seems that something has been buried…
　　so that he has not found it until now.
　　And now these things are slowly being revealed.
　　Chi Yan chased Yang Qian with difficulty and said, “What are you talking about?”
　　Yang Qian looked at the red and swollen cheeks of this man, but he didn’t feel happy at all.
　　Instead, it was full of pain.
　　Once, Bai Luo kept begging him…
　　to tell him not to tell Chi Yan about his condition.
　　Bai Luo is like this, always giving silently, even though he has suffered so much for this bastard, his body is covered in bruises, and in the end he can’t even save his life, but he still refuses to tell him!
　　However, it has come to this point.
　　How could Yang Qian keep it a secret?
　　Bai Luo was wearing a bright red wedding gown, and so was Chi Yan…
　　However, today was a day of great joy for Chi Yan and Shen Yunnian. It has nothing to do with Bai Luo at all.
　　As early as a few days ago, Chi Yan spread the news that he was going to marry Shen Yunnian everywhere… The
　　prince’s marriage is a big event, the entire palace is decorated so luxuriously by him, and there are beautiful silks and satins everywhere …
　　Big red lanterns were hung all over the palace.
　　Chi Yan sent him and Shen Yunnian all the things that needed to be prepared for the wedding to the prime minister’s residence early.
　　Everyone knows how much he values ​​Shen Yunnian?
　　If he likes Shen Yunnian, he can just marry her back home.
　　However, on the way to the wedding, Chi Yan hugged Bai Luo, who was covered in blood, to his side.
　　You don’t need to think about what terrible things Chi Yan did to Bai Luo!
　　Yang Qian knew Bai Luo well, Bai Luo couldn’t be without a reason. Wearing such a bright red wedding gown, she ran to Chi Yan’s wedding to make trouble.
　　I’m afraid that bastard Chi Yan called Bai Luo to humiliate him on purpose…
　　A lowly bodyguard, wearing a bright red wedding robe. Run to stand on the wedding hall of the prince and the prime minister’s daughter.
　　How many people have to ridicule this?
　　Those so-called aristocrats from famous families are the most indifferent and powerful.
　　Yang Qian couldn’t even imagine what Bai Luo had experienced?
　　Why can this person be so cruel?
　　Why can he turn his wedding day into a tool to humiliate Bai Luo?
　　Why, after doing so many excessive things, he can still hold Bai Luo in front of him as if nothing happened, and then tell himself that he will treat Bai Luo well!
　　Yang Qian really couldn’t imagine, how could such a person treat Bai Luo well?
　　He injured Bai Luo’s body with bruises all over his body, and took Bai Luo’s life away.
　　Now he ran in front of him, pretending to say these words of repentance.
　　How disgusting it really is, how disgusting!
　　Yang Qian could no longer hide it.
　　He wanted to make Chi Yan suffer as much as himself…
　　No!
　　He wants Chi Yan to suffer thousands of times more than himself after knowing all the truth!
　　The bastard!
　　He wants to let him know, what has he done all these years?
　　Yang Qian gritted his teeth and looked at Chi Yan, then turned around and handed a book about medicinal Gu to Chi Yan.
　　There is also a note in this book, the words on the note. It was written by Jian Hengmo at that time.
　　Each of them is the name of a poisonous insect.
　　In addition to poisonous insects, there are all kinds of poisonous snakes…
　　There are densely written on a small piece of paper.
　　Chi Yan took the paper from Yang Qian, and felt his scalp go numb for a moment.
　　Although he doesn’t know most of the poisonous insects here.
　　But he also saw that on this piece of paper was the most important kind of worm for practicing medicine Gu, called golden silkworm.
　　Except for this kind of silkworm, centipedes, spiders, and all kinds of poisonous snakes, all of them are written on it.
　　The complexity of these poisons actually filled a whole sheet of paper.
　　Just seeing the names of these poisonous insects, Chi Yan felt that his breathing became difficult.
　　There was a very bad guess in his heart…but he didn’t dare to think about it at all.
　　Chi Yan raised his head in pain, then looked straight at Yang Qian.
　　Yang Qian ignored him, and said to himself:
　　”You know, Bai Luo is your medicinal Gu. Intercourse with him can cure your illness.
　　But, do you know how to practice this medicinal Gu? Is it done?”
　　Chi Yan’s eyes fixed on the word on the top of the note. It was almost impossible to breathe for a while.
　　Yang Qian looked at him and said: “The so-called medicinal Gu is to put a living person in a tank full of poisonous insects and snakes. Let
　　those poisonous insects and snakes bite his body and release the poison into his body.” .Then
　　use the antidote to dissolve these toxins from his body.
　　The cycle goes on and on for a full three years…
　　After three years, the medicinal Gu will become…”
　　Chi Yan was in awe froze.
　　He looked at the man in front of him in disbelief.
　　In such an instant.
　　He felt as if his heart had been hammered hard by a huge hammer.
　　Hammer after hammer.
　　The beating made his chest tight and painful!
　　Although Chi Yan knew that Bai Luo was a medicinal Gu, he always thought that as long as he was bitten by a golden silkworm, he would be fine.
　　However, he didn’t know that there were so many kinds of poisonous snakes and insects that came up to bite together.
　　He even had to be bitten for three full years!
　　”This is three years, and the effects of various poisons will take place in his body. It will
　　make him miserable.
　　When detoxifying, it is the most painful medicine. It is directly poured into the human body, allowing the medicine and Toxins in the body clash.
　　And then I was bitten again…”
　　Chi Yan couldn’t listen any more.
　　His eyes had become canthus, and his hands were shaking so much that he almost couldn’t even hold the note.
　　But at this time, Yang Qian said to him again:
　　”You know why you hated men so much at that time, but they didn’t change a medicine Gu for you?
　　Because, among so many people, only Bai Luo persisted.
　　He likes you, he loves you, he holds on to wanting to see you, so he perseveres desperately!
　　It’s ridiculous that you still wanted to change to another medicine Gu at that time, but apart from Bai Luo, you didn’t have any other choice at all!
　　The medicinal Gu that the emperor gave you later, even Jian Heng…
　　they are not real medicinal Gu.
　　That’s because the toxins in your body have been detoxified by Bai Luo, so these people were sent to the door.
　　They simply didn’t go through that much pain!
　　Besides Bai Luo, Chi Yan, what else do you have?
　　In fact, you have nothing at all! ”
　　Chi Yan stared blankly at Yang Qian, breathing more and more quickly.
　　He couldn’t understand that he and Bai Luo didn’t know each other at that time…why would Bai Luo, with love for him, be able to Desperately persevering?
　　However, Chi Yan hadn’t figured this out.
　　He heard Yang Qian say to himself again:
　　”After becoming a medicinal Gu, do you know how much Gu poison there is in Bai Luo’s body at this time? Chi
　　Yan looked at the person in front of him with some hesitation, and said with great difficulty:
　　”A lot?” ”
　　”No, not at all!”
　　But later, there were many, many, many of which he couldn’t survive this winter! ”
　　Yang Qian walked slowly to Bai Luo’s side, looking at him very uncomfortable.
　　The fool! Why are you so stupid?
　　For such a person, I let myself go through so much suffering.
　　In the end, even life was involved.
　　But he was treated like this by that person…
　　Yang Qian looked at Bai Luo who was lying on the bed, his eyes were full of despair.
　　It’s hard to imagine, how did Bai Luo persevere all these years?
　　”Chi Yan, do you know? Bai Luo is not used as a medicine Gu to detoxify you. It is to
　　absorb all the toxins in your body into his own body bit by bit.
　　The better your body is , his health will get worse…
　　by the time you recover, that’s when Bai Luo is about to die…”
　　Yang Qian was sobbing so hard when he said this.
　　His voice was full of sobs.
　　”What a fool! He knew he was going to die, but he still jumped at your side like a moth to a flame. He likes you so much, loves you so much. 　　He even
　　gave you his life.
What did you do to him?”
