Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 84
Chi Yan was stunned.
He listened to Yang Qian’s words in a daze, even breathing became difficult.
He never knew that Bai Luo’s so-called medicinal Gu was transferring the poison from his own body to him…
At the price of sacrificing his life, to save his own life!
”How is it possible? How could it be?”
Chi Yan looked at Yang Qian in disbelief, and big tears fell from his eyes.
”Impossible! You lied to me, right?”
Chi Yan grabbed Yang Qian’s collar forcefully, and said these words loudly.
He simply didn’t want to believe what Yang Qian said.
how could be?
Bai Luota clearly…
it was for the so-called prosperity and wealth that he was willing to make a medicinal Gu.
How could he would rather die than keep his own life?
Chi Yan shook his head desperately, unwilling to believe everything Yang Qian said.
From the first day he knew Bai Luo, he looked down on Bai Luo.
I feel that such a disgusting person, in order to cling to himself, want to get those glory and wealth, he will do anything… he
can even do medicine to sleep with a strange man.
Chi Yan still remembered that the first time he saw Bai Luo, he was unwilling to sleep with him, and because of the attack of Gu poison, he rolled on the bed in pain.
At that time, Bai Luo cried and took off his clothes in front of him, begging himself to have sex with him.
Although Chi Yan still had a relationship with Bai Luo, he also hated Bai Luo very much.
The dislike for this person was deeply engraved in his heart like a bone marrow.
He felt that this person was really unscrupulous, and would do anything for money…
He even took off his clothes, crying and begging himself to fuck him.
So even if Bai Luo saved Chi Yan’s life, Chi Yan didn’t have much affection for Bai Luo.
On the contrary, he hated him very much…
Chi Yan never felt that there was anything wrong with what he did.
He looked at this man with too much prejudice.
However, now Yang Qian says that Bai Luo loves him…
After all, for a person who is about to lose his life, what’s the point of all those gold, silver, jewelry, glory and wealth?
Chi Yan didn’t want to believe this was true, he would rather Bai Luo was a villain who approached him for the sake of glory and wealth…
he would rather have such a dirty purpose.
Nor was he willing to, because he loved himself so much that he was willing to make such a sacrifice for himself.
Because if all this is true…
Chi Yan doesn’t even know what he should do?
He has always looked down on Bai Luo and hurt Bai Luo.
He found Bai Luo very annoying, and felt that his purpose was not pure.
Therefore, he always humiliated Bai Luo.
But now, Yang Qian told Chi Yan that everything was different from what he thought.
So all these years, all the bad things I have done to Bai Luo, what are they all?
”No…”
”Don’t…”
Chi Yan felt unspeakable fear and panic in his heart.
However, these were not what frightened him the most.
What he was most afraid of, Yang Qian said, was that Bai Luo was trading his life for his own.
So, now that he’s healed, isn’t Bai Luo…
about to…
die?
Chi Yan had never felt such a feeling of fear in his heart.
He didn’t dare to imagine at all, how would he live by himself without Bai Luo?
Everything he had ever done was to keep Bai Luo by his side.
”Yang Qian, can you save him? I beg you, can you save him?” He was
still saying something he didn’t believe before, but Chi Yan was already begging Yang Qian to save him!
Because the blood in front of Bai Luo was like a knife stabbing Chi Yan’s heart.
Even though Chi Yan didn’t want to believe that Bai Luo was about to die, he had to believe everything in front of him!
He was like a headless fly, almost going crazy.
But Yang Qian shook his head feebly.
”Do you think I don’t want to? Do you know how many ways I have found in order to save him?
I have been researching the medicinal voodoo every day, and finally found the ratio of poisonous insects, and then developed the antidote. Give it to Bai Luo Next…”
Chi Yan’s eyes widened instantly when he heard that there was an antidote.
Yet he hadn’t had time to be a little bit happier.
Then I heard Yang Qian say again: “But the antidote I developed has flaws. After taking that antidote, Bai Luo can’t shed any blood. Otherwise, the antidote will turn into poison and make him die.
But
now …”
Yang Qian couldn’t help but shed tears as he spoke.
His whole body was in pain.
Yang Qian didn’t say any more.
But Chi Yan already knew what Yang Qian wanted to say…
Now, Bai Luo’s body was covered in blood.
There was so much blood, so much…
so he gave Bai Luo the antidote, which had already turned into poison.
Bai Luo was also hopeless.
”So… Chi Yan, isn’t this considered, you killed him?”
Chi Yan was in a daze.
He held on to the wall next to him with his hands, and in such an instant, he couldn’t even stand firmly.
He felt his legs go weak.
Bai Luo’s body was covered with blood, not just because he was so angry that he vomited blood today.
He was also humiliated by himself before, and his body was covered in blood with a knife.
What’s even more frightening is that long before that…
I had cut Bai Luo’s wrist with my own hands, letting his blood go…
Chi Yan still remembers the day he used a knife to cut Bai Luo’s blood At that time, Bai Luo said that he was killing him!
At that time Chi Yan didn’t take Bai Luo’s words seriously at all.
But he didn’t expect that what Bai Luo said was true!
What I did was really killing him!
Bai Luo desperately wanted to save himself, but what did he do to him?
Humiliated him, scolded him, and finally killed him with his own hands!
Chi Yan was going crazy.
He has never been so painful and uncomfortable in his life.
what to do?
what to do?
If Bai Luo was gone…
Chi Yan didn’t even dare to think about it.
”Yang Qian, please, can you save him?”
Chi Yan begged Yang Qian like a madman.
Yang Qian looked at Chi Yan weakly, only feeling hatred in his heart!
This bastard, he has to wait until the last moment before he realizes that he regrets it!
But what’s the use of regretting at this time?
Bai Luo’s life was dissipating in a way visible to the naked eye.
”I have no way to save him. I can only make him not die so painfully!
Chi Yan, I only hope that you can… treat him well…”
Yang Qian knew that it was impossible for Chi Yan to let Bai Luo go.
Then at least, don’t give Bai Luo any more pain.
Chi Yan was stunned.
For the rest of the day…
he didn’t have such deep feelings before.
Hearing Yang Qian say these five words now, Chi Yan could only feel his heart hurting.
what to do?
What should I do!
Chi Yan didn’t want to believe that Bai Luo would die like this.
He will definitely find a way to save Bai Luo.
If Yang Qian can think of a way to treat Bai Luo once, he can think of a second time.
Even if Yang Qian can’t do it, then there must be other genius doctors.
Chi Yan was trembling all over.
He walked to Bai Luo’s side and held him in his arms.
He will not let Bai Luo die.
He will definitely let Bai Luo live a good life!
Bai Luo slowly opened his eyes.
He just moved his fingers, and Chi Yan sat up all of a sudden.
”Bai Luo, are you awake?”
Chi Yanhong looked at the person in front of him with eyes wide open.
Just looking at it, he felt heart-piercing pain.
When he hugged Bai Luo just now, he realized that Bai Luo was already out of shape.
His skin has also shown a sickly paleness…
If you look closely, you can definitely find something wrong with him.
Obviously I was with this person every day, but why didn’t I find out earlier?
”Lolo, listen to me… I know, I know everything you did for me now. It’s all
my fault. Lolo, I will definitely find a way to cure you Yes…
you can beat me and scold me, you can humiliate me however you want…
Lolo, I’m sorry…”
Chi Yan kept talking to Bai Luo like this, and there was something in his heart. Too much regret.
He hated himself for treating Bai Luo like this.
Therefore, he wanted to tell Bai Luo.
In the future, he will really treat Bai Luo well, now Bai Luo can beat and scold him whatever he wants…
Chi Yan even took Bai Luo’s hand and hit himself.
But Bai Luo didn’t scold and insult him as he imagined.
Didn’t even hit him.
Instead, she looked at him strangely.
There was no wave in Bai Luo’s eyes.
Not even the slightest ripple.
He frowned slightly, and pulled his hand back from Chi Yan’s.
Then the whole person shrank in the corner, looking at him with fear.
Although there was fear in his eyes, there was no hatred or hatred in his eyes. As Chi Yan approached again, he suddenly yelled.
It was only at this time that Chi Yan realized that something was wrong with Bai Luo.
”Luo Luo, what’s the matter with you?”
Bai Luo still didn’t speak, he just huddled there, sitting blankly.
His whole body was shaking, as if he was extremely afraid of the person in front of him.
Chi Yan quickly found Yang Qian again.
Yang Qian took Bai Luo’s wrist and looked at it again and again.
The eyes of the whole person were full of shock.
Chi Yan looked at him with some trepidation, “Yang Qian, what’s wrong with Bai Luo?”
Yang Qian felt his heart ache. He said angrily: “Chi Yan, did you provoke him severely during the wedding? Otherwise, he couldn’t have become like this!”
Chi Yan said everything that happened during the big wedding uncomfortable.
Yang Qian really wanted to kill this person!
”You are really amazing! I can’t even imagine how you came up with so many ways to torture him? Do you know
how bad his mental state is?
You still stimulate him like this!
Really? You wish! He doesn’t even have the most basic sanity right now!”
Chi Yan’s heart twitched violently, he looked at the person in front of him, and said with difficulty, “What does it mean that you don’t even have sanity?”
Yang Qian smiled coldly.
His words were like a knife, piercing Chi Yan’s heart fiercely!
”That is to say, he doesn’t know anything now.
Because of too much pain, he has closed his mind.
Then he became a fool.
Now, all he has for you is instinct
No matter how much pain and repentance you have in the future, he
will never hear anything again…”
