Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 91
　　Chi Yan firmly grasped Bai Luo’s hands.
　　He had never touched such cold hands in his life.
　　Bai Luo’s hands were so cold that they didn’t even have the slightest warmth.
　　Chi Yan put his hand in his own.
　　He kept rubbing against his hands, breathing heavily.
　　Thinking of the time before, when he ordered Bai Luo to kneel in the wind and snow, Bai Luo’s skin was so icy at that time…
　　Later, after he carried Bai Luo into the room, he leaned against the charcoal stove in the room , to warm up his body.
　　Now Chi Yan is desperately trying to warm up Bai Luo’s hands.
　　He even shouted to the door: “Hurry up and bring more heaters over here. Don’t you see that Bai Luota is cold? Quickly bring the heaters over!” Nie Huaiyu couldn’t hold back seeing
　　Chi Yan like this. , walked in front of Chi Yan all at once, and grabbed the front of his shirt.
　　”Chi Yan, is it interesting? Bai Luo is dead! He is dead! No matter how many heaters you bring over, he won’t come back to life!”
　　Nie Huaiyu said while crying.
　　It was an unspeakable pain in my heart.
　　He also likes Bai Luo.
　　She also swore to protect Bai Luo for the rest of her life.
　　However, he watched Chi Yan take Bai Luo away in front of him time and time again, but was helpless…
　　In the end, he watched Bai Luo die in front of him.
　　If possible, he would really like to kill Chi Yan!
　　”People have been killed by you, what are you doing now?
　　Is it interesting to deceive yourself and others?
　　If it weren’t for you, Bai Luo would never have died!”
　　Chi Yan was stunned when he heard Nie Huaiyu’s words.
　　What does it mean to be dead?
　　Bai Luocai didn’t die!
　　What the hell is going on with them?
　　Yang Qian said this to himself.
　　Nie Huaiyu actually said such things to himself…
　　What happened to them?
　　”What nonsense are you talking about? Yang Qian can’t tell the difference, can’t you tell the difference too?
　　You see, Bai Luo is clearly sleeping! He’s just too tired.
　　Yes! He’s just too tired!”
　　said Chi Yan’s hand Unable to tremble.
　　He looked at the man in front of him, then reached out and pushed him.
　　”Lolo, wake up… You tell him that you are still alive. You are not dead. You just fell asleep and you wake up. You tell them…” Chi Yan
　　forcefully Pushing Bai Luo hard, he wanted to wake him up.
　　But Bai Luo was still asleep.
　　He didn’t open his eyes, and didn’t move.
　　He just lay there, without even the slightest reaction…
　　”Lolo… are you obedient? Don’t sleep anymore…”
　　Chi Yan burst into tears Big ones fell. The whole person’s emotions have collapsed.
　　”You have been asleep for a long, long time…wake up quickly…”
　　Chi Yan said this, and put the beads he had prepared in advance on Bai Luo’s wrist above.
　　”Lolo, didn’t you like this very much before? Look, I gave you another bunch. I forgot to show it to you just now. Now I’ll put it on for you. Open your eyes and take a look, okay?
　　I’ll give you something better next time on your birthday. Whatever you like, I’ll give it to you.
　　Please.
　　Even just to see it…”
　　Chi Yan lay down beside Bai Luo’s bed in pain, trying to make the whole person in front of him open his eyes.
　　But no matter how he yelled, no matter how much he yelled, Bai Luo didn’t even respond…
　　he died.
　　He was already dead…
　　the moment Chi Yan took out the knife and cut his skin, Bai Luo was already dead.
　　It was Chi Yan who killed him with his own hands.
　　It was he who pushed Bai Luo to the abyss of hell again and again.
　　He always thought that this person could climb up every time.
　　Then stand by your side as if nothing happened.
　　But…
　　this time, Bai Luo really fell into hell.
　　There was no way to climb up again.
　　—
　　Chi Yan seemed to have had a dream.
　　He dreamed that he was back to the time when he first met Bai Luo.
　　At that time, the scarlet flame Gu poison broke out, and they actually pushed a man in.
　　Bai Luo was young, and he was still timid when he saw him.
　　But when he saw himself in such pain, his anxious eyes were red.
　　”My lord…My lord, don’t be afraid, I’ll save you…”
　　At that time, Chi Yan hated Bai Luo to the extreme.
　　No matter what, he couldn’t accept that the medicine Gu healed for himself was actually a man.
　　This man actually took off his clothes in front of her disgustingly.
　　Then he got close to him little by little, and hugged him…
　　Chi Yan never thought that he would have sex with a man.
　　So when facing Bai Luo, Chi Yan always uttered all kinds of ugly words.
　　Although in the end, I had a relationship with him because of unavoidable reasons.
　　But he still hated the man.
　　He and Bai Luo have been together for five years…
　　There was not a moment when he didn’t despise this person in his heart.
　　Chi Yan never cared about Bai Luo, even if Bai Luo was his savior, he just regarded him as a male prostitute who could even sell his body for the sake of glory and wealth.
　　In the dream, he clearly saw everything he had done over the years.
　　My heart is filled with unspeakable pain and regret.
　　He kept yelling at himself in the dream, don’t treat Bai Luo like that again.
　　You will regret this!
　　Because now he just can’t express regret and sadness.
　　But it was of no use.
　　He could only watch helplessly at the self in the dream, repeating the same mistakes again.
　　Over and over again, he abused this person who had already lived deep in his heart…
　　until he knew he regretted it.
　　That person had already died in front of him.
　　Chi Yan woke up with a start.
　　The pain and suffocation in his heart made him breathless.
　　He couldn’t help thinking.
　　Fortunately, this is just a dream…
　　Fortunately, he has woken up now.
　　Chi Yan only thought that everything that happened before was just a dream.
　　He hurriedly said to the people around him: “Where’s Bai Luo? I’m going to see him. I want to tell him. I will definitely treat him well in the future, and I will never treat him like before…” But the people around
　　him The servant was stunned for a moment.
　　”My lord… Bai Luo…he’s dead…”
　　Chi Yan couldn’t bear the excessive pain at Bai Luo’s bedside, and finally passed out directly.
　　It was Shen Yunnian who sent him to this wing to rest.
　　Bai Luo is dead.
　　Yang Qian didn’t let anyone approach him and drove everyone out.
　　There is no one there now.
　　Only Bai Luo lay there alone.
　　”My lord, Doctor Yang asked you if you want to prepare a mourning hall for Bai Luo.”
　　The mourning hall.
　　Two words that had never been thought of suddenly appeared in Chi Yan’s ears.
　　These two words full of darkness and suffocation almost tore his heart apart.
　　”What mourning hall! Why is there a mourning hall?”
　　His Bai Luo was fine.
　　Everything that happened before was obviously just a dream.
　　What nonsense is this servant talking about!
　　”He’s not dead! He’s not dead!”
　　Chi Yan howled in pain.
　　He couldn’t wait to stand up from the bed, and wanted to go to Bai Luo.
　　But just as he opened the door, a miserable cry suddenly came from outside the door:
　　”It’s flooded!”
　　”Hurry up and put out the fire!”
　　Chi Yan felt an extremely bad premonition instantly.
　　Because the source of the sound was actually the direction of Bai Luo’s room.
　　He stumbled and ran over there.
　　All he could see was the flames soaring into the sky, enveloping the room Bai Luo was in.
　　The fire was extremely fierce.
　　It was so fierce that the whole house was surrounded by a sea of ​​flames.
　　The crimson flames caused a terrifying heat wave, making it impossible for people to get close.
　　Chi Yan’s face was pale.
　　He no longer knew how much his heart could still hurt.
　　Now he ran to that room like crazy.
　　His Bai Luo is still inside!
　　He was still asleep and hadn’t woken up from his deep sleep.
　　Why didn’t these people rush in and save him?
　　Chi Yan ran to those people, grabbed the water basin from their hands, and poured it on his head.
　　Then he rushed into the boiling sea of ​​fire.
　　This tumbling flame is like a huge beast, as if it wants to swallow everyone who gets close.
　　The beams at the door had been burnt and fell down.
　　Chi Yan wanted to move it away, but in an instant, his palms were creaking from the flames.
　　But he didn’t seem to feel any pain.
　　All he knew was that his Bai Luo was still inside.
　　He couldn’t let Bai Luo be burned to death.
　　”Bai Luo!”
　　”Bai Luo, wait for me! I’ll save you!”
　　However, at this time, countless people had already surrounded them and they all pulled Chi Yan back. Don’t let him come any closer.
　　”My lord, the white guard is dead! Don’t go any more!”
　　The meaning of these people is obvious.
　　Bai Luo was already dead.
　　Even if you rush in now, what you can save is just a corpse.
　　It doesn’t make any sense at all.
　　”No!”
　　Chi Yan pushed away the person in front of him like crazy, “Let go of me. My Bai Luo is still inside, you ask me to rescue him. I order you to let me go
　　!”
　　Flame With teeth and claws raging, thick smoke billowed everywhere.
　　Soon nothing will be seen.
　　All he could see was a raging fire.
　　Even all the scenes in the room can no longer be seen clearly.
　　Chi Yan desperately wanted to push away the person who was hugging him, but it was of no avail.
　　Tears kept falling from the eyes.
　　Chi Yan could only watch helplessly as the flames burned Bai Luo to nothingness in front of him.
　　When he was alive, he bullied him, humiliated him, and killed him.
　　After Bai Luo’s death, he couldn’t even keep his body…
　　The fire was so intense that the huge house collapsed in front of him very quickly.
　　Looking at such a scene, Chi Yan let out a heart-piercing wail.
　　”Don’t!”
　　”No!”
