Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 99
　Yang Qian’s eyes suddenly widened.
　　He didn’t expect that Jian Heng would actually kiss himself.
　　He instinctively wanted to push the person in front of him away.
　　But as soon as his fingers touched his shoulders, Jian Heng let out a muffled sound.
　　Then he looked at himself with tears in his eyes, and shouted: “It hurts…”
　　Yang Qian suddenly stopped, and he didn’t even dare to push his hand away.
　　The whole person seemed to be frozen there, not even daring to move.
　　Jian Heng is full of insatiable desire.
　　He hugged the man tightly, and then pressed his mouth closer to him.
　　All the lips and teeth belong to this person’s breath.
　　Jian Heng has never felt so happy in his life.
　　Even though I know it’s just an illusion.
　　But to be able to drown in such an illusion, he also felt it was worth it…
　　He thought, if he could die in such an illusion.
　　It can be considered a happy thing…
　　Yang Qian…
　　Yang Qian…
　　Although I know it’s fake.
　　But he just felt so happy.
　　If only I could see him again.
　　Even if there is only one glance…
　　he wants to see the real him.
　　Jian Heng desperately kissed the person in front of him.
　　My heart is both sad and happy.
　　Sad it’s all fake.
　　But he was happy to be able to die in such an illusion…
　　So he tried his best to kiss the person in front of him.
　　Even if it’s a fake, that’s fine…
　　but Jian Heng’s back wasn’t properly bandaged.
　　It was full of scars.
　　Even the medicine wasn’t completely on the mend.
　　So his actions have been dragging his wounds.
　　At first he could bear it, but later because of his excessive movements, his back began to ooze blood.
　　The pain caused him to burst into tears.
　　Yang Qian looked at the wet blood, how could he care about pushing the person in front of him?
　　He hurriedly stopped Jian Heng, and turned his head to get the medicine.
　　Jian Heng thought that Yang Qian would push him away in the hallucination, and felt extremely sad in an instant.
　　This person hates him so much that he wants to leave him even in the hallucination…
　　He grabbed Yang Qian’s clothes and pleaded, “Can you not leave…”
　　However, Yang Qian Qian didn’t leave as he imagined, but pressed him forcefully on the bed.
　　Then carefully help him apply the medicine.
　　Only then did Jian Heng show a smile.
　　”I thought you were going to leave…”
　　”I won’t go.”
　　Yang Qian looked at Jian Heng’s back with some seriousness, and carefully helped him apply the medicine.
　　The wound hadn’t been healed in the first place.
　　Now he broke it open again, and put the medicine up again, how much pain will I have to suffer?
　　However, even Yang Qian was already very careful.
　　But Jian Heng still frowned from the pain.
　　He couldn’t help complaining: “It hurts.”
　　Yang Qian looked at him with some reproach.
　　”Do you still know it hurts?”
　　”Of course I know it hurts. It’s not like I don’t feel it.”
　　Jian Heng subconsciously said such words.
　　But while he was talking, he suddenly froze.
　　The pupils shrank in disbelief.
　　His eyes also stared at Yang Qian motionlessly.
　　Isn’t this hallucination?
　　But why can I feel pain?
　　Is it possible to feel pain while hallucinating?
　　Suddenly realized something.
　　For a moment, Jian Heng could only hear his own violent heartbeat.
　　”Plop”
　　”Puff”…
　　the eyes suddenly widened!
　　”Yang…Yang Qian?”
　　How is it possible?
　　How could it be the real Yang Qian?
　　But Jian Heng couldn’t help but ask the person in front of him.
　　”It’s really you?”
　　”Yeah.”
　　Yang Qian nodded to Jian Heng, and concentrated on helping him apply the medicine.
　　But Jian Heng still couldn’t believe it.
　　how could be?
　　How could it be him?
　　Is this really not my illusion?
　　Thinking about it, transparent tears came out of Jian Heng’s eyes.
　　”It’s fake, right? I imagined you, right? Otherwise, how could it be…”
　　I didn’t expect Jian Heng to say such words to himself.
　　Yang Qian gently grasped Jian Heng’s hand in his own.
　　”Feel it, it’s warm, right? It’s not a cold person imagined, is it?”
　　He obviously didn’t want to see Jian Heng at all before, but at this moment, Yang Qian only felt distressed…
　　He even put his other hand on Jian Heng’s hair, gently Kneaded.
　　”It’s really me, not imaginary, nor fake. I really exist. You are not mistaken.” ”
　　Then…Where is the prince…”
　　”Well, I I attacked him.”
　　Yang Qian looked at the person in front of him and couldn’t help laughing.
　　This is the first time he has done such a risky behavior.
　　Yang Qian thought it was funny when he thought of the prince’s clothes being stripped off by him and thrown in a corner of Rui Wang’s mansion tied up.
　　”You don’t know how miserable he was. Right now, he should be thinking about how to find a suit that fits him so that he won’t be discovered in such a shameful way.”
　　Yang Qian said such an anecdote with some amusement.
　　But Jian Heng burst into tears.
　　He hugged the person in front of him hard, crying heartbreakingly.
　　He couldn’t believe it, why is there such a good thing in this world?
　　Liar, right?
　　It must be a lie…
　　Otherwise, how could he get such mercy from the heavens?
　　But Yang Qian’s body temperature was so real.
　　It was so real that he couldn’t even dream of it…
　　—Shen
　　Yunnian sent several male pets to Chifeng’s mansion as agreed at the beginning.
　　I saw that Chi Feng looked very reluctant to part with Jian Heng before, so among the male pets he sent, there was one who looked very similar to Jian Heng.
　　There was still a smile on the corner of Shen Yunnian’s mouth, thinking that after Wang Gonggong got Jian Heng, he would definitely help her speak well in front of the emperor.
　　At that time, she will definitely become Chi Yan’s princess…
　　So she felt unspeakably proud.
　　Even to express her gratitude to Chi Feng, she sent these male pets herself.
　　”Cheng Wang, are you satisfied with the people I sent?”
　　Everyone Shen Yunnian sent over was fair and beautiful, and even their manners had been trained.
　　”Each of them is much better than Jian Heng. These people are more cost-effective than Jian Heng if you give them to you.”
　　Shen Yunnian said these words while motioning these people to serve Chifeng.
　　The person Shen Yunnian sent over was really nice, and he was also very pretty.
　　At first glance, it is the type that will make people want to be wild.
　　But Chi Feng looked at the group of people in front of him, but he didn’t feel like having fun at all.
　　His mind is full of what his subordinates said to him before.
　　As long as there is no one who has been played by the prince, there is no one alive…
　　Those people will all die in the end!
　　It is said that sometimes they played so well that several eunuchs would play together.
　　If they don’t even want it for a day, the male favorite they play with will die a miserable death.
　　Chi Feng even trembled with his fingers.
　　He looked at these male favorites and the wine they toasted him, and he was completely upset.
　　One of the male pets among them accidentally spilled on Chi Feng’s body when he was toasting.
　　It wasn’t a big deal at first.
　　If Chi Feng was in a good mood, he would even hug that male favorite and kiss him.
　　But now, he was furious.
　　”How could you fail to do such a simple thing? If…”
　　Chi Feng was stunned.
　　He just wanted to say it.
　　If it were Jian Heng, he would never make such a mistake.
　　Because Jian Heng is very safe no matter what he does.
　　Never go wrong with such little things.
　　This is also the reason why Chi Feng preferred Jian Heng at first.
　　However, Jian Heng is no longer here.
　　Being sent away by his own hands…
　　The words stuck in Chi Feng’s throat, making him extremely uncomfortable.
　　The figure of that person began to appear in his mind again.
　　There’s even the way he smiled at him sweetly…
　　Jian Heng is a traitor.
　　But is he really going to be played to death by those father-in-laws?
　　Just for a painting, and so many male favorites, can he be traded out?
　　Chi Feng suddenly felt regretful.
　　He didn’t want to give Jian Heng to that old eunuch anymore.
　　Even if Jian Heng is a traitor, it’s not the old eunuch’s turn to punish him!
　　His own people, his own punishment!
　　Thinking of this, Chifeng suddenly stood up from the chair.
　　He walked out the door regardless.
　　He doesn’t care about male pets or Shen Yunnian.
　　There is only one thought in my mind.
　　It was he who wanted to bring that person back!
　　But what Chifeng didn’t expect was that at this moment, his hidden guards ran over.
　　This dark guard was the one that Chi Feng had been telling him to keep an eye on Jian Heng.
　　Under normal circumstances, as long as nothing happened to Jian Heng, he would keep staring at him.
　　But now, he appeared in front of him.
　　Chi Feng felt dizzy all over.
　　The heart was pulled violently.
　　”What’s wrong?”
　　Chi Feng suddenly felt an indescribable fear surrounding him.
　　There was an indescribable pain in my heart.
　　”Why are you here? Where’s Jian Heng?”
　　Before the dark guard could speak, Chi Feng himself spoke first.
　　”Is he… is… already… dead…”
　　Chi Feng’s face turned pale for a moment, and even his footsteps were a little unsteady.
　　He even felt that it was becoming difficult for him to breathe.
　　”No.”
　　The dark guard shook his head.
　　”He was rescued by Yang Qian.”
　　Before Chi Feng had time to rejoice, he frowned tightly.
　　Because he never expected to hear this person’s name.
　　For a moment, even his eyes narrowed.
　　Yang Qian…
　　It’s actually that bitch Jian Heng, the one who misses Yang Qian day and night!
