Use Yourself As A Poison - Chap 73
　　Bai Luo woke up from the painful nightmare.
　　He dreamed that he was cut by countless people with knives.
　　He really hurts…
　　but there is a beam of light in front of him, as long as he can run over, he can leave this hellish darkness.
　　Bai Luo ran there desperately, no matter how much blood shed or how many injuries he suffered, it didn’t matter.
　　He just wants to get out of here.
　　But when Bai Luo opened his eyes, he didn’t see that beam of light.
　　He actually saw Chi Yan lying beside him, falling asleep… The
　　way Bai Luo looked at Chi Yan was like looking at a demon.
　　Tears flowed from the eyes all of a sudden.
　　His whole body was filled with fear.
　　Why did he keep running away…
　　to the end, but he couldn’t escape no matter what?
　　Why is Chi Yan still here?
　　Why hasn’t he abandoned himself yet!
　　Bai Luo looked at the scars on his body, and felt a little relieved in his heart.
　　Fortunately, he found moonfly in the garden of the brothel. Bai Luo once stayed in the valley of magic doctors. He knew that as long as this grass was applied, the wound would be extremely difficult to heal.
　　And it leaves very ugly scars.
　　This herb, which is feared by many people, is the only life-saving straw for Bai Luo.
　　He knew that Chi Yan stayed with him because he was interested in his body.
　　So now, he made his whole body look like this.
　　Did Chi Yan not like it anymore?
　　Can he let himself go?
　　Bai Luo was still thinking about it, but suddenly saw Chi Yan raised his head.
　　His eyes looked at him, and he even stretched out his hand…
　　Bai Luo instinctively felt a trace of fear, and he kept shrinking his body back until his whole body was shrunk into the corner of the wall, never to be seen again. You can hide anywhere…
　　the circles under your eyes turn red all of a sudden.
　　He is really scared.
　　I am so ugly now.
　　Why is Chi Yan still not leaving?
　　Why is he still close to himself?
　　Looking at Bai Luo’s appearance, Chi Yan felt his heart ache.
　　He couldn’t remember when Bai Luo looked at him with eyes full of fear.
　　Once upon a time, Bai Luo also looked at him with unusual admiration…
　　but now everything has changed.
　　”Bai Luo, don’t hide from me, okay?
　　I was too much before, and I won’t treat you like that again.
　　I will still treat you as my princess and marry you back to the mansion… The two of us will be together well from now on.”
　　Chi Yan said such words self-righteously.
　　From Chi Yan’s point of view, he forced Bai Luo too hard to make Bai Luo do such an extreme thing.
　　But it was also Bai Luo who forced him…
　　Chi Yan really cared about it before. He cared so much that he wished he could treat Bai Luo like a dog, and never want to be nice to him again.
　　But no one thought that Bai Luo would be so decisive.
　　Shen Yunnian was right.
　　Bai Luo’s current behavior can indeed make Chi Yan ignore all the things he did before…
　　Chi Yan doesn’t want to pursue anything anymore.
　　He just wants to be with Bai Luo, be good.
　　He never wanted to see Bai Luo lying in a pool of blood in front of him again…
　　”Bai Luo, I have made up my mind. Yun Nian is my concubine, so I must marry her first. However, I will not treat you badly. After I marry her, I will immediately marry you back to the mansion, okay?
　　” Okay?
　　Everything before, let’s treat him as never happened. From now on, let’s live a good life and start everything from the beginning, okay?”
　　Chi Yan wanted to touch Bai Luo’s cheek with his hand, but he didn’t expect his hand to be caught Bai Luo shook it off fiercely.
　　”Why?”
　　Bai Luo suddenly yelled at Chi Yan.
　　He never imagined that Chi Yan still refused to let him go at this point, and still wanted to marry him!
　　”Why don’t you let me go? You like Shen Yunnian, so you just marry her. Why do you have to torture me like this?
　　I don’t want to marry you. I don’t want to be with you! Can you let me go?”
　　Bai Luo was going crazy.
　　He desperately wanted to leave the person in front of him.
　　He thought Chi Yan would let him go as long as he got himself covered in bruises.
　　But now that he is already like this, why Chi Yan still refuses to let him go?
　　Is his body not ugly enough?
　　Bai Luo suddenly got up from the bed, his body trembling, wanting to leave here.
　　But he was so weak that he couldn’t even stand upright.
　　His feet had just landed, and he fell to the ground with his whole body.
　　With a “pop”, a vase next to him was smashed by him.
　　There were wounds all over his body, and Bai Luo’s whole body was in terrific pain. But Bai Luo couldn’t care about the pain in his body at all.
　　Seeing Chi Yan walking towards him, he quickly took a broken porcelain piece from the ground, and pointed it at himself.
　　”Chi Yan, please let me go…you are a high-ranking prince, and I am just a humble guard in the dust. I am not worthy of you, can
　　you let me go? If you still think I am not ugly enough , I can make it even uglier!”
　　Bai Luo said as he stabbed himself with the tile.
　　Chi Yan was going crazy, he rushed over and grabbed Bai Luo’s wrist.
　　The other hand squeezed the porcelain piece vigorously, snatching it from Bai Luo’s hand.
　　”Bai Luo!”
　　His heart was throbbing in pain.
　　Chi Yan really doesn’t understand, why Bai Luo would rather hurt his body time and time again, but also must leave himself!
　　At this moment, the door of this room was suddenly pushed open.
　　The one who rushed in was Nie Huaiyu who was ordered to stay at home by Chi Yan and was thinking behind closed doors.
　　Nie Huaiyu couldn’t bear it when Bai Luo was treated like a dog by Chi Yan.
　　But he didn’t expect that Chi Yan would torture Bai Luo into such a state in just a few days.
　　Nie Huaiyu’s secret guard told him everything Bai Luo encountered in Chunxiang Building.
　　Nie Huaiyu never expected that Chi Yan would come up with such a cruel method to humiliate Bai Luo.
　　He actually wanted to treat Bai Luo as a prostitute for everyone’s amusement.
　　In the end, he actually forced Bai Luo to mutilate himself in front of everyone!
　　Nie Huaiyu couldn’t bear it anymore. He broke through the heavy shackles and ran out at that time.
　　How could this person whom he tried so hard to be nice to him be treated like this by Chi Yan?
　　After Nie Huaiyu opened the door, what he saw was Chi Yan standing in front of Bai Luo, squeezing his hand tightly.
　　Without even thinking about it, Nie Huaiyu rushed over and punched Chi Yan in the face.
　　The guards guarding the door were all terrified.
　　They would never have thought that the young master would dare to beat the prince!
　　These people rushed over and surrounded Nie Huaiyu, but Nie Huaiyu still felt that it was not enough to relieve his anger, and wanted to punch Chi Yan again.
　　It’s a pity that he failed to meet Chi Yan this time, but was held back by Chi Yan’s guards.
　　Chi Yan squinted his eyes and looked at the person in front of him, and the anger in his heart suddenly burst out.
　　”Nie Huaiyu, what are you doing here instead of shutting yourself up at the mansion? Do you want to be punished more severely?” “What do you
　　think I’m going to do? You’re going to kill Bai Luo! You still ask Why did I come here?”
　　Nie Huaiyu’s eyes were already red with anger, he could no longer bear the little bit of harm Chi Yan brought to Bai Luo.
　　”Chi Yan, how can you treat him like this? Why do you humiliate him so much?”
　　Bai Luo made such a big sacrifice for Chi Yan.
　　Sacrifice to the point of losing your own life at any moment.
　　But Chi Yan hurt him again and again!
　　”How far do you want to hurt him?”
　　Nie Huaiyu’s words made Chi Yan very annoyed.
　　Obviously it was Bai Luo who challenged his bottom line time and time again, did those insane things, and in the end even wanted to run away with Nie Huaiyu.
　　That’s why he punished Bai Luo.
　　Nie Huaiyu didn’t know anything, so why did he accuse himself like this?
　　”What do you know? You don’t even know how many outrageous things Bai Luo has done!”
　　Chi Yan pointed at Bai Luo and said to Nie Huaiyu,
　　”Do you know what crazy things he has done?”
　　” He slandered Yun Nian again and again. Before that, he slandered Yun Nian for stealing his things, and later he slandered Yun Nian for sending someone to rape him.
　　Even in public, he bit Yun Nian with a poisonous snake, forced Yun Nian to kneel with him, and finally gave Yun Nian a fake antidote, causing Yun Nian to be poisoned by the snake. ”
　　”His heart is so vicious, he has already done such an unforgivable thing, how do you want me to treat him?” ”
　　Chi Yan’s words were like a knife stabbing Bai Luo’s heart…
　　All kinds of slander.
　　Bai Luo didn’t want to explain anything anymore.
　　He seemed to be used to Chi Yan’s disbelief.
　　Now Being slandered by Chi Yan in front of Nie Huaiyu like this, Bai Luo didn’t give an explanation.
　　It seemed that he was such a heinous person.
　　Bai Luo even hoped that Nie Huaiyu would hate him because of this. Get out of here quickly.
　　Chi Yan is not something Nie Huaiyu can provoke.
　　He shouldn’t offend Chi Yan for someone like himself.
　　But what Bai Luo didn’t expect was that Nie Huaiyu didn’t choose to leave because of Chi Yan’s words.
　　Instead, he said to Chi Yan:
　　”Chi Yan, what do you say?” I don’t believe a word of these words.
　　What kind of person Bai Luo is, I, Nie Huaiyu, have eyes, I can see clearly! ”
　　Bai Luo looked at Nie Huaiyu in disbelief, and was stunned.
　　He was used to being slandered.
　　He never thought that anyone would believe him…
　　Anyway, every time Shen Yunnian opens his mouth, Chi Yan will always be Standing by her side…
　　No matter what he said, Chi Yan would not believe it.
　　In the end, Bai Luo didn’t even bother to explain.
　　Anyway, in Chi Yan’s heart, he was such a bad person who committed all kinds of crimes.
　　So bad No one will believe his explanation.
　　But now Nie Huaiyu actually said that he believed that he would not do such a thing.
　　Eyes instantly turned red.
　　Bai Luo buried his head in his knees, tears fell from his eyes.
　　My heart is full of grievances.
　　It never occurred to him that there were still people willing to believe him.
　　The pain in my heart came out all of a sudden.
　　He gritted his teeth, crying uncontrollably.
　　Chi Yan also frowned tightly, feeling extremely anxious.
　　He never thought that Nie Huaiyu would say such a thing!
　　Nie Huaiyu said that he believed in Bai Luo, but what could Bai Luo believe in?
　　”Then you colluded with Bai Luo, took advantage of his opportunity to go to the genius doctor’s mansion, and took him away, so how can you explain it?”
　　Chi Yan felt that Nie Huaiyu would say that because he and Bai Luo were accomplices.
　　Of course, Bai Luo’s accomplices would look at Bai Luo with their eyes closed.
　　Chi Yan kept talking in his heart, using such words to comfort himself.
　　Because he didn’t dare to think, if Bai Luo was innocent as Nie Huaiyu said, what would happen to him?
　　So he kept using this idea to tell himself that everything he did was correct.
　　But what Chi Yan didn’t expect was that after he said those words. Nie Huaiyu looked at him inexplicably:
　　”What nonsense are you talking about? At that time, I picked up Bai Luo from Chifeng’s house, and it wasn’t from some messy doctor like you said!” author_say thanks
